its STRONGER than DEATH


Thursday, August 30, 2007

*Dreams*--> Was reading some of my previous post and I totally feel I lack the inspiration in writing blog posts right now. HA. But whenever i'm typing my blog, I feel as if I'm typing my life history. Never to be erased. Whenever I want to recall moments and memories, I can take a look at my archives and reflect on the happy moments in the past!

I've been here over a month. GOODNESS. Forever missing home. Especially those times when I felt so down and all alone, I really wish someone was here for me to let me feel loved. But I tried thinking about it positively, I'm learning how to be independent. And.. how to grow up! Mr. Ng can't wait for me to grow up. I feel like a kid infront of him sometimes. HA. Don't worry okie. Mel is in the process.

There has been so much on my mind. Worries, problems and many many misses. It feels as if my mind is gonna explode anytime. GOSH. That ain't good isit it. HAIS.

Could recall last year, I was panicking over my prelims! HAHA. But it was a really happy week for me because I celebrated my birthday so many times last year! With.. Hi 5, my girls, Bestie and girls, Family & with Zq. Gosh. Those celebrations were so fun!!

My birthday is coming. 19. 19. 19. Last year of teen-hood. DONT WANT. I like being a teen. ANDDDDD.. I want to be 18. I want to remain 18. 18.18. The best years of my life. OH MY.

Birthday on Sunday. HEEHS.

-Mel
-loves
Sunday, August 26, 2007

*Dreams*--> (Another Song) All Over Again by Justin Timberlake

You've been alone, you've been afraid
I've been a fool
In so many ways
but I would change my life
If you thought you, might try to love me
So please give me another chance
To write you another song
And take back those things I've done
Cause I'll give you my heart
If you would let me start all over, Again

I'm not a saint
I'm just a man
Who had heaven and Earth
In the palm of his hand
but I threw it away
So now I stand here today asking forgiveness and if you could just please
Give me another chance
to write you another song
And take back those thing's I've done
Cause I'll give you my heart
If you would let me start all over, Again

Little girl you're all I've got
don't you leave me standing here once again
Cause I'll give you my life
Yes I would
If you would let me try to let me love you
So please give me another chance to write you another song and take back those thing's I've done
Cause I'll give you my heart
If you would let me start all over, Again
Again, oh,no no ohh

You know I love you, yeah
give me one more chance
No no, no no no no

THIS SONG IS deep.

Mel
-loves

*Dreams*--> Sunday Sunday. As much as i want Sunday to last longer, there's practically nothing to do on a Sunday. So my plans for today.. IRONING. Sad. First time I'm ironing my chef uniform myself because during the past weeks, my senior has been doing them for me! But.. he's away this weekend. GAH! I hate ironing. *dreads.

I still have to fret what to eat for lunch. GOSH. Boring. I miss Sundays at home!! When I went to church in the morning, went for lunch with Daddy and spend my afternoons.. meeting Mr Ng or Charchar or Jenny or Lynn. HAIS. Times like that can never be replaced by anything else.

Life has taught me a huge lesson here. I've learnt so much. Independence? Maybe. Because I have to do everything myself. I can't take anything for granted. But one thing I realize.. I feel really insecure! I'm always thinking that being here, one person will be walking away from my life. I know that goodbyes are part and parcel of life. BUT honestly, I've been putting alot of effort so such goodbyes are unnecessary. I really love my loves back home. And I really don't want to lose them. That's from the heart. And.. if I don't say it enough, maybe this is all just a TEST OF FATE. But sometimes FATE scares me, letting me realize that it's actually not on my side. I really wish. I really hope. I really wonder. I'm honestly.. REALLY... Scared..

Those moments. Those times. Those tears, joys and laughters that you've shared with me. Leave me unforgotten. I would do anything to have those times back..

Mel
-loves
Thursday, August 23, 2007

*Dreams*--> HOW CANNNN... :(:(:(

I wish..

Mel
-loves
Wednesday, August 22, 2007

*Dreams*--> Ha. In case you guys miss me too much.. I'm uploading some pretty photos of me in Switz. ENJOY! MISS ME!



The night I got so WASTED. Not pretty at all.. TSK TSK.

I think I took this picture before I got drunk cos' I look sober.

At town. SHOPPING. ((:

HA. YEA. I have photos of when I went to France and also Town VEVEY. Yet to upload.

I miss u guys muchie.

Mel
-loves
Tuesday, August 21, 2007

*Dreams*--> AHH. Sucha tiring day. OMG. My back is aching. ANYWAYS. I calculated.. 16 weeks till I get back home. That's like 4 months lahs. OMG. I wish I wish I wish. I feel so insecure right now with what is going on. I need assurance. ONCE MORE please.

Anyways, I MISS HOME FOOD SO MUCH. Ugh.

My birthday is next SUNDAY. OMG. I'm 19 alr? What a shocker..

Missing you,yea.

Mel
-loves
Saturday, August 18, 2007

*Dreams*--> Goodness. I suddenly have the temptation to blog. I miss blogging. I think I've been neglecting my blog as compared to in the past. Last time, no matter how busy I am, with all my studies, and the stress going on, I NEVER NEGLECT IT. So, I decided to update more often nowadays. I used to blog everyday last time. Now.. it's like few times a week. So I'm updating people. CHILL CHILL.

Anyways, had Service Practical last week. Was stressful. But okay. Mel is able to take it. Heh Heh. It was definately an experience cos' I've never waited on someone before. HEH. Learn alot. Like.. all the different techniques of service bet. a normal restaurant and a fine dining (Gastro) service. Quite interesting!!

After the stressful week last week, I went clubbing last Fri night at Jaggers. Got totally wasted. It was open Bar. Which means you pay a certain fee and all drinks are FOC. HA. I drank alot alot alot. Many many many Gin Tonics, Red Bull Vodka and Caramel Vodka shots just got me wasted. I HEARD that I was running towards the road to fetch a cab. And my friend was like... 'OEI. U think this is Singapore isit?'. They were so worried for me because I didnt really know what I was doing. Tsk tsk. BAD.

This week! Pastry Practical. Another stressful week cos' the chef is really fierce. Ha. But.. at least now I know how to make pastry. Hurray Hurray. HEHES. I'm going to go back to singapore to make delicious pastry! I can prove Mr. Ng and Jenny WRONG. I'm so gonna be a better cook and baker when I get home. TRUST THAT!!

Hmmm. Life here is okay I guess. I like weather. Cos although it gets really chilly, the sun still shines brightly in a happy way. HAHAHA. I obviously miss home. I miss the food. But I know there's nothing I can do but to anticipate for my return flight back home. I really like the school environment and everyone here are really easy to talk to. Networking is good cos' everybody knows everybody. HA. I always say the people here are alcoholic cos they are seriously hard core drinkers. Ha. Someone said I'm hard core. HELLO. How can lah. I'm sucha good girl.

I'm go getting used to living alone. More privacy I guess.But still miss my brother and my mum whenever they barge into my room. Ha. But, there are people that barge in to my room as well especially my neighbours! Apparently the people that live in the same area as me are all guys. WAHLAU eh! But hais, the ones beside me are really nice. ((: HAHA. I have senior that lives near to me and he's really nice. I always borrow his stuff. HA. Ironing Board, Hot Water, Fridge. Ha. I'm quite glad he lives near me, really enjoy his company. HA.

''I so want to straighten things out. i believe this is really like a test of fate. TEST OF FATE. I can't believe certain things just happen all at one time. It's really weird thinking about it sometimes.''

I suddenly miss those memories. They just replay in my head like an old movie. So classic. So pretty. HA.

Mel

I miss youuu ALOT!
-loves
Thursday, August 16, 2007

*Dreams*--> Somehow, sometimes.. I wish I was back home just getting everything on the right track. At least I would make some BAD TO GOOD. At least I can feel secure. At least things won't be so complicated. Oh wells, I guess this is all just a test of fate. FATE.

I miss home. I miss food. I miss my friends. I miss my family. I miss my Bed. I miss you..

ALOT.

Mel
-loves
Friday, August 10, 2007

*Dreams*--> GOSH. It's finally a friday. TGIF man!! This week has been super hectic and brain torturing for me. I was working in Service in the Paserelle Restaurant in school. I got night mares the 1st 2 days. With all the nightmares, before every service, there's this nervous-ness in me. HAIS. I'm so glad is over!! HEEHS.

There's so many things to take note. OMG. I'm so worried for the next time I do service. Which will be at the fine dining restaurant! OMG. *screws.

Went to EVIAN FRANCE last Sunday. It was good! HEEHS. Went there for lunch. Ate famous french dishes - Cordon Bleu and Crepes! SO FRENCH. HEEHS. ((: The boat ride was really nice and soothing. It was really nice getting out of the stressful school environment and just enjoying the breeze.

Been clubbing alot since I got here. TSK. BAD!! I must FOCUS. HA.

I miss my girls. Hi 5. Mr. NG!! Jenny! BESTIE! My Family! Dearest Marilyn!! And everyone else. HAIS. Can everyone please download skype!

EVIAN Photos:





I MISS U..

Mel
-loves
Sunday, August 05, 2007

*Dreams*--> Hey Hey People. I haven't been blogging much since I was here because I've been busy settling down all my stuff. HAIS. It's the weekend again. LAST weekend, spent it in Geneva with my Mum. Hmm I miss my family. It feels weird not seeing them everyday. Never seeing my brother coming into my room to distûrb me and all.

Well the first week of school has started. Officially. The cirriculum here is pretty different and definately intense. AS YOU GUYS KNOW, I'm doing hospitality management. This sem it will cover everything to do with the operations in the hotel\industry. The cirriculum is such that, my practical training is actually working in school, concurrently, I'll be having theory lessons as well. Pretty intense huh? Ha.

THIS WEEK I DID STEWARDING. Wth. Do you even know what is stewarding? Cleaning the dishes. Cleaning the kitchen. YEA. And I actually have to study for it. How interesting huh? I'm so thankful the week is over. No more stewarding. But honestly, after going through this week, I've learnt much more. I think in ANY BUSINESS, every role plays a part. Without STEWARDS, a restaurant can't run okay!! And they really have a tough job. HONESTLY, so I really appreciate those that clean my dishes after I eat. So.. EAT CLEAN PEOPLE! Save them trouble. BTW, I do not wash the dishes one by one. The plates go through a dishwasher that is like UBER FAST and.. UBER EXPENSIVE as well.

There's one thing I like about EHL. I get to choose where I want to eat. HAHA. Regardless of Food Court, Restaurant, Take AWAY or Fine Dining Restaurant. Sometimes I'm spoilt for choice. The only constrain is TIME. And guess what? I dine for FREE! (Actually its in my school fees, like a package kinda thing). Last Tuesday, Went to dine at Beaceau Des Sens (A MICHELIN STAR RESTAURANT AT MY SCHOOL), HAHA. Had a nice dinner with ma mates for like 3 hrs long. Sipping our wine away, enjoying the finest of food. I swear I will make reservations for it EVERY WEEK. ((:

2nd Thing I like. The concept of having BARS at school. We have 3 bars? HAHA. Not healthy for alcoholics thou. But it's nice sitting down in a Bar, chilling with mates. Or.. sitting down at the alfresco, sipping OH SO NICE Hot COCO that Switz is famous for. ((:

Doing servicing next week. I think its gonna be a tough one cos' I have to remembers wines and all those CRAP! HAIS.

Going somewhere NICE TOMORROW. Will talk about it sometime! ((:

'I miss home. I feel like hearing you telling me everything will be alright. Sometimes it all depends on a twist of fate.'

Mel
-loves
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x friends forever
x your happiness
x my happiness
x New Gallaz Shoe
x get in 6th Sc
x New Digi Cam
x New Crumpler Bag
x 3G phone
x do well in PJC
x Driving License
x A Car - M5