its STRONGER than DEATH


Thursday, May 31, 2007

*Dreams*--> Woots! I had fun last night! Wheee! I was so bent in going Zouk but apparently the whole Singapore was there.. LITERALLY. So we queued till we moved like 1 meter ? Den we left. Went to MOS instead. Literally there were so many people can? I saw alot of familiar people! Saw GIFF at MOS! HAhaha I miss him so much. Haven't chatted with him since God knows when! Yupp Bumped into PJ peeps too! And we saw Jiayu! ((: Lynn's good friend and my sec. school friend. Was expecting to bump into Marcus. But.. didn't see him thou! Maybe next time! HA.

I'm so into clubbing now. But there's a rule book: I need to go with my guy friends. Going only with my girls make me worry for my safety and theirs. How responsible can I get dude! HAHAHHA ((: But yeah! Dancing is fun! ((: But.. we needa mind our body language. Heeh.

Working is now become fun. Because we have so much time to skive. Admin work = Production line. We're damn fast lahs. But the management thinks we're slow. We're only slow due to their inefficiency. Honestly, they have many loopholes in managing their department! Tsk Tsk.

I want to learn CANON in D! Wheee! ((:

-Mel
-loves
Tuesday, May 29, 2007

*Dreams*--> Aspired from Jesse McCartney ...

"I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away"

Just so you know...

Have been working hard at One Degree 15. Work will end by the end of this week. I hope!

[new!] this month:

1. I'm going to learn FRENCH every Weds with Bestie and Friend.
2. I'm going to full-force DRIVING (if I can book enough slots)
3. I'm going to learn CANON-in-D from John! ((:
4. I'm going to take hiphop dance classes with ma' girls! ((:

WOOO. Busy? HAHAHA.

-Mel

"I shouldn't.."
-loves
Sunday, May 27, 2007

*Dreams*-->
Avril Lavigne - When you're gone.

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

.... I MISS U!! ((:

-Mel
-loves
Friday, May 25, 2007

*Dreams*--> ONLINE SHOP by ME AND MARILYN! :

http://lipxaffair.blogspot.com/

PLEASE SHOP HERE! ((:

-Mel
-loves

*Dreams*--> Started work at One Degree Fifteen today. I like that Club. It's pretty.

I've been feeling sad lately. Happiness comes short term.

-Mel
-loves
Thursday, May 24, 2007

*Dreams*--> F**K!!!!!!!! :( I'm affected. I am AFFECTED. I got bloody rejected by BLOODY NTU. Now I have to appeal. I feel so stupid for my choices I put for University. I don't know. I feel lost. LOST LOST LOST. I feel unfair being in the Dragon Batch. I can't blame anyone. Not even my parents. I am SHOCKED as well as irritated. Did i do very badly? NO ONE CAN ANSWER THAT! No one!! I don't know who I should turn to right now. I feel lost..I feel like screaming. I know I'm not the only one in these pair of shoes. But honestly, I have the right to feel horrible even though there are people who have similar situations to me. I HONESTLY HAVE THE RIGHT TOO.

:( :( :( Someone told me that the most miserable thing is to MEET THE RIGHT PERSON AT THE WRONG TIME. I agree.. :(

HELP! HELP HELP! Kill me.

-Mel
-loves
Tuesday, May 22, 2007

*Dreams*--> Korea Korea Korea. According to Ying...COREA. Chim sial! HAHAHA. ((:

YES. I am enjoying myself here. But.. sad thing is.. I don't have enough time to shop. Bought quite alot of things. For myself & of course my dear loves in Singapore! ((: Leaving for home tomorrow afternoon. Don't know if I'm able to do last minute shopping yet! I still want to get bags! Not the imitation ones! And don't mind getting the shoes! It's pretty! But looking for something non-high-heel cos' I have alot already. And yah...The CLOTHES? Haven't seen any nice ones! *whines* Hopefully I can find something? Hmmmm. Please???

Went to shop at Nadaemun Market just now! NICE! ((: But.. very similar to Taiwan somesort. Just that the ACCESSORIES here are like MOUNTAIN LOADS more!!! And.. ALOT of imitations. Didn't get any. I don't like imitations. HA. Then, went to 63 Building! They filmed "My Girl" there! That got me excited! Wheee! HAHAHAHA. I think I'm Mad. But.. The view is really nice! The elevator going up is simply... just like the one I see on TV. AHAH! Had the privilege of having a cocktail 63 levels above the ground. HAHAHA. Strawberry Daiquiri! Hmmm. Oooo. There's was this wishing wall at the sky deck. I had to buy this card where I could write my wish and paste it on the wall. I wrote quite a LONG WISH LIST. But...I won't say it here. *SECRET* Heeees.

That's it. More Sight-seeing tomorrow. Hopefully more shopping! If daddy allows me to. HAHAHA.

many misses.
-Mel ((:
-loves
Monday, May 21, 2007

*Dreams*--> Annyeong Hasayo! ((: Am at Korea now! Wheee.. I love the food. There goes my diet. Tsk Tsk. Just kidding. I don't want to be scolded by someone!

Korea is nice! I like the weather alot alot!!! ((: The hotel I'm staying in right now is the Shilla Hotel. ((: It's a VERYVERYVERY nice hotel. I think I've seen one of the scenes in "My Lovely Samsoon" shot here. And I went "WAHS!" for very long.

Went to Gyeongbokgung Palace just now. One of the most grandest palaces in Seoul. It's pretty! ((: But I was thinking where they actually shot "Goong". Could it be there? HAHAHA. Then went to eat yummy yummy food. But.. I went vegetarian today. Cos' most of the things the restaurant had was BEEF! And.. if you know me well enough, I don't take beef. So... ate alot of VEG. Ate ALOT of Kimchi. And.. Chilli. HAHAHA. No wonder I feel so energy-less. Must be the lack of proteins!

Did some shopping. Bought a few things. Going to go around again tomorrow. Hopefully I'll be able to find more things to shop! ((:

I Sick! My holiday here & I'm Sick. *Sniffsniff*

I'm missing you! Sarang Haeyo!

-Mel
-loves
Saturday, May 19, 2007

*Dreams*--> Flying to Korea tonight. Will be gone for a few days! Many many misses.

Oooo. I remember I have to blog about Switzerland. Ok! When I come back. ((: HAHAHA.

It seems as if you're just a hand away, but I'm already stretching my limits to reach you. To everyone, it just seems impossible. I know that my dreams can never materialize, but at least I know I'm blessed enough to have what I have right now. And for that, I thank God for everything that in bestowed upon me. ((:

-Mel
-loves
Friday, May 18, 2007

*Dreams*--> I'm back I'm back I'm back! HOME SWEET HOME! ((: I missed my bed. But been suffering from Jetlag ever since I got back. BOOHOO! :( Been sleeping at wee hours & waking up after lunch hrs! How unhealthy. Tsk Tsk! Cos' Switz's time has a 6hr difference with Singapore.


I've been thinking alot about my education. I really want to go to EHL! Really really want to go! *Prays* I got a rejection letter from SMU yesterday. I was abit disappointed. *abit. But horror strucked me when my dad called me this morning to say I must have done a BAD JOB at my interview that's why they didn't accept me! What a reality check. He made me feel as if I was hopeless. Darn. I don't personally think I did VERY BADLY for my A levels. It was my personal best. I was dissapointed by the results but hey! I used to fail most of my subjects in JC okay!


I miss JC life. I miss studying. I feel aimless now. AIMLESS. Honestly feel like going back to 1 year ago. I like the adrenaline of studying. Thou I might have thought that I had NO LIFE back then, compared to now, I much preferred the past. I guess that's the problem with humans. They never appreciate what is given to them at first until they lose it. I feel as if I'm at a turning point in my life. Friends one by one may start to leave, people tend to drift apart. And the only ones that really stay are those I must treasure.



SWITZ is beautiful! Check out the photos yo!

Outside Chateau de Chillion! It used to be a castle can! ((:


At the CASTLE! ((:


At Montreax! ((: Near French Alps!

At Zurich! ((: Pretty View!

Lausanne! ((:

((: LOVES! Went out to eat Crystal Jade with bestie yesterday! ((: Nice dinner. Simple & Nice! Mr. Ng came to pick both of us up then we sent bestie home! ((: After that we went driving (or is it rounding??) !! HAHAHA. It was so cool & exciting. I felt I was in disneyland ride. Ok. How childish.

NEWS: I'm going Korea tomorrow! Haha. YAY!

-Mel ((:
-loves
Sunday, May 13, 2007

*Dreams*--> At Zurich! Zurich is a Fabulous place to shop! My hotel is in the Centre of the Shopping Area. ((: Whee! HAHAHAHA. Finest Shops indeed. Whole street full of designer brands. OOO! My eyes are already glowing!! I feel so poor here. It seems like everyone here wears designer goods! So extravagent. Tsk Tsk. But I like the shopping. If I ever school here in Switz, Zurich would be a monthly affair. I can't say weekly. Because it STILL is a 2 hr long train ride here. Have to take that into account.

Bought some things here! Obviously not from my own pocket money! As I've said, I FEEL SO POOR HERE! The chocolates here are really yummy. So far only eaten one! Or else my Salad Diet would have gone into the drain! Luckily most of the things I eat here are healthy. My most common meal ever since I've been here - Sandwich/Salad with Apple Juice! Ain't I healthy? Ha. ((:

I like Switzerland! ((: It's pretty! And whenever I take the train, I see cows glazing on the fields. HAHA. Unlike Singapore where you see those fake drawing boards of cows. LOL. The people here are really friendly. I try my best to understand them by their gestures when they speak French/German to me! Someone actually ask me for directions in German. Excuse me! I speak ENGLAND. ENGLISH!! Hahaha. Talk about being a tourist. I like the way I travelled around in Switzerland. Free & Easy. Because the last time I came here. I was on a tour. Didn't have to think of what to do, didn't have to read the map. Yada Yada. At least now I know my navigations skills don't suck! HEEHS.

I've learnt my lesson. Next time I'm going to try to travel light. On my next trip! I promise. I remember when Mr. Ng came to pick me up in the Airport when I came back from Taiwan he was complaining about how heavy my suitcase was. This time, I think it's going to be equally heavy! Oopies Daisies!!

Going back home tomorrow! Will reach Singapore at...8am Tuesday? I presume! ((: Yay-ness. I miss my bed. I miss my loves! I miss.. SMS-ing without having to worry about the cost. And.. I miss.. Cheeena Food.I want Cheena Food!! Heehs.

I'll do a write-up here soon about Switz. I hope! If I ain't lazy!

-Mel
-loves
Friday, May 11, 2007

*Dreams*--> I'm done with my interview. The very reason why I came to Switz. After my interview, I broke down. Although I tried my best, I had the mentality that I wasn't good enough. The stress level was high. I had butterflies in my stomach the whole interview yet I presented my answers calmly thankfully! Cried after that because of the disappointments I had for myself. Honestly I don't think I'm good enough. I still don't. It would be a miracle come true if I could go to EHL! :(

Many of my friends perceive that I will CONFIRM be offered a place in this school. However, honestly it's not as easy as it seems. Ecole Hoteliere de Lausanne - the university I desire most to be in. It's not easy I tell you, and it may even be more difficult as going to some courses in the local universities. So my loves, please don't have that mentality.

Local Universities look more on academic results, or the most your JC or Sec School testimonial. At EHL, even if you make it academically, they might not accept you. The interview is tough and they want to make sure that the people that enter into the school really pursues a career those courses. Even if the student has the passion, that won't be good enough. They want the student that enters to be SUITABLE for the job. Although I find these procedures of this school rather tough, I find it to be a better admissions process. For example, in local universities, as long as you have your results academically, you WILL get in the courses you desire. But from my perspective, what you desire may not be what you are suitable for. What's the point of getting a degree you WANT but can NEVER EXCEL in? Being Suitable is what's most important in my perspective.

That's something for you to think about.

At a lighter note, I think I've already visited much of Switzerland! Was at Lausanne for the past 3 days. Went on Day Trips to Bern, Montreax and I'm going to Zurich tomorrow!
I miss home. But Switz is beautiful. But Still I miss home. I feel like eating dimsum.Oops!"

"Greatest Story Love has Ever Told....."

-Mel
-loves

*Dreams*--> OMG!! My interview is in an hours time. I feel so NERVOUS! I really do. Butterflies in ma' tummy! Omg!!

If I put all my trust in you.. What happens to me...

-Mel
-loves
Thursday, May 10, 2007

*Dreams*--> I'm now at the far away land called Switzerland. 13hr flight. I feel so FAR FAR FAR away from home. The plane ride was just a mere dread. It was the worst flight I'd ever took. Thou it was SIA! My mum agrees. Totally! There were SO SO SO many turbulences. I had a major headache till now!

Flew to Zurich. And had to catch a train to Lausanne. We missed our 1st train because my mum got on a wrong train without me in it. Thus, we had to wait for the "RIGHT" train for like half an hour. The ride was around.. 2 & a half hrs? Nearly died. But.. I'll quit complaining. Because as Mr. Ng said.. It was my choice to come here for my interview. I've got to accept my fate.

I'm having 2nd thoughts about school-ing here somehow. It could be attributed to the fact that I had a bad day due to the bad travelling and all - thus making me feel homesick. Or.. maybe I just feel so SO SO far away from home somehow. My perception has changed abit (just a tiny bit).

One of my reasons why I so yearn to study here is because I want to travel around Europe. I haven't been here since I was 9. And now, 10 years later. I finally realize that it ain't easy travelling by yourselves here. Firstly...NOT EVERYONE speaks english! Next.. The things here are UBERLY expensive. I'm HONEST!! 1 bottle of water cost like.. 5 bucks Sing Dollars. OMGGG!!!

But then again, I love this beautiful place. I can NEVER stay here thou. But.. studying here? I don't know. I need to think things through once more. Maybe after my interview, I can have a clearer picture of whether or not I want to study here.

Maybe all these will change. Maybe the reason I'm SOOO confused and frustrated now is because I had a bad flight and that I'm so UBERLY HOMESICK. I miss home. I miss my bed. I miss my pillow. I miss my friends. And having the freedom to SMS anytime I want. Ugh!!

"I don't know why.. whenever or not I'm happy or sad... the person I wish to share it most is always that someone..Yet I feel so stupid thinking of it this way.. :("

-Mel ((:
-loves
Tuesday, May 08, 2007

*Dreams*--> Going to Switz tonight. I thought through alot of things last night and reality struck me! Am i really serious that I want to do this? I guess everyone that is waiting for University Offers are probably as clueless as I am. Whether or it is the right course you should do, whether or not it suits you. I guess all these things are running through our minds.

I feel as I get older, my "worrying" level starts to increase. I miss my carefree times in JC. So much, So much that I just wish I had the feeling that I was a JC Student once more.


I felt so sorry cos' Mr. Ng stil went for dinner with me despite being sick. Awww.. So sorry.


-Mel


My pretty ECONS ESSAY! HAHAHA I love!
-loves
Sunday, May 06, 2007

*Dreams*--> I'm thinkin' about how busy I will be these few days before I fly! :(

Will be away for 2 bloody weeks. :( There are many that I'll miss. :( How will I be able to stand 4 years? Tell me tell me tell me!!

:(

-Mel
-loves
Saturday, May 05, 2007

*Dreams*--> SATs are over! Wheeee!! ((: But still I screwed it up anyways! Cos' the england is damn powderful can! HAIS. Irritatingly LONG SATs really pissed me off. I hate SATs! I hate Hi*h Q! Totally waste of my bloody time!! AHHH! Hahaha. Thank God ITS OVER!!! ((:

Today was FUN! Apparently..

Switz on Weds.

Mr. Ng owes me a dinner! Hfmph!

-Melz ((:
-loves
Thursday, May 03, 2007

*Dreams*--> I've been stuck at home mugging for my SATs nowadays. BORE! BORE! BORE! After this week everything will be over! *Hurrays!

Flying to Switz next week. I'm duper duper duper nervous!


Our BOOZE at e Clinic yo! ((:

-Mel

"Been sad nowadays.."
-loves
Wednesday, May 02, 2007

*Dreams*--> Ahhh!! Tired Tired Tired. SUPER DUPER TIRED!

Met Lingfangg on Monday afternoon! Had a nice chat with her. All we did was chill in starbucks and have our lively conversation. Mug hard okae girl! May you do well in your A's! Jiayou! I'll miss you! I promise to visit you often! I miss PJ!!

Took 963 with Mr. Ng back! We bought TOTO! HAHAHA. May we win pls pls pls!? So Mr. Ng can buy his Cooper! And I can sit in that uber cute car...PLEASE? HAHAHA.

Went Beach-ing with the girls on tuesday morning! Unproductive. Firstly, I doubt they got a tan. Secondly, I didn't play volleyball much cos' of how strong the wind was! Went home after that to mug for my SATs, then went to meet them for Char's Dinner Celebration at Marche and Spidey!

I love Spidey! I think Spidey 3 is one of the bestest spidey! The movie is super long lah. But I enjoyed every bit of it. There were parts I jerked abit cos' of how thrilling it was! It's nice! But... Mary Jane Watson and Peter Parker didn't get married yet! How can! I want them to get married!!!

SAM joined us for the movie! Oh we miss him uber much!!.. ((: Triple A's for A levels ok, Smart boy!!

-Mel ((: Tired.

I need to mug. Yet I want my sleep!! *Whines*
-loves
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