its STRONGER than DEATH


Thursday, March 29, 2007

*Dreams*--> It's Friday tomorrow. Hurray! ((:

Sweet Indulgence. MMMM. ((: Sweet Sweet SMILES!!

-Mel ((:
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*Dreams*--> 1 more month to work! Effectively its 19 more WORKING days minus off my leaves and holidays! 1 2 3! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! ((: Hahahaha. I'm so sick of working life. So sick i tell you! SICK SICK SICK!! Help man! May this month go back faster, may this week come to an end SOON! Finally its thurs! Tomorrow i can say TGIF already lah! Wahahaha.

Meant to be...or not?

-Mel
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*Dreams*--> Spent the whole night at VIVO! ((: My favourite shoppin destination! It's official. Me & Mr. Ng went to try Hong Kong Kim Gary Restaurant. We swore we won't go back, cos' its rather ordinary! Honestly!! But still, the company was good! ((: Waiting for cab to get home was so bloody long, which then convinced the both of us that we need a car, I on one hand need my license first. ((: Wahahaha. Don't laugh.

Going Taiwan on the 14th for 4 days! Yayness! ((: WOOO! Wahahaha. FUN!

-Mel ((:

Swing Swing Swing! ((: Muahs!
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Monday, March 26, 2007

*Dreams*--> ((: HEEHS. I'm full of smiles at times. But its as if I'm in my own MEL MEL land! ((: HAHAHAHA. Some one said I own my own MEL MEL land. Cute.

Keep holding on! ((:

Applied for all my universities. YAY-ness..

-Mel
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*Dreams*--> I'm going to get the Monday blues anytime soon! AH! 5 more weeks to work. Let's countdown man! FINAL COUNTDOWN! ((: Woohoos! After that I'm going to put full focus on my SATs & driving. May I get my license soon please? Before Mr. Ng goes again with his.."So, when are you gonna get your license?" HAHAHA. Right.

Went to thomson to eat at this super pink-greenish cafe called Tong Shui Cafe. I didn't really like the food. Went going around looking for paopaocha after that cos' Me & Mr. Ng had a craving for it. Didn't find it in the end. Aiyo, so sad. BLAH BLAH BLAH.

Met my beloved Char in the afternoon. Shopped awhile before Mr. Ng came. RIGHT.

My week seem to be so done up.. Plans seems to be so repeated. RIGHT.

"I've had much thought into many things. My direction seems to be always pointing the same way. I still can't figure out the reason why? why? why? It is so difficult for me to accept my own fate. Where is it leading me? Could it be that my direction is actually the wrong one! COULD IT BE! TELL ME!!!!"

-Mel
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Saturday, March 24, 2007

*Dreams*--> It's raining. I always say that whenever I'm sad, it rains. :(

In my OWN indulgence.

-Mel
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Friday, March 23, 2007

*Dreams*--> You put me on a pedestal. ((:

Loads of love.

Mel ((:
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*Dreams*--> Someone said that my Ben & Jerry's "BERRY BERRY EXTRODINARY" looks like Barney Juice! How can he say that! BLEH! It taste so yummy! Not a sight of disgusting-ness can!? ((:

Applied for my local Universities today! Have yet to apply for overseas university! AHHH! Stress Stress Stress. MEL.. Jiayou! ((:

Sweetest Cup of Tea I've ever tasted. AHAHAHA.

-Mel ((:
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Wednesday, March 21, 2007

*Dreams*--> AHH. These days have been tiring at work. *Sigh. I've been quite pissed with the situations in work! Spare a thought for me please? You are making me confused. ARH!

Thankfully for my night out today! ((: I'm so thankful! WEES! Went to eat Fish Head Curry at Muthu's Curry in Suntec after constantly harassing Mr. Ng for countless days! I finally got my fish head! Went around look for Andersen's, which we decided to go to Gelare, which we decided to go to Ben & Jerry's. Then we walked back to cab at Mandarin. HA. ((:

It won't make a difference anyways. STRESSED!

-Mel
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Sunday, March 18, 2007

*Dreams*--> The quality, not the longevity, of one's life is what is important - Martin Luther King.


It's Jennyang's 20th Birthday tomorrow! *CLAPCLAP* He's no more a teen. AW. LOLs. ((: Happy Birthday man! Hope you like e present me & Mr. Ng bought you! ((: Went to catch "Stomp the Yard" today! NICE! ((: Brian White is so COOL. I was constantly repeating that during the show. HAHAHA. ((: Went to eat Korean Food at Upper Thomson after that. The food was uberly yummy! I love KIMCHI! HEEHS.

I MISS Lynn! I MISS her! She's in HK having a blast. Shopping till she's dropping I bet. Aw.. Good Ol' Shoppin' Days with Bestie. LOL. We were mad then, I bet!

I'm starting to ponder. I'm starting to worry. This is so unexpected. The problem does not lie with me nor does it have anything to do with me. But yet, I feel hurt. Hurt in my heart and a worried mind. All these are attributed to how much I care. Yet, I can't do anything to solve it but just make my presence clear.

-Mel
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Saturday, March 17, 2007

*Dreams*--> ((: I've been happy these days! ((: YAY-ness! ((: My interview yesterday was ok! The bad thing is that my handphone went dead on me! SO SAD! :( I felt so pathetic trying to look for a phone! Thank Goodness for the information counter lady! Went shopping & ate at Changing Appetites at Marina Square. Food was yummy! Enjoyed my company!

Was supposed to go hippo tours with Felly today! But something cropped up! SO SORRY girl. I know you understand but.. I still feel equally bad. SORRY! SORRY! SORRY!

Tomorrow is going to be a good day again! ((: Yay-ness!!

Yes Melissa, live life to the fullest!

-Mel
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Friday, March 16, 2007

*Dreams*--> QUACK QUACK. ((: Yesterday seems like a happier day than today for some reasons or another. Yesterday was FUN! Went with Eunice for lunch at Fish & Co! Weees! Den came back to office. TIRED thou but was ok. Got a call from QUACKQUACK, have to go for an interview today. Yay-ness. I so want the job lah! ((:

Went dinner with Mr. Ng! ((: While waiting for him, I went to do my nails. HAHA. I know its quite bimbo LAH. Who make me wait one? LOL. Went to Crystal Jade in Holland V! Had late dinner but it was a yummy one no doubt. Had a good chat obviously! FUN. Heehs.

I want to get an M5. I want to get my license. I want to drive. Maybe I'll be the one picking up the guys! LOL. Who knows. LOL.

The world of irony spins and spins. It feels weird once again. I feel like this was years ago.

-Mel
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Thursday, March 15, 2007

*Dreams*--> Applying for University is such a hassle! I can't stand it! *grumbles* So far only applied for SMU. The rest leh? HAHA. Not yet. But I'm intending to though. SOON. How about Switz? How about Cornell? Oh man. SATs here I come.

STRESS-ed.

-Mel
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Wednesday, March 14, 2007

*Dreams*--> GOODNESS! I have been busy busy! Too many things on today so I decided to take leave today. *TIRED. Firstly in the morning, I had to settle my room, cleaning, packing and re-arranging! I hate doing those stuff! But no choice, I like to look at a pretty place everyday! ((: HEEHS.

Rushed back to PJC to get my transcripts certified. Thanks to Mr. Tong for certifying them! HEEHS. A BIG HELP INDEED. Then I rushed to BBDC to do my 2nd BASIC THEORY TEST. GOOD NEWS! I passed! Jason came to pick me up with Xiaohui & his Daddy in his car. His dad actually thought I got my license today & I passed my practical! Then I was like..."Uncle, I only BTT leh!" AHHH! *Demoralized*

Went to Jenny's Grandpa's wake. The place was quite packed with people lah. We chatted alot till like about 10, then I was sent home back to cleaning my room AGAIN! When will this ever end?

Life and Death is SOO Unpredictable lahs!

People say I look 30! :( MEAN MEAN MEAN MEAN MEAN!!!!

-Mel ((:
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Monday, March 12, 2007

*Dreams*--> Back to work. I've enjoyed my weekend so far. Going for various openhouses, being OVERLOADED with information! HEEHS. Saturday was hectic. Rushing from one open house to the other. ((: Met Hi 5 at the NTU openhouse! I WENT I WENT! I actually went? HAHA. Didn't gain much information from there anyway! I enjoyed my visits to NUS & SMU! HEEHS. Then, we drank Starbucks at Plaza Sing! Met Ching, Xiaoyan & HL at Clarke Quay for dinner. Went to this MUSIC CAFE. The place was okay, but totally not worth the expense cos' the food sucks! UGH! And the Music is duperly CHEEENA. The company was good! I miss the girls alot! I mean it! Had to leave at 9 plus to Eski Bar at Holland V to have a drink with my lovely ladies - Lynn, Jas & Char. Had a Margarita and went home for an early night because I was toooo TIRED.

Sunday was fine. Went to SMU to meet Hi 5 awhile. 5 mins after I arrived, I met MARILYN! ((: Hahaha. She cheered my day man! Every time I talk to her, I feel so indulged in our conversation cos' we are so common in so many ways! HEEHS. Had a blast asking questions at SMU though I've already been there once. HAH. Went to IKEA to buy stuff - THE ONE IN TAMPINES! So far I tell you! Got the stuff I want, my room is being refurnished! HAHAA. Yay-ness!

There are so many things I want to do. Yet I don't know where to start...

I've thought through so much in so long. There are many I know in life, but very few I truely care about. Those that I truely care for, never take me for granted, never put me aside, it seems as if they will always be there no matter what happens. Through many storms, I've seen through who I can trust with my whole heart. And those those whom I do, thank you.

Life decisions underway. I've made my decision.

-Mel
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Saturday, March 10, 2007

*Dreams*--> TGIF as I always say! I can't believe just a week ago was the release of my A level results! HAHA. Time flies SOOO duper fast! ((: Today was nice! I likes! ((: The only sad part was that I had to wait for 3 hrs for Mr. Goh cos' he was stuck in camp! *whines whines whines*
I spent the 3 hrs walking around Ikea, then walked around Vivo, shopped in all my fav shops and then to Plaza Sing. Thought I could only meet Mr. Ng late late but suddenly I received a call from him saying he was coming to meet me! AHAHA! Yayness! WE HAD SO MUCH FUN can? HAHAHA. We went to eat in Crystal Jade Kitchen and we saw Jade Seah there! The guys were honoured to get a little treat from me cos' I got my pay! OMG! I'm so nice! I'll not treat anyone else. Saw Jade Seah in Crystal JADE. HAHAHA. OOPS! I reached home at 11.30pm. OH MAN. Lucky Mummy didn't scold me!

Mel is a HAPPY girl. ((:

Somethings I finally understand now. Why things are perfect to me but never to others. Why I'd rather have things those ways than that.

-Mel

WOO! L.I.F.E @ NTU. I'm not going. COS.. I go there 5 days a week. I have enough!!
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Friday, March 09, 2007

*Dreams*--> It really struck to me how important life was yesterday. Yesterday, my team of colleagues went to attend a fellow colleague's husband's wake. This is the first time I've EVER attended one. When I went there, I told myself not to talk so much rubbish and to make sure I don't do or say anything wrongly. What struck me was how much we need to treasure our loved ones. I felt really sad for my colleague because she didn't expect it at all. Her husband didn't go to work and she was unaware of what happen until her husband's colleagues called her to ask where he was. She had to rush home, and just at that very moment, she saw her husband unconscious in his sleep. Imagine how shock and how tramatized she was. Yesterday, when I heard her story during his wake, I wanted to cry on the spot but I dared not, because I didn't want to affect her mood. Imagine how unpredictable life can get. Imagine how difficult it is to lose someone in just an instance.

May God bless her and her family.

With all my condolences.
-Mel
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Thursday, March 08, 2007

*Dreams*--> I can't believe how much I miss PJC. To me, it feels like JC is the best times of my life. The most glorious times, the most enjoyable times. I was living duh life that I enjoyed so much. MINUS all the studying, I just love those times. I yearn so much now to wear my school uniform, to rush to lectures after breaks, to study at my favourite corner in the library, to mug hard with one whole table to myself at the concourse, rushing to meetings after a long class, gossiping with GIF, Lynn & Fel during GP. Heeh.

((: I love PJC!

I can't make it back for 02! :( *whines*

-Mel
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Wednesday, March 07, 2007

*Dreams*--> I curled my hair. OMG! Am i making a huge mistake!? HAHAHAHA. ((:

Back to work. Thinking about life decisions. ARGH!

I've been pang-seh-ed 3 days straight all thanks to SAF. GRRR!!

-Mel
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*Dreams*--> Long Weekend. I'm a confused girl. There's so much to say but I just don't know where to start. Yes, A level results are out. Some did well. Congrats to those who did well. I'm proud of you guys! ((: Esp. those 3 councillors that went on stage! BIG HUGS! ((: To those who didn't do as they expected, all I have to say is that we must accept it, and live with it. The most important thing that we do now is to think about our future career prospects in order for us to choose which school and course to take in University. Don't just go to a course without knowing what you'll be doing in the future. It's so risky and you may not enjoy it at all. Let me formally announce my results. I didn't do as well as I wanted to..DUH! But here goes..

Chemistry - C
Math - B
Economic - C
GP - C6.

GP was horrendous! And I didn't expect Math to be a B! I was aiming for an A! DAMNIT! Chemistry was a disappointment too. I expected a B at least. Maybe the only subject I'm happy about is Economics. I thought I would fail it. HONESTLY! I totally cried after my exam can!? My results are so "not 3 not 4" (translated from Chinese) They give me no clear indication about where to study, what courses I can get into or whatsoever. For that, I'm confused! I turned off my phone the moment results were coming! I'm so touched cos' Mr. Ng was trying to call me many times! He didn't believe that I'd actually turn my phone off. Well, I guess I wasn't prepared for the outside world to ask me my results YET. I totally cried before the results even. SO DRAMA right? Just because I had no guts to get it. I hugged Ms. Lee right after my results cos' I apologised to her for letting her down! I knew she wanted me to get an A so bad! My tutor came to PJ to visit us! Mr. Charlie Chan! My Chemistry improved tremendously all thanks to him ok! ((: Thanks Mr. Chan for all your encouragement. I miss your Chem Class so much lahs! HEEHS.

Got my PJ windbreaker & I met Lingfang. She was so worried that when she saw me, she started running to me! So sweet right! LOVE HER MANS!! ((: HEEHS. Had a conversation with the principal, Mrs. Tan for quite long! What really touched me was when she said she was proud of me. Somehow or rather, I have her to thank as well. That includes, Mr. Tay Hiang Soon, Mr. Dennis Yeo & all my subject teachers. YOU HAVE MY LOVE! I miss PJC TOO MUCH because of you people! I miss PJC's CULTURE. LOVESS!!!!

Started to breakdown after telling my parents the news. I was really tired when walking around in town with Kris' and Char. I yawned like 20 times I think. Didn't manage to watch movie with Hi 5! Sorry guys. I was such in a bad mood on Friday night that I don't even want to talk about it anymore. I'm serious. Thanks to JENNY for being by me every step of the way whenever I'm sad, I'm touched! ((:

SATURDAY! It was a happy day! REALLY HAPPY DAY! ((: Cos' I enjoyed myself truckloads. Went out with JENNY the whole day from 10am in the morning to 11pm at night. HAHAHA. Fun lah! I accompanied him to go extend his passport early the morning. GOODNESS. The immigration place looks so much like HONGKONG I tell you. SOOOO Many people!! Went to Suntec to go to the career fair. Walked around, went to eat lunch then we caught "Music & Lyrics". The show is SOOO Nice lah. Very humerous and Hugh Grant was constantly shaking his butt. Hahaha. FUNNY! Went back to the CAREER FAIR AGAIN to meet Felly & her mum. Had a long chat with Ferdinand! ((: Met Henglian & Mr. Gary Tan! ((: Goodness I haven't seen him in ages lah! Then, we rushed back to Rock Auditorium to catch Impresario 2007! HAHAHA. Overall, the competition was quite nice. Enjoyed it cos' I thought many of the contestants were really talented! I love Zero Infinity's "You & I both", I personally love that song very much! ((: Go Weisheng, Su, Hanafie & Jue Yi! ((: HEEHS. Saw John! ((: He's singing is good lah! TALENTED man!

To all the contestants, you are already a winner ok!? You've gone so far!
To John, you are already a STAR! ((: Don't be disappointed!

Went home with JENNY after a tiring day! Enjoyed myself truckloads.

Some photos:



Impresario 2007 @ Rock Auditorium! ((:

Our tickets! ((: Jenny was commenting on it. YADA YADA.

Pretty Pink Paper Bag - DOOR GIFT. ((: I like it cos' its PINK! HEEHS!

This picture is posted here because I like the PUMA shirt JENNY is wearing. BOUGHT by MEL from HK! ((: HAHAHAHA. I like the shirt!


Unwilling to take a picture with me! TOO BAD!! HAHAHA.

-Mel
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Friday, March 02, 2007

*Dreams*--> I'm going mad. HONESTLY.

Today was a day full of UPS & DOWNS. I was busy during work! SUPER BUSY ok? I even brought work home to do. OMG! Me & Eunice had to run down to Career Fair 2007 at Suntec to mend the booth. I think this is one of the rare-est TIMES I found my job DUPERLY Interesting! ((: Since I was there, I spent the time walking around, AHAA! I saw Ferdinand, going to consult him on Saturday regarding my further studies. Managed to get alot of brochures with regards to studying in Switz. Ahh.. SOMETHING I FINALLY WANT TO DO.

Was really happy cos' I was chatting with Nanyang Biz School professors & staff with regards to my future studies. One actually almost convince me to go to Nanyang Business School instead of Switz! Hahaha. But I think she's really good at marketing. I give the credit to her! ((: I really enjoyed myself! HEEHS.

After that, the nightmare happened. Please don't laugh at me. It's getting sensitive. I actually took the wrong bus 3 times! :(( 162 goes to Lau Pa Sat ok? Only in the day, who would ever know that? I wouldn't! WTH! I thought I took the bus at the wrong side, I didn't! I ended up taking it twice. Then, I took this bus 700 which goes! I didn't realize there's a A behind. WTH!!! Ok. Finally waiting for the RIGHT BUS at the RIGHT Bus stop! The bus took super duper freaking long to reach and when it did, it didn't stop cos' the dumb uncle didn't even see me stretch my hand out. WTH!!! :(( I totally cried man. I was so looking forward to my dinner with my girls but they waited to long. When I reached, I just da-bao-ed my food cos' I felt bad letting them wait. SORRY my loves! :(( I was super duper emotional. I thought it was a bad sign. Until now, I still think it's a bad sign. SAD.

After that, I spent 1 hr waiting for a cab. And no cab company wants to answer my call. I was feeling so dreary already. I can't stand it. I cried non stop. I really feel super scared. I fear for the worst and I can't help but think how bad my results will be. :(( Sorry to everyone for being ATTITUDE. I really can't help it.

There's so much on my mind. I keep on thinking that there's no one here for me. I really feel that way. The one that means much to me has become impossible. That's what I believe.

-Mel - DOOMS DAY

CAREER FAIR 2007 is gr8!
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