Saturday, December 31, 2005
*Dreams*--> Listening to Let's get Loud! Ha. Oh man. I read Yixin's blog regarding a tribute to the 6th Students' Council. Thinking about all the time spent together. No matter how many arguments and unhappiness there was, I'm sure everything is covered by how much we been through together. Planning all the major events - Teacher's Day, Grad Night. Fun Fun. Love 6th SC loads.
*I guess both of us have mixed feelings and all...*
Dont like green. Hate green monsters.
Mel
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Friday, December 30, 2005
*Dreams*--> Hmmm.. Okaes. Feel so blessed becos of everything. Owe it all to everyone. Including my Mummy, Daddy and Korkors! =) Heeh. Today was a busy day for Council packing the Orientation Package. Heh. The Orientation Towel is so nice lah! =))) De pink one is super duper nice! Heehs.
Then went to meet Xin and Cj. They came from Tuition. We got Qi a bag. He must be so touched. Hees. I am too! I received presents from Hi 5 a few days ago and Qi's one today. Xin got me a pencil case! Nice Nice. It's pink. I likes. Cj got me a pen that looks lyk a hand. It has our names on it! I like to play with it. So fun. Together with a key chain that looks pretty too! Ying gave me a pair of fila socks and a water bottle. Haha. I have like so many fila bottles! Cos i like fila bottles. Haha.
Oh yah. Qi's present was great. Love it alot! Tatty Teddy!!! Haha. It has a pink and purple scarf on it. Damn Cute!! It's specially for Christmas! Haha. Love it cos firstly it is super cute, it has pink on it and it's regarding Christmas! Hehes.
Thankews to Hi 5 for their wonderful gifts. I love!
Now. I feel super blessed. Super Great. New Year's Eve is tomorrow. This year has been fabulous! No regrets. I just feel so blessed! =) With Hi 5, d two smart guys, HL, Council, s09 and everyone! Muahs. Wanna thank God. I really feel blessed. =))
-Mel
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Thursday, December 29, 2005
*Dreams*--> I'm sad. Becos I don't like what I'm hearing and because I'm scared to lose someone that I really treasure in my life. Friends Always...
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*Dreams*--> Thailand was okae. Just that the hotel was super ulu and super far from the airport. 3 hours drive? Wth. Goodness. The most enjoyable thing is definately the food. Totally. Seafood there is totally great man. Heeh. And yeah, I like the hotel because I totally slacked by renting movies for free and watching them in the hotel room. =)
Ogl Camp.. Woo Woo! Trivor! Oh man. Trivor is great. Really wanna apologise to them. Always MIA! Heeh. Sorriees. Anyway. We are totally cool. Love the cheer that goes...Somebody said we were number 2. Ka Pui! We are number 1. Hahaha. Cool right? Trivor Woo Woo! Trivor Woo Woo! Trivor!! Yeah. Stayed up till like 4 plus 5 during the 2 nights. zzzzzzzz. Looked at stars and sang songs with d councillors on d 1st night. Oooo. Fun Fun! =))
Hmmm. Promotion under probation. Not bad. Whatever the chances are I'm gonna take them. Its times like these that we've gotta seize opportunities and grasp hold of them. Wanna thank Mrs. Tan, Mr. Tay, Mr. Dennis Yeo and Mr. Tong! Heeh. Thanks for everything! Next year, I really gotta do time management and have consistency in my studies. I can do it! I can do it!
At these junctures is when you finally realize how important your friends are to you. Esp. when I was lost or just needed someone to cry to. Thanks to Jason & Jenny, for being worried for me? And yah. That night. And to Hi 5 and the councillors. I've guess I been through alot these months. And yeah. I love 6th SC.
*Cant believe what I'm hearing. Utterly disappointed. Totally.*
[It's fine if you don't know. Just don't let me know things I don't wish to face]
-Mel
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Sunday, December 25, 2005
*Dreams*--> Mmm.. Feliz Navidad! Hehes. I love Christmas. I love Christmas. No matter how sad I am. Christmas really brings me up! Merry Christmas everyone. Like usual went to my auntie's place. Was fun. The food was fantabulously great. Hees. And my cousins are still the same. Miss my cousie Eddie though, he's going army soon! Who asks him to grow up so fast and become 18 so quick. Bong Bong. Jenny and Jas also going army soon. Bong Bong people! Why are they 18! Will miss them loads. Uhuhs. Half way through dinner, went to meet Jenny near his house. I got my pressie plus 2 extra books. Haha. Erm. It's a Christmas Tree. He told me at first I could bring it overseas? Hmmm.. but I guess I won't, I'm afraid to damage it! Wanna thank him for it. But where's my card? Heehs.
Oh yah. Shan tagged that I totally didn't thank them. I wanna thank her for giving me the shock of my life regarding the gift she gave me! Von Dutch somemore right? Haha. Thanks to Alvin, Joseph, Zhiwei, Chengwei, Dory and Shan for their gifts. Out of these gifts, 3 were from Happy House! And 2 were the same! Haha. Yeah. I like Happy House. Thanks to everyone for their presents...Sincerely.
Bong Bong. Pong Pong. Ping Ping Pong Pong. Oh man. I'm going crazy. Hai. Going Thailand tmr. So unwilling to go lah. Don't know why I'm forced to be in this mess. This is total bull crap! Hais.
Anyways. Shan't spoil e mood. Merry Christmas everyone! Feliz Navidad! =) Muahs.
Mel
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Saturday, December 24, 2005
*Dreams*--> For the first time, I miss someone so badly during Christmas. Knowing that I have a chance to but can't is what bothers me most.
And yet he knows nothing about this.
-Mel
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*Dreams*--> Hark! The herald angels sing, glory to the new born king. =) Singing Christmas carols so I feel better during this joyous occasion.
Feeling sad because I'm not able to spend Christmas with people I love so much esp. My friends. Ahhhh.. Hmmm. However I still love Christmas.
If you don't know this, you don't know Me at all:
1. I love Christmas [Carols...Church...Lights...Presents...]
2. Laughing is a past time. I love to laugh.
3. I can be realli E-m-o-t-i-o-n-a-l
4. I don't get angry easily.
5. I can be bullied really easily... :( ...I shouldn't have said this :x
6. I love my friends. Muah Muah Muah!!
Ha..maybe there's more to add. But whatever..
Mel
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Friday, December 23, 2005
*Dreams*--> Eheh...the gathering was fun. Shan's present is humourous. I miss all my friends. I miss Hi 5! =) They are exchanging presents on Mon. Hmmm. guess I'm going to miss out on alot of fun. Hai. *cries* Lonely Lonely Christmas....
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*Dreams*--> I thought things through. After having cried many tears and a long chat with a a special friend of mine.. He's really special to me! I guess he knows that. Maybe cos he understand me like through and through?
Christmas is approaching in another 48 hours. I can't believe 1 year has gone by just like that. So many changes, so many new things have happened. I guess I could never exchange it for anything else. Esp. Hi 5, Council, Babies!
Yet there are people that still remain in my heart always! Like Jason and Jennyang, Henglian, Zhiwei. Shan.. everyone that have been with me through alot of things. Time spent would just be so little, but yet there's so much more out of it. I still miss them alot. I really do.
Hmmm.. whereas when people remain. Other special people enter into this heart of mine. One of them is Hi 5. Honestly, pretty sad that I won't be able to spend Christmas with them, and go for Tuition with them due to unforseen circumstances as Ying said. Guess I'll just have to accept it. But at least I know they are happy spending Christmas together without me! Because no matter what we do together, we always have a blast. They really mean alot to me! To Hi 5 if you're reading this, Merry Blessed Christmas and Happy New Year. I love you guys! I want to have a heart to heart chat with them soon! Hmmm.. I'll Miss you guys this week. :(
To hl, Sorry can't spend Christmas with you. I bought ur pressie alr. Haha, I bet you'll love it. Cos i love it. Yeah, I guess you know what I mean. Certain things don't need to be said but understood.
As for what I thought about just now. I'll try to comprehend and understand whatever that comes to me for it is my choice to choose the road I take. Whatever it is, be it sad or happy, I guess tears may come and go, but I guess that's what life is all about.
Understand that? I guess not.
Mel
To Jas and Jenny, Merry Merry Christmas? Happy to see me leave? :( Cries. Heeh.. Yeah Right. Neeways, I'll miss you guys. So..better miss me! Heh.
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Thursday, December 22, 2005
*Dreams*--> suddenly feel so helpless. Some things are only to be seen on the surface. There are certain truths that can never ever be solved. Maybe that's what I'm feeling now. Certain Things and People I used to understand...Maybe I don't understand them at all. Does anyone understand me?
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Wednesday, December 21, 2005
*Dreams*--> Personal Thoughts, Feelings & Reflections...
Feel so lost. I don't know what I'm going to do. There is like a constant fear thats lurking in me. Fear that certain thoughts may become reality & that certain aspirations may only become dreams. It's seem to far to reach whatever I seem to be reaching for. Maybe expectation can really affect one's thoughts. Whenever there's a improvement, my expectation will soar higher. And when results don't actually maintain to be as good as they always are, it become disappointment. Disappointment is what is polluting my mind, can't seem to bring back happy thoughts. My only consolation is that one day, things will actually change and improve. Call me dumb, but I believe in Miracles. And seriously, I still believe in you.
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*Dreams*--> It's the time to disco! Hees. The dance is totally cool. I likes. Hees! =) Today was fun. Preparation for Orientation. Dance Dance Dance, Play Play Play, Singing & Cheering. Woohooo! =)) Fun man! It's the time to disco! Let's get loud! All day man!
Can't wait for Orientation. I'm in Clan 1. Hopefully its good. It would be cos of Su! Yeah. He Rocks! Suzzie! =)) It's the time to disco dance was really fun! Haha, Qi looked really good dancing, that's what me, xin & cj were noticing. Cool man. Heehs. Guess he would smile if he reads this. =P Cool.
Hi 5 managed to make my day! They always do. Always full of surprises. Never paiseh to do stupid things. Haha, and our comical jokes that are lame and also our games. Totally funny. Laughed alot. Will miss them in this coming week. Cos going overseas, will only get to see them in Ogl Camp. Missing them alot already! =( Sad Sad.
Miss those 2 smart guys too! =(( This week is so packed. Hope I can see them man! When Jenny told me, he won't be seeing me for the rest of this year, I totally wanted to cry! =(( Sad.
Seriously, I don't wanna go overseas. I wanna spend time here in Sg with all my beloved friends of mine. I love them man!! In a time of need, they are always there for me, and I really appreciate them. They are totally gr8! Woohoo! Love em.
Mel
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Monday, December 19, 2005
*Dreams*--> Watched a show yesterday called "40 most awesomely bad love songs ever" hahaha. Funny! =x Laughed alot. Went to Sentosa for Class Outing today. Those present were...Christine, Ying, Bz, Lynn, Mel, Zhihao, Kelvin, Daniel...Mmm. Should be it bah! Heehs. Fun fun. Don't know why no matter how sad i am, I'm still able to have fun with my class people. Aha, and Ying ying. *hugs*. Haha, she's just so sweet. Yah. Shan was in Sentosa too. Qi also, with his friends bah! Hmmm. Was in Sentosa kayaking, and volleyball-ing. The rest played pool, but I was kinda lazy! Bleh. Hees. Yeah. After that went to grab a bite at Harbourfront and met Shan to go home.
Thought about what Shan told me, made me reflect alot, not in the mirror, but about alot of things in my mind. Seriously, I know how much people around care about me, but just can't seem to get things straight in my mind. Who ask me to be indecisive?
Disappointment...Some things are so simple yet I choose to think about in such a complicated way. Some things are so near, yet so far to be reached. Some things may seem so far, yet may just be right beside you without you knowing it.
Reminiscing about today...does that bring back things I don't wish to encounter?
Just Mel -
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Sunday, December 18, 2005
*Dreams*--> Today is sucky-fied Mood Day! Don't know why everything does seem right! I'm suppose to be happy! It's a week to Christmas. Did some shopping today. Don't know why today doesn't seem like a nice day. My Dad wants us to go overseas on the 25th and 26th and me to come back on the 27th myself cos got OGL camp on the 27th. Ah. I was so sadden-ed by this news. I really wanted to burst out in tears, I want to be in Singapore for Christmas! Becos i like to spend Christmas with my family and my friends. Hai. Sad Sad. Till now, trying to persuade him to postpone the trip to after my OGL camp. Heehs. Hmmm. Bought Qi and Xin and HL's Present today. I'm satisfied because at least I started shopping alr. Met Jenny last night but didn't buy anything because the whole Suntec was pack. It was a fun time hanging out with him still, one of my bestest buds! =)) I saw e Mount Faber Christmas Tree yesterday! It was lovely! I likes. Too bad I couldn't get a good view and I didn't manage to take pic. *Cries. Nvm, hopefully can go back there?
Oh yah, back to today. I'm really sad, guess more of disappointment even though Christmas is approaching. This is so unlike me. Heehs. Just hope everything I wish for may come true.
[ No one understands.Even I don't understand. I'm so confused. First I'm happy then I'm sad. Could it be that my emotions are completely dependant on you? I don't like to feel the way I feel, indecisive, confused, un-appreciated! Someone please help me? However the only one I wished for would help is gone... Disappointed ] - Wish he could be right beside me...
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Saturday, December 17, 2005
*Dreams*--> Have i told you lately that I <3 you...
Christmas Wish...
1. Promotion
2. Happy Family
3. Friends always with Jason and Jenny, HL and girls, Hi 5, 404 '04, Council and s09!
4. Happiness, Peace, Joy and Laughter.
5. You to be happy
-Mel
My Christmas List will come soon! (:
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*Dreams*--> Hmm. Miss the 2 smart guys. Haven't seen Jas in a week and Yang in a few days. Haha. Couldn't join them for dinner today. Sorry! =x Hmmm. Well, I miss them. For no particular reason. But no matter what, We'll be friends forever! Hees. True Friends Never Part, Maybe in Distance but never in Heart. They will remain one of my bestest friends always! =)) Friends from the start, buddies till the end! =)
Hmmm. Did i ever mention Hi 5 Rocks. Hees. No matter where we are, we always have a blast! =)) Love them. Afraid to leave PJ because of them. Hmmm. Scared.
Been busy with Council lately. Don't want to neglect anyone. Don't want to. Got class outing soon and prep camp. Heh. Wadever.
Mel
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Thursday, December 15, 2005
*Dreams*--> Santa thats my only wish this year... =))
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*Dreams*--> Heeh. Just woke up bcos i was so tired over last night n stuff. Heh. Council Retreat. Fun fun Fun! The 1st day was the best. Me and Cj arrived really late so we went to the chalet ourselves. The bus took like 30 mins to get there. Haha. We were kinda sick of sitting on it when we got off. Ah. Haha. Then went to go to Changi Beach to walk with some of the councillors, the others went to buy food stuff at Tampines Mall. Heeh. Was so fun! Ha. We ate and Changi Village and rode a bike back. Ha, Mel doesn't know how to cycle. So Khalis had to double bike me back. Ooo, thanks alot yeah? Hees. Then i basically did nothing much, played Monopoly with Su and Limin which we didn't complete. Ah yes, cooked my Mash Potatoes for dinner! Yummy-fied. Hope they like it and they'd better do! Hahaha, then went for a walk with my complement, Alvin! Haha, he's just gr8! After our dinner of pasta (cooked by Alvin and Yixin) and my mash potatoes, we had our mass games. Had a difficult time understanding the 1st game cos it was this concentration game and I was really really blur. Oh man! =( Paiseh. Then came the funny game suggested by Qi. It was called "titititi" and "totototo" Hahaha. Damn cute lah, watching him do the action made me roll on the floor laughing. Was so Cute!!! Hahaha. After that was our ghost story time!! Spooooky!! Most of went up to a room and told many ghost stories and "myths" about to whom we should not bother. Heh. Was quite a scare for me as i'm really really timid. Hah, everyone contributed. Hmmm.. then was Su's story about a doll which was total.. *shake head* untrue. Me. xin and Cj held on to each other really tight and we screamed!! Haha, Fel and Us screamed really hard all thanks to Su.. Haha, bonkers man. Then, some of them wanted to go OCH, but it was raining. So I guess it was kinda a blessing in disguise bcos if they did go in, it would be going in at their own risk. Spoooky!! Ooo, the whole lot of us went to eat supper together at the Kopitiam at Changi Village. That was really fun man, quite enjoyable. =)) Hmmm, Su, Cj, Xin, Qi and Me walked to Changi Beach after that, wanted to catch sunrise. And we did, we spent our time crapping and joking, doing mass dance, and singing songs. Haha, think we went a bit Kuku! But it was gr8. It leaves an unforgettable feeling inside. And it was really fun! =) Love that morning. The sun rise was really late. Ooo, we also saw a shooting star and many planes flew above our head. Haha, whenever a plane came, we just screamed really loud. Whao, definately unforgettable. As the sun rise came, we became really tired. Most of us slept on a bus back and walked like Zombies. We walked to Changi Village as Zombies and ate folded pancakes? and warm soya bean milk. Oh man, it was good, but the Soya bean just made me wanna vomit. Cos it was warm i guess? Me, xin and Cj kept on singing "We are the champions" , zhao xia version. Haha. Funny. Think I went a bit crazy and also whined quite a bit. Apologies Guys! Man, it was definately fun! =) Went back to e chalet and without any consideration buried ourselves in bed. Haha, thanks to dasen for moving a bit so i can sleep. Su, Cj and Qi shared one pillow and slept in a triangle. Haha. Cute lah! The next morning I woke up and saw Su and said "Su, my hand is numb". Goodness, retarded of me. Then, slacked with xin and Cj ---> We ate and Slept, Ate and Slept. then walked to Changi Village to eat stuff where all of us missed Qi so much. Goodness, we really did!! Haha, yeah! He must be happy. He went to play DOTA! Hai. Didn't even miss us. Hahaha. =x Then we had Council BBQ. Haha
That basically describes most of the two days. Left out details here and there, haha because they are for me to know and you to find out. If i told you, then I would have to kill you. Heehs.
6th SC rocks. And that morning left me unforgettable! =))
-Mel [Reaching up to expectation as it goes higher. <3 yah!]
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*Dreams*--> Just reached home from Council Retreat and its now 3.28 am in the morning. Hahaha. Am i crazy or what? Yeah. Wasn't feeling too well so I came home. I totally left the place at like 2.30am. Mental man. Haha. However I was so indecisive in deciding whether or not to stay or come home. Haha. I pity Qi man! I was so indecisive that I was disturbing his sleep. Hees. Owe him a huge thanks. He's quite adorable lah! Lol.
Oh ya. Council Retreat Rocks! More to tell. Actually a huge lot! Hahaha. =)) But i'm going to sleep first. Nights! =) or should i say Morning!!
-Mel
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Monday, December 12, 2005
*Dreams*--> Mmmm. going council retreat tmr. fun fun. hehe (: Yeah. Looking forward to it. yeay. went to get my billabong bag from Bz today with Shan den met up with Jenny at Bugis. After that went to Ps, hmmm.they kept on bullying me! What to do! Hai. After that, they came over to my place to help me pack. Without them, i'll be bringin my whole room!! (: Thankews. Mmmm.. Well well, thanks to Jenny for e sweet note. Happies. (: Triple Smiles. Okaes. Erm. Alright fer now. Still got laz min stuff to pack. Muah. Cya peeps in 3 days! Chiaoz
-Mel
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Are they stressed? Or Bored? Or just plain tired? Hahaha 
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councillors @ work! After a hard day's work, they are still smiling. Then again, i'm not in the pic, I'm holding the ladder. Hahaha
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john and joseph. twin effect. i'm not in this pic..but don't ya think they just look so cute??
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this is what happens when you don't get enuff sleep and go for meetings. zzzz. *yawn*
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We are slacking.. Pub Co girls Rock =)))
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Taken @ School with Jieshi. Supa Tired . :)
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28.11.05 -> View from the Restaurant -> Magnificent Isn't it?
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28.11.05 -> Me, Xin & Qi .. he looks funny thou! Ooops =x
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28.11.05 - > Dinner @ Al Dente -> Our table of Trust
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Hi 5 -> Ying, Me, Xin, Qi & Jie =)) Taken @ Esplanade with a car. Weees!
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*Dreams*--> Hmmm. Oh man. Today's Flea Market was gr8. Was exciting too! Wooo. Yeay, Zero Infinity performed. Shouted my lungs out! Woooooo!! Yeah. Thou the turnout wasn't that good, at least we got CIP hours. *Triple smiles. Mmmm. Yeah, we had a manicure booth. I did a black nail for myself on my 4th finger. Nice nice. Council Guys were super cool. They did manicure too. Damn cool lah! Uhuh, Weisheng painted his nails black for his performance on Friday and he showed me today! My reaction was like "wah!!! Supa cool Lah!!" Yeah. Well, Sooo Cool! Yeah. Stayed der from 4 all the way to 10. Kinda Fun hanging out with the councillors but once it hit 9. I was super tired alr. Hmmm. Yeah.
Just finish helping my brother upload his lecture audios to his ipod mini. Retarded man. Can't he do it himself? Bleh.
Today I felt kinda worried. Don't know for what reason? Maybe its PMS. Haha, Serene's guess. Lol. Don't know Lah! I hope everything goes well. Hope Retreat would be fun! Looking forward to having a blast with d council. 6th Council, I love you! Hees.
[A bit disappointed]
-Mel
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Saturday, December 10, 2005
*Dreams*--> Mel is bored. Yeah. I am bored. Like duh. Went to J8 today. haha. Ate Thai Express. Diao. Again right? Developed the pics of Pub Co. Cool Cool. I likes. =)) Tmr is council
's Santa's Flea Market. Oooo. Fun Fun Fun. =)) Kk. I'm satisfied with life. Bye!!
-Mel
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Friday, December 09, 2005
*Dreams*--> Hmmm. Yesterday? Spent the whole day doing the video with Pub Co for Orientation. So many NGs. Looking forward to seeing the whole video as a whole. Oh man. We were so retarded. Mummy went for Uncle Victor's 60th Birthday Party at Fullerton, Daddy n my Bro went too. So it was left with me. So I decided to go out with Jason n Jenny. Jas had to go with his family for dinner so decided to meet him after that, so me and jenny met first. We were talking on the phone when suddenly he said he was "going home", then I heard my doorbell.. Ahah, there was he! I was like soooo surprised. I was like "Whao my goodness". Lol. Yah, went to Holland V the "Cha" restaurant to eat dinner. Haha, by the way the "Cha" restaurant was a place where we celebrated Jason's Birthday last year. I swore I would go back to that place lah! We call it "Cha" because there's the word "Cha" on the table and also "bin". Coool right? Jenny didn't understand at first, but Jason did. Ahahaha. Jenny and Me ate dinner there till Jas arrived. We ate alot...as usual. Then went to TCC to drink and slack. Haha, the couches there are really low and all 3 of us were a bit crazy. There was a wishing board where Me and Jenny went to draw on.
I wrote... "Jason to get his Audi A4 and A's for his A levels. Mel to be promoted and "heh-heh". Yang to get A's for A levels and Happiness"
All 3 of us signed it! Hahaha. Nice Nice! Jenny drew too. It was nice! =)) Then I went home, Haha!
Mmmmm.. Today was a fun filled day. Pub Co went out together but Qi and Serene and Jensen weren't there. Qi was still in camp. Just got back today I guess. First we went to eat lunch @ Thai Express, then we went to the War Memorial Park. It was sooo kewl. Yeah took loads of pictures. Yeah. Tried to get on the top floor of Swissotel but they only opened at 3. =(( sad sad. Couldn't see the Magnificent view of Singapore. After that we went to the Supreme Court to take pictures! So nice! Check out Weisheng's phone and you'll see that fab photo we took. Then to fort canning park where they had the long long long stairs! It was a nice place. Well, that's why people take their wedding pictures there right!!! Hahaha. Yeah, then went to ROM, can't believe we actually went to take pictures there. Omg!!! Hahaha. Went to buy the cloth for Orientation banner then went Bugis to hear PJC's choir Carolling. They were great...
Me and Celeste went to town after that cos she was meeting her mum and sis. Met d smart guy for dinner and my feet were really tired over walking so much the whole day. We went to eat near Little India! The food was great. Then ate Dessert at a place called "Ice Monster". Was nice and had a great chat with him! =)) Hahaha. Yummy. Went back to my place where we met Smart Guy no. 2. So yeah! Had a hard time getting a cab thou. One stupid Cab didn't want to stop and rejected us! *sad sad man! Haha. Kk. Overall, it was a fun filled day! =)) Hees. Fun fun Fun!! Pub Co rocks!
[All i want for Christmas is You!]
-Mel
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Wednesday, December 07, 2005
*Dreams*--> Mmmm... I'm suddenly so appreciative of life. I feel so blessed to have my family, my friends who are alwaes there for me, and not forgetting "U" in my life. Thank God for all of you. At least I know, that if should anything happen to me, even though i might regret doing this and that, I'm just satisfied with life! =))
-Mel
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Tuesday, December 06, 2005
*Dreams*--> Mmm. Re-exam is finally. Over! Over! Over! Hehes. Well. I have confidence in econs..but...hai.. i don't want to expect too much. Chemistry was super darn difficult. More difficult than Promos. =(( Sad. Hmmm. Mr. Tong said they would moderate. Then i calculated how many marks i would confirm secure. Roughly around 40. Hmmm.. I'm soo sooo sooo scared! =(( But what's done is done. As Qi said, at least i tried my best mah! And its all over. I guess I should be able to pass it Bah! Hmmm.. Jenny is so nice to go around with me today after my exams. We went to Fullerton...Anderson Bridge..The supreme court which i wanted to barge in but i saw Policemen =(( We ate in Sushi Don for dinner. Yummy. Ate this Salmon Sushi Pizza. Yummmiesss. Uhuh. Den went to Expo look for Jason. He was so busy. Haha, I went there just to see him and say "Happy Belated Birthday" Hees. But okays lah, I haven't seen him in 2 weeks so kinda miss him. Heh, Jenny was nice enough to accompany me home and didn't even complain a bit today cos he promised not too! Yeay! =)) Nice Nice. But feel so guilty becos he was going to meet Jason back there. Haha. *Guilty* Haha.
Okaes. Yeah. My exam is over. Grad Night is over. I wanna play play play with my Jiemeis, My babies, d 2 smart guys, Hi 5 and Council. Weeess. Hehes.
Grad Night was fun fun. Though it was quite a busy night, and my feet really hurt and I reached home quite late. It was a job well done. Grad Night committee Rocks. Uhuhss. Fun fun. Playing with e comset was cool too but quite a habitual thing alr. Hahaha. Yeah. The emcee for the event was gr8, also Suzzie Wong. Quite entertaining, hilarious actually. Was overall happy with Grad Night. Just that I wasn't able to see the last part of it cos I was packing up. Heh. =))
Yeah. Mel is happy yet dissappointed and exhausted but overall satisfied with life.
[Why are we always so full of surprises? I love you!! =))]
-Mel
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Sunday, December 04, 2005
*Dreams*--> Think this is gonna be the last post before I go for my exam. Oh my goodness. Can't believe time flies so fast. Hmm. its either do or die. But ill make it. I guarantee U! Okaes. Hees. I miss the time spent with the two smart guys. Heh. Well well.. Had dinner with daddy at Swissotel. Goodness. Jenny was coming down to City Hall area, and Jason was at Marina square. However, couldn't meet them cos of my obligation to dinner. Soo near yet so far..Hai. Nvm. Guess I'll see them pretty soon. I wanna do my Christmas Tree this coming week. *fun fun. =))
Smiles. Cheerios - Melz
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*Dreams*--> Mmmmmm. Im done with Chemistry. Heh. I think I've done sufficient preparation alr. I don't know. Basing all my hopes on my stupid brain. Neh heh heh. =( Sad sad. Aiyo, Revision for Econs is also almost finalized. Oh man. Supa nervous. I'm so scared. But i noe i've done my best! Hmmm. Yeah. I can do it. Oh man. Worried still. But I still can read through tmr even though its Grad Night!! Uhuhs. Jie Shi! We must jiayou together! Hehees..
Oh ya. Happy 18th Birthday to Mr. Jason Ng. Hees. He's 18! He can drive. He must be happy! =)) Great friends always.
Happy Birthday to Henry, Mr. Kwek and Glen as well. Hah. Just happened that I happen to know like 4 people born on the 4th of Dec. Yeah Yeah.
-Mel
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Saturday, December 03, 2005
*Dreams*--> Oh man.. I'm stressed. Yeah. Hmmm. Tired of searching for my house in google. Well maybe its bcos I've got nothing to do. I've gotta study. Today is my beloved Chem day. I don't know why I can't seem to study muchie in the day. =(( Sad sad. Okaes. Gonna study now. Byebye! =)
-Mel [Love Love]
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Friday, December 02, 2005
*Dreams*--> Mmmm.. taking a break from Econs ... Mmm. reading my Organic Chem now. Oh man I can't believe the exam is just in 3 days. God Bless Me! =( Hmmm. But at least i finish studying Econs. Just gotta read it all up and Revise on sunday. Tmr is Chem day. everything will be devoted my beloved Chemistry. Yeay yeah! Hees. Jason's coming back tonight. Heh. haven't seen him in like a week? Heh. Kinda miss him! Uhuh Uhuhs. Yeah, but happy he's enjoyed himself dere. hmmm. now reading my Mindmap of Organic Chem. Hees. Love Chem. And i sure hope i do well in it. Okaes. After so much stress from my cost of production of Econs, taking a stroll in reading chem. My eyes hurt a bit. Ouch! =( Believe me. When i say i mean it, I really mean it! Heh.
[I don't like you to gimme tt stare..it's mesmerizing..Lolz]
-Mel
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*Dreams*--> Boo!!! Hees. I haven't been blogging for quite a bit lately. Hav been rather busying. yeah, studying and stuff plus plus Grad Night. Hees. Left with 1 econs chapter and Chemistry Revison and I'm left with 2 and a 1/2 days. Hehs. I'm sooo scared. Well, i'll do well, not to worry. I hate going through this torture...Its killing me. God, please help me get through this..! =)) Thank you God! Well.. today was a rather fun day. Hees, went to eat Suki Sushi..Yummy. Eat until full full. O yah, we have a Hi 5 blog, sooooo kewl. =) Hees. Hi 5 Rocks. Watched Harry Potter yesterday with Jenny and Fel. Whao. I cried lah. My goodness. Horrible, can't believe I cried watching it. Ridiculous. Hmmm. Okays. Going to study now till late late. =))
[Muaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!!!] -Mel (=
