Wednesday, January 25, 2006
*Dreams*--> Honey Love! (: *Yaks Yaks Yaks*
-loves
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
*Dreams*--> Woaahhhhhhh!!! Just came back from Backstreetboys concert. Wahh. Love them man. This was something that was totally impromptu. Me and Flea happen to talk about Backstreetboys and stuff. So we made arrangements to buy tickets for tonight's concert right away! One night only! Bsb sang many old songs. They're all my fav! They have always been my all time favourite band lor- Oh yeah. Nick Carter is soooooooooo cute! He's been my eyecandy since I first starting noticing guys. Ironic isn't it? He's gained quite alot of weigh thou, but he's still the cutest. And that baby voice of his. Oh goodness. *Melts*
Screamed quite abit. Woooahhh! Knew how to sing almost every song. I love Bsb man! Ahhh. Feel so blessed. Have been waiting 10 years to watch them perform. Woah. Bsb Love! <3
-Mel [Backstreet's Back Alright!!]
-loves
*Dreams*--> It's now 1.20 in the morning and I'm still awake. Thinking about life in PJC. Haha, guess what most councillors say is true, College is like my 2nd home. I remembered Jason mentioning that we reach school before the sun comes up and leave school after the sun has set. It makes alot of sense, I guess. And I believe that this is a very common scenario among the councillors.
To me, there's something special I see in the 6th Council. Maybe it becos I love it so much but bear with me for a bit. Indeniably I love 6th Council, however, it has come to me to believe that our council is improving. I've seen efforts of everyone in council and its becos of these small efforts made by individuals contribute in achieving a great beautiful big picture as a result. Just wanna say, Councillors, I'm soooo proud of you guys and sooo proud to be part of our big "family" so called. The experience that council has given me can never be replaced by anything else. It's just this passion that ignites in us. "We'll rise up above for the calling to serve..."
PJC has given me the most wonderful memories of my life - Mel -
-loves
*Dreams*--> It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do, to look you in the eye and tell you I don't love you, It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie, to show no emotion when you start to cry, Can't let you see what you mean to me, When my hands are tied and my heart's not free, We're not meant to be...It's the hardest thing I'll ever to do, to turn around and walk away, pretending I don't love you...
-loves
Monday, January 23, 2006
*Dreams*--> Wahhh. Today, I had mixed emotions. Heh Heh. Was supposed to go running with Hi 5. Brought my stuff + Volleyball to school lah. But ended up leaving school early. Firstly cos I was tired & 2nd-ly cos I didn't have much stuff in School that I could Study. Aw man. Feel really Guilty esp. to Ying. Apologies Apologies. Haven't been spending much Constructive time together. Miss all our chats n stuff. Hehs. :(
Chatted alot with Char, Lynn & Fel today over lunch. Learnt alot of personal stuff. Guess we girls had more of a personal heart-to-heart session. Talked about our past relationships, our experiences, funny drama-s. Hahaha. Funny man. Totally! (: Had a blast.
Hmm. "Tried" to give attitude today but I think i really C.m.i - Cannot make it. Haha. Tried to but unfortunately couldn't. Maybe cos I got a soft heart? Heehs. I ended up giving in. Hehs. Usual me. But at least giving in made me happier cos sweet things happen that way! (:
Ooo. Suddenly feel rather old. Cos Jas n Jenny are lyk relief teachers now. Mr Ng and Mr Goh. Hahaha. Funny! (: Just for laughs. Hahaha.
Long day of school tomorrow. Dunch lyk...
-Mel... [I'm left in a dilemma, left with no choice]
-loves
*Dreams*--> Hmmm... Yeah. Studied Econs. But still don't intend to do GP Assignment. Hai. Totally no mood. Thought alot about what Christine said to me. Hmmm. She makes alot of sense. She's sucha sweetheart man. She gave me gr8 advice. (: Heehs. Hmmm. Talking to Yang now.. Great Friends. Hees!
-Mel
-loves
Sunday, January 22, 2006
*Dreams*--> Was listening to "At the beginning" today. Tears started to roll down my eyes. Looking out at the window. I miss everything. Life ain't suppose to be so sad when you're in it!
:( Thought alot about alot of things. Oh man. I'm seriously sad can...
-loves
*Dreams*--> It's just a bad premonition that I'm going to be hurt once more. Should I stay or should I go? I'm left with a dilemma. No one understands. You leave me no choice... :( What happen to those unforgettable moments.. I think it'll only be stuck as a memory of something that I once had but never will I have again.. :(
-loves
Saturday, January 21, 2006
*Dreams*--> Mmmmm. I thinking alot again. *Die* Hahaha. Don't wanna think so much. Pondering alot alot alot alot.. (: Aw man...
-loves
*Dreams*--> Saturday. Ahhh. Relax! I love it. Bumped into Reina today. She cut her hair. I thought it looked lovely on her. She's sucha sweetheart. She asked me a funny question that made me go "huh??" But due to privacy, please do not question! Haha *Secret*... I wish her all the best in her future endeavours. She's a gr8 girl! Heehs. Oh ya, got a Roxy Skirt today. Pretty Pretty! (: Took me much hesistation before I made a decision to buy it. Fel paid half as part of my Christmas Present. Thanks Sweets!
I'm quite worried cos I haven't studied much in 2 days except for doing my Math homework. Cos i've been really tired and stuff. Friday was PE day. Canal Run. Craze man. Guess I gotta study hard tomorrow. Econs especially. Studying Econs & Chem Tomorrow. Ahah. Nida finish up Math homework too! Haha. Okay. Study Study Study.
Really Pray Hard that I'll do well..
-Mel - Undeniably I love you!! (: Sweets.
-loves
Friday, January 20, 2006
*Dreams*--> Hmmm. Friday. Ah. The weekend is here! Triple Cheers! (: Haha. A week of school seems so tiring. This week. Hmmm. Rather fulfilling. All the Tests! Haha. Chem, Econs, Maths. Hais. Stress Stress Stress. Undeniably j2 differs so much with J1. I miss the freedom I used to have, having no worries. All the fun experiences. Ahhh..Those times would always be a part of my memory. (:
Really need motivation to study. I am determined as ever! Study Study Study. Supposed to go for Trivor dinner tonight. But couldn't. Family Obligations. Heehs. There's Trivor Outing Tmr too! Hais. I don't think I'll be able to go thou. Loads of clans having outings tmr I heard..like Nootka. Ha. It's been a week since Orientation is over but the spirit still ignites in J1s. Proud of them. Had an honour to interview some of them for O2. Interviewing was real fun! (:
Hees. Yups. I miss Jason & Jennyang man! Haven't seen them in like 2 weeks or so. Maybe cos all of us are busy. Hai. Sad Sad. Hope can meet them during the CNY week!! (:
"Beauty lies in the eye of the Beholder..."
Thinking alot about you & me. All the times we been through together. Filled with much fun, laughter, peace and joys. And moments that seem so meaningful that leave an unforgettable mark in my heart. You are truely some special. Moments spent with you can never be replaced by having to spend them with someone else. You really bring out the best in me!
Awwww.... Haha. From the heart. Booo!
If you are wondering. Yes the photo shows my eye! Haha
-Mel
-loves
Thursday, January 19, 2006
*Dreams*--> Oh man. Time flies real fast. In a blink of an eye, we're all in J2 already. I can't believe how much I've been through in PJC. I love college so much. Can't imagine what it would be like during Graduation this year. Or whether I'll really get through the year or not. Haha. Today was such a dreading day. Haha, was suppose to do announcement. But yeah. Nevermind about that. The thing is I woke up really early so i wouldn't be late! Actually really wanna thank Qi for being my alarm clock this morning! :)) - Didn't have PE today cos I was seriously not feeling well and totally no mood lah -missed playing floorball bcos' of that. Then came GP, total debate session. I was one of the speakers. The topic was super "hot"..."This house believes that War has never achieved anything and never will.." Whaduh right? I was supposed to oppose it that War has actually achieved something. Goodness. I believe in Peace lah- Oh well, turned out to be a super argue-able topic so gave it my best shot. My team was gr8! 3 Cheers to them. Then came horrid 2 hours of Maths. Trigonometry. Haha. Pretty cool topic but dread dread dread. At last school was over, thinking that I could enjoy like! WRONG. Had to study for the worst ever, Chemistry, been studying it for days, Chem Test was at 6pm. Mass Test for Whole Level. Haha. Turned out to be a okay test. Just that most people claim that they are gonna fail and all. Don't know if I'm gonna fail or pass. I tried my best. Hopefully it turns out aiight.
Me and Limin walked to Lot one after the Chem Test. Was too tired to do anything. But I guess walking with her made me calm down alot from all the stress of Chemistry and all. So thanks Honey!
Awwws. Friends really bring out the best of me! Sometimes its the small things that really touches me. Esp. when I'm with a close friend, just the two of us. Our heart to heart conversations, can really make me s-m-i-l-e. Cos they really mean alot. (:
-Mel
I miss you. Yet I'm really Happy I have you in my life!!
-loves
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
*Dreams*-->
Cos' its you and me..
and all other people,
with nothing to do...
nothing to lose.
It's always gonna be you and me! (:
Muaaacks.
-loves
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
*Dreams*--> Mmmmmmm.... Thought alot about loads of things. To a certain extent, feel really blessed about my life. Yet i can agree life can be unfair at times. Or maybe it depends on how you look at different situations with different perspectives. Maybe life to you at that instance may be fair or rather not fair.
Haha. Crap. There's a stupid Chem Test on Thurs. 6.10pm to 7pm. So late. Goodness. Oh well. At least I've been studying in school lately. Been studying with the usual..Cj, Xin, Ying, Qi...also Yen Shuang. Haha. I guess these few days of studying has been rather productive. Goodies!!
But Mummy has been quite unhappy cos she complains she seldom see me at home & suggests that I maybe doing something else than Studying! Haha. No lah! Qi ask me to video cam myself studying to let her see. Wahahaha. Funny!
Oh ya, Had Econs Test and Maths Test today. Econs test was stressful cos the class kinda expected it to be rather easy. Maths - Didn't study much. And I remembered the wrong formula! Ha. I felt super horrible and stupid when i found out. Guangyi keep asking me to reflect! Haha. Qi and him kept calling me Goondu. Haiz. Until now still feeling a bit bad cos of that. But I guess I'll take it in my stride.
Aw man. I've got to do well. I wanna get good grades for every test, exam and everything! Feeling more motivated than ever. Maths test made me feel horrible. Don't wanna feel the same way ever again...
Short day of school tomorrow but I guess I would be studying with the peeps again. Love them. PJC Rocks. Cos of council, my babies in class, Hi 5, My Class and..everyone else.
[Maybe i'm a bad influence. - I can't imagine life without you. That would be plain misery. Oh no. I meant death.. death to my heart and soul]
-Mel
-loves
Monday, January 16, 2006
Pub Co on stage + Our beautiful banner done by us behind us. Wee Rule! Pub Co I love.. 
-loves
Sunday, January 15, 2006
*Dreams*--> Ah. Just finish doing Chem Tutorial. Did it in 2 hours. Happy Happy. Cny is coming. Sian. But that means that my yearly income is coming! Hees. Valentine's Day is coming too. Heh Heh. Lonely! I'm Miss Lonely! Sad Sad. Haha. Should i give someone a surprise?
I wrote this..from the heart...
Sometimes I wonder if you are every girl's dream guy. Feel so special whenever I'm with you, ever so caring, understanding and sweet. Understanding in a way that you understand me unlike anyone else. Caring in a way like I've never been cared for. And Sweet in a way that I'll get diabetes anytime I'm with you. Makes me ponder about the first time I met you. I knew you were special in a certain way as our eyes crossed each other. Butterflies in my tummy! Everytime you look at me, I seem to want to blast for joy, a special feeling inside. And everytime I look at you, there seem to be something weird in me that makes me Smile like a grinning idoit. Well, maybe you are every girl's dream guy. But that's too bad. First and foremost you are always gonna be the guy in my dreams, in the present and hopefully all of my future. Aw...~ Remembering the wonderful memories that we had together...
To People reading : Haha. Sorry if its mushy-fied. Dedicated to someone..Hehs.
-Mel
-loves
*Dreams*--> Alot of councillors have been saying that College is our 2nd home! Ha. Totally agree. But the thing is, we spend so much time in College than at home. Haha. Weird. But nonetheless. I love the school. Thou many setbacks has proved that I'm not fated to be in PJC. But hey, I'm darn happy studying there. Love the culture! (: Hees.
I love Council. To d max. Thinking about how fast our 1 year term has been. Aw man.Can't believe things are coming to an end soon. Council is great. Honest. 6th Council Rocks ma' life! I'm just glad about everything that has happened. People that have touched my life ->Pub Co and mostly everyone in Council. (: U rock. I still remember the time when Pub Co hugged each other back stage. It moved me to tears. =))
Love. Hai. Complicated. Maybe sometimes my expectations are too high. I guess. Life turns to such grey area. Thought about everything today. I really miss him...
-Mel - Life is a road that I wanna keep going, Love is a river I wanna keep flowing. =))
-loves
Trivor <3 Love! Councillors & Ogls Unite! (:
-loves
*Dreams*--> Haha. GP project sucks. My Conclusion. World War 2 is a horrible topic to work on. It's sucha cruel topic. Don't like war. Peace is good. Real Good. Went to do that stupid project today with Char, Lynn & Mag. Quite great work in fact cos I supposed we finished quite early and intending to go Shopping. Tried on a demin skirt in F woman. Nice!! But I'm saving cash. Haha. Low on Cash in fact. Went to meet a great friend of mine after that, Qi.. Had a short but sweet dinner. Haha, its was great cos haven't had a good chat with him in quite awhile cos of Orientation n all. Guess we both enjoyed it yers? Went to Nydc! Yummy! (: Happys. Today was kinda fruitful. Hmmm. But I haven't studied much for the weekend. Oh man. I've gotta and I wanna. Haha. So gonna study loads next week. Staying back in school to study with my wonderful friends. Love 'em. (: They Rock man! Love Lynn, Mag, Char and Fel too. Together with my s09 peeps. Getting closer and closer to my class. s09 - our class, our rules! I guess its been a long journey in PJ thou it has been only a year. So much has happened. So many things. Feel so blessed to have these bestowed upon me. Grateful for everything for my friends and the council mean alot to me. honest! Hees. Feeling so much better now. (:
-Mel [Butterflies in my tummy..Stupid Green Monsters irritate me!]
-loves
Saturday, January 14, 2006
*Dreams*--> Oh man. Hate Green Monsters..Hate Hate Hate. Don't touch me. I mite bite. =x Blehs.
-loves
Friday, January 13, 2006
Close my eyes. Thinking about the day we first met.... (:
-loves
I love the school. Love the peeps. Love the council. -Candle Light.. Pretty Pretty!
-loves
*Dreams*--> Heeh. I think I'm feeling much better after ytd's moodswings. Argh. Horrible man. Feel so tired after a long day! Hehs. Cos most of e time we had long breaks and had assembly and CT. Wah. Dread man!! Had PE today too. PE two days in a row. Hais. Muscle-ache. Blehs. Had Council after that. Council Rocks man. I just know that Council will improve year by year. I just know it. (: Hees. I'm so stressed out. Gotta study really hard man. But today is time for rest. I'm totally wore out.
-Mel
Green Monsters Suck. Pink ones Rule.
-loves
Thursday, January 12, 2006
We were strangers starting out on a journey...
-loves
Our investiture... I will miss council (: Love them..
-loves
*Dreams*--> Nerd from today onwards. I mean it. Nerd. I think I'm having mood swings. Wha da heck. Don't mess with me okay? Super irritated, angry. Argh... Can i make a request to kill you please??
-Mel - Whatever Attitude. I stil miss you thou.
[I think it's not meant to be...]
-loves
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
*Dreams*--> I'm living in my own denial. I'm so scared. Fear filling my mind. Things don't always seem the way they are. Everyone's just looking at it on the surface. My dear, I really don't like the realities of the world. I'm really sad. Don't bother, nothing will help right now.
Miss ya. -Mel-
If I could change something, my choice would be to change everything but you.
-loves
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
*Dreams*--> I can't forget all the hugs we had yesterday. With Trivor. With Council. Ogls. You guys really did a great job. Councillors, the whole orientation could not be complete with each and everyone of you. =)) Hugs to all of you. Moments created with all of you can never be erased from my memory. Those hugs...leave me unforgettable. =)) Love you guys loads.
-loves
*Dreams*--> Wooo! Orientation 1 2006 Rocks - Island of Pioneerock ... Hees. =)) I love. Oh man. Today was the finale. We were supposed to have camp fire in d Parade Square. Seems like the weather hasn't been too good fer us. Ha. However it still did rain. We had to do a "fake" campfire in the hall. But I have to say, it was a well done Job. All of us were disappointed due to the stupid weather. Haha, we councillors were doing the rain dance! Haha. It goes.. "Bu yao xia yu, Bu yao xia yu, Bu yao xia yu" .. Haha. Damn cute. Quite embarassing too. But hey, I've got to say we are a bunch of crazy people. So who cares?
Today was a great day. Totally. I love Council. Weees!! Thou I always say it is an unappreciated Job. But at least we have each other. =)) We had many moments that I would never forget in my life. Today, we sang the theme song "You and Me" and loads of the councillors had a group hug. One of the most touching moments in my life. Pub Co girls had a group hug too which drove me to tears & many other councillors as well. This shows how much we love each other. I can already cry writing this!! *cries*
Aha. We had council time today. Fun Fun. Was super funny. Was it just me or was everyone cheering for my 2 pub co heads? Haha. *Sshhh*. Pub Co was short sweet and beautiful. Everything beautiful in the school is done by us. Heeh Heeh. We had our Pub Co Cheer. And did a back stage Pub Co Hug. Pub Co. I love you with all my heart. Honest. Whatever we been through together, all the fun times, and busy times, I have to say something. I really love each and everyone of you!!
Pub Co Tribute -
Weisheng - Thanks for being so encouraging & helpful all the time. I know I can count on you man! Haha. My Idol!! Hees. *Hugs*
Zhaoqi - Words can't express how much this friendship is worth. Blehs. Thanks a million zillion!
Eunice - Haha. Blur Blur huh? Haha. Love you girl. Enjoyed all the fun times. *Hugs* U've been great!!
Yixin - Kinestatic Partners? Haha. =x Love! Thanks for the support.
Serene - Honey! This orientation has brought us closer yah? Althou we are very close already! Haha. Thanks for being there, girl! *Hughug*
Hu Gang - U rock man! Haha. "Aiya, forgot to bring my skirt ah" Haha. *Rolling on the floor laughing out loud* Hees. Thanks for everything! Heeees!!
Lastly, there's one more person left. My dearest honey!! - Jieshi -
Shi Shi - Just wanna say that this friendship means alot to me. Honestly, we've been through so much together. We even knew each other before Council. Working together in Pub Co & Grad Night Co has really bonded us even more. I can never thank you enough for all the help, encouragement, support and hugs you've share with me! Council really rocks, yers? As everyone said, you'll always be a part of us no matter what. We love you! *Hugs* *Cries*
Council is the best! =)) Really. Special thanks to my dearest Xin! I love her. And Jiemeis - Chenjie + Complement - Alvin! =)) Actually, the whole council means alot to me. This experience of Orientation has really brought us together! I believe that you guys are the nicest and best whether it is work or play! We sure do work hard and play hard.
Haha. Orientation cannot be great without Ogls! Haha. All Ogls - You guys did a great job. Hurray for you! Trivor Peeps. Oh man, you guys are super duperly Crazy but yet totally wonderful. Trivor Love. Trivor Hug. Cheers to you guys. I could never ask for better! You guys rock. Outing some day yers?
Oh yers. The Pirates. You guys are super cute!!!! Haha. Dasen is still my fav! Too bad! Dasen Woo!!
Okaes. I'm gonna miss this. I love Orientation already. =)) You guys are my Ice Kachang!
"Well my first week in school was totally great, much fun and friends, I had made, Orientation wasn't a bore, to tell you the truth I wanted more, College is like a whole new place, Like flipping a book to Chapter next"
-Mel - Once a councillor, always a councillor - 6th Students' Council. Wees!
-loves
Saturday, January 07, 2006
*Dreams*--> Hmmm. Was intending to Study Today. I've gotta do my best this year! You go Mel! =)) However, Today I'm really tired. I'm losing my voice and I lack sleep. So slept the whole afternoon. Didn't regret. At least I had my rest. Better than being tired for the next week right? Ha, never been that tired in ages. Whada! But neeways, planned part of my study schedule. Will finish planning tomorrow! =)) I can do it! =)) *Motivated.Determined* A levels here I go!
-Mel =))
