its STRONGER than DEATH


Wednesday, November 30, 2005

*Dreams*--> yea. its true. i mean it...from the bottom of my heart..
-loves

*Dreams*--> At least today was constructive. Manage to study wage. So glad that I've studied Econs. Yeays to me! =)) Mmm.. Did Grad Night board Today. Mmm. Quite well done. All thankies to Jieshi. Mmmm... Glad i touched on Econs. Hoping to finish 3 chapters tmr. Then can spend more time focusing on Chemistry. Bcos I feel that I didn't study Chem enough. I'm still so so so scared. But I have faith in God! =)) Mmmm..Met Jenny today, he went to cut hair. Look like lil boy! So cute.. Heh.. But still yandao la, don't worry! =) Hehe. Shan joined us for dinner at Bt. Merah, she was hilarious. Haha. But both of them kept bullying me! Ha. Her hair is cool. Oh man, she must be smiling to herself when she read this. Oh ya, I walked so much today however the ride home was comfy. =)) Studied for 4 hours straight once I reached home. Hope I can maximize all my time before next week! =))

I've forgotten about everything...Just hope everyday after today would be perfect...

Then and there, you were perfect, perfect to me at least...Do you remember? How sweet you were...you still are, but now, I'm disappointed...So don't ruin it.

-Mel -You'll ruin it. Eh?
-loves
Tuesday, November 29, 2005

*Dreams*--> today 28.11.05 is my rest day. I didn't touch my books. Oh man but Nvm. 6 more days to go minus off Grad Night. I got to Study Study Study man! =(( From tmr onwards, I really got to FOCUS. I can do this. After a week, everything will be over. God, please help me get this through...


-mel.
-loves

*Dreams*--> Happy Birthday to YingYing. It was on e 27.11. Today 29.11 is Cj's Birthday! Happy Birthday Jie Mei. We had gr8 fun in this supa nice restaurant. We ate at the rooftop & it was candlelight! Nice nice. Al Dente in Esplanade Colours on the Bay. Ooo, its a gr8 place to bring for a date dudes and dudettes! =)) Mmmm. Everyone wore formal. Sooo Cool. Everything was planned by Me, Xin and Qi for Ying and Jie. Hmmm, gave them a big surprise when we brought them to the place. Laughed Quite a bit. It was really really fun + all the pictures & everything. =)) Hi 5 Rocks. Oooops, but I made a big blunder talking to a handsome waiter....My bad! =x Hmmm, but all in all Hi 5 Rocks...

Oh man..The green hairy monster is appearing. This can't be happening... =(( *Sniff-sniff

[I'm sorry...Sorry for the things that I have done, Sorry for the things that I have said...I'm sorry...I love you]

-Mel =)) *Sniff...
-loves
Sunday, November 27, 2005

*Dreams*--> Hmmm. its 2.15 in the morning. I just finish studying. Yay! I'm so happy. bc0s i found a way to keep myself up! Yay! The method I used to my O levels... The Origins Mint Cream to put in my forehead. =)) Mmmm. Happy Happy. Jason is leaving soon ler. Bon Voyage.... Hehehes. =)) Lalala. Yay...


-Mel-
-loves
Saturday, November 26, 2005

*Dreams*--> Hmmm. 8 days to Re-exam. Minus off Grad Night. Scared Scared. Spending 6 days on Econs and 2 more days on Chemistry. Heh. I'm so scared. But i know God is there with me, as long as I have faith, he will guide me to the light! Ha, haven't been blogging for a while. Cos my laptop was with those 2 Smart guys. Haha. Bud Yang brought it to my house today. So nice right? Hehe. Thanks Okae? He taught me some Chemistry and yah, I really appreciate it. Jas is leaving for Hk tmr morning. Oh man, i wish that I could go with him, then can go Disneyland and see Minnie Mouse! =(( But can't go lah. Hai. Bon Voyage to him. Think would miss him. Heh.

Yesterday was quite a fun day. Went shopping with Qi. Haha.. a bit tiring but was fun! Went to Bugis..Heeren, Wisma..Far East and Plaza Sing. Went to Seoul Garden for lunch and the two tables beside us ate like so much. Felt so lousy lah! Heh, not worth for me to go for Buffets. Hees. We kinda shopped till we drop finding stuff and all. Funny! Hees. Thanks Qi for such a amusing day. Lol.

Mel is going to do well. With all my heart and soul. *Determination...

-Mel =)) Triple Smiles
-loves
Thursday, November 24, 2005

*Dreams*--> there r many people in your lives that touch your heart. I guess my friends are some of them. There are always there to give me encouragement, support and love in a time of need. I'm so blessed to have them! Sometimes I wish i could just turn back time, to do things that I have regret not doing.

Its like 10 days to re-exam minus off Grad night. I can't wait for Grad night..all the planning. Hope everything would be a success. =)) Cheeze. I just hope the day after, which is the day I have my re-exam would go well. I have faith. However, i lost a certain confidence I used to have. So I just hope everything turns out well. =))


Oh ya, Doc say i can't wear contacts for a week! *Sad sad* have to wear specs, and now with a new hair cut, i look like a tooti-fied little kid! =(( Oh man!

-mel- i gonna face the music -
-loves
Wednesday, November 16, 2005

*Dreams*--> Its till now then I realize how difficult it is. I just wish these 2 weeks go by as quick and as useful as possible. God, please give me the determination to do what I am suppose to do and do well in it. I believe. And i have faith. I just can't forget about the time when I buried my head in Chem notes and still failed the exam. However, its a relief now cause I have help from Jas, Yang and Qi too. Not forgeting Hi 5 and councilors. =) Yeah. Well I guess I have me, myself and I for now. I can't go out so often. =) I said less than 4 times right. And I shall abide to it.


I really wish you were here. I need you. Everytime you're with me, I just feel so safe, so perfect, so complete...Its undeniable that I love you...<3

-Mel-
-loves
Tuesday, November 15, 2005

*Dreams*--> Congrats to PJC Dance Club for winning 1st Prize! Hehehe. =)) Today was quite a fun day! Heh. 3 cheers & 3 cheers & 3 cheers for PJC Dance Club! =) Mmm...Pub Co meeting was at Marche. Had just a Cream of Mushroom soup LAH! Hanged out with Councillors awhile after that. Toys R Us is so fun! =)) Smiles. Me n Qi went to town to Pastamania after that. We were deciding between Pastamania, Marche and N.y.D.C. Heh. Funny! =) Went to study in the Bistro place after that, nice place that shows Disney Cartoons. They are really funny and Silly. Laughed my head off. All in All had a gr8 time. Thanks to Qi. Lol. Yeah. I should b "very privileged". Wahahaha! =)) Mr. Ng said he'll make me ace my Organic Chem. =)) Triple Smiles. Cheeeezzzeees! =))

-Mel- you're the ultimate - muahh!
-loves
Monday, November 14, 2005

*Dreams*--> Hehe. I love the song "Ultimate". =) Thanks Mr. Ng for sending me e song. Hmm. Today is a happy day, firstly Grad Night Meeting which was so fun. Then went to eat Delifrance with Jason...Mmm. The food is kinda ex, but still can! =) Mmm. Got a sense of satisfaction today, because I mastered Alkanes n Alkenes with much depth in understanding. All thanks to Mr. Ng too! =)) Hehess. From e heart, wanna thank d 2 smart guys =)) and...I'm not a dimwit. Bleh! Yeay. We went to eat Fish Head Curry after that, so yummy!! ...Mmmm. I gotta have determination, motivation and perserverance!!! =))

I want...

1. To study my Chemistry and Econs Well
2. Grad night to be successful
3. To go hongkong with Jas to shop and go disneyland
4. Go for eating and shopping spree!!!
-Mel
You're it, you're the ultimate, its automatic, i'm sure of it, no lie, so don't even try, to tell me that you're not the guy, cause i've been waiting all my life for someone just like you, you're it, you're the ultimate, you!
-loves
Sunday, November 13, 2005

*Dreams*--> Ahhh.. Now i noe why i hate green. Eeeewww! Hehe. Mummy changed my bed sheets to nice sun flowers! =)) So pretty! Lol. Oh man, am i weird to mention that. Bleh. Alrighties. Today i cleared my room and did my study schedule. =)) Okay. From tmr onwards, I gotta strive hard. 3 weeks left. I can do it!! =)) I have faith that I can do it! Yea. Oh ya, one more thing, I love my friends. Hees.

Happy Birthday Ms Levin Sim Henglian!!!!

Hehehe. Yeay. But I still hate green!!! Ugh! Because... Ah.. Forget it. Bleh.
-loves
Saturday, November 12, 2005

*Dreams*--> Boo. Yea. Went to dinner with Hl n Henry. Wasnt too bad. Just that i waz pretty tired. Hm. I gotta study tmr man. I really need to buck up, Jieshi is right, its getting closer n closer. *Watever. I'm scared* God please help me! =) I gotta have faith!! God please give me the strength, determination and motivation. I got to do well. Okay. Goin to sleep now.

I miss the times when we were just so free, having fun, laughing and smiling, letting our happiness blossom. Now everything seems just so complicated.

Mel
-loves
Friday, November 11, 2005

*Dreams*--> Heh. Sky High is so cool. =) Hehehe! Cooool! Man, ive gotta lay down rules for myself, kinda finding it hard to settle down and study. Well, fret not. i'll succeed! =))

Rule 1. Go out less than 4 times a week. Go out to study not counted. =x
Rule 2. Don't go out for dinner so often in d next 3 weeks
Rule 3. Sleep early and Don't wake up so late

To-Dos

1. Finish studying Organic Chemistry by end of next week
2. Consultation with Econs Teacher by next week
3. Study Econs a week after studied Chemistry
4. Ask Jenny for help on both! =x

**Please take note: These are subject to be changed.

-Mel-
-loves
Thursday, November 10, 2005

*Dreams*--> Oh man. Food tasting was kind of fun today. Before that met Ms Teo at NYDC for a drink to discuss stuff! So cool. I <3 NyDc! Hehehe. Uhuh. The food served today for today was kinda yummy! =)) Before our food tasting, we went to Pasta Mania to eat. Had a blast chatting. Was so much fun. Hi 5 rocks. Everytime we're together, we always have a fun time just joking around. =)) Yeay! Man, tmr is A levels GP paper, all the best 2 smart guys! =) Bleah!

[I'm disappointed with you. Disappointed with d fact that everything doesn't turn out right. Disappointed with everything.]

-Mel - in her down yet happy mood.
-loves

*Dreams*--> off to school. then to do grad night stuff. woohoo! gonna b a fun day. i miss you. <3 muah! -mel
-loves

*Dreams*--> Aw man. I miss you loads. =x Bleahz. Can't believe i've fallen so deep. The more deep i fall, the more dangerous it is, and the easier i get hurt. *Afraid of sadness, afraid of getting hurt...

[I miss the times when both of us r just so carefree!!]

-mel
-loves
Wednesday, November 09, 2005

*Dreams*--> Mmm.finally finish all d crap of PW! ha. no more pw from tmr onwards. can focus on studies. and my stupid re-exam and council. yeay. looking forward to that. weeees!! =)) Heh. tmr is gonna b a long day, grad night and all. man. i've gotta start chiongin for my studies. been studying yea. but only a bit here and there. Ha. okay mel. Gotta work hard. Yeah.. Mel u can do it! =))

Alright. I can do it. Man. today went to KAP with Jason n Jenny. Always have a blast with them. =)) Jas told me how cheezels and Sake is made, and trust me you wouldn't want to know! He's gonna turn me into a vegetarian someday! Ooops. Not good! Hahaha. Man, worried for their A's. But don't worry, i know they'll do well, all the best guys! =)) Mel is supporting you. Remember our Bet! Hehehe.

Tmr going for Food tasting and Hotel meeting for Grad night. Ha, hope its gonna be fun. Haven't done council stuff in awhile. Heh. But yeah. one more thing, Pub Co Rocks! weeeee! =)) Smiles.

-Mel- =)) "Don't leave me alone in this cold cold world. *Sniff-Sniff"
-loves
Tuesday, November 08, 2005

*Dreams*--> hmm. OP was crap. Heh. Whatver! Lols. Oh man, waited for Jason & yang today after their Maths. Haha. Studied in School so called. studied Chem! Yeay! Gotta get my Chem right and all. I know i can do it. Yeah! =)) Went to eat Fish Head Curry for dinner. Yummmm Yummm! Was so gr8. Jas forced me to try "authentic" food. Haha, my kind of "authentic" which i don't eat everyday. Like.. last time he forced me to try frog leg. Eewww. I'm still grossed out with what i ate that time. But ironically, it tasted kinda good. Heh. And today, some sotong part, bluffed me that they never clear the shit somemore. Heh. Also tried Fish cheek and and eye muscle. Wha. I felt like I tried so much "authentic" food la. Yeay, they better be proud of me! =x Hmmm. still thinking about what i should do tomorrow. Wanna ask my mummy if she'll go hong kong with me! Den can meet Jas and maybe with Yang too to shop shop shop! till we drop drop drop! =x

-Mel-
-loves
Monday, November 07, 2005

*Dreams*--> Heh. i'm back from Perth! Yeay. Hmmm, the trip was.. not too good for me. Firstly because i was really sick. Going overseas to a cold country only made me even more sick. Came back with a bad cough and cold. Hmmm yeah, also was super pressurized with my dad and all. Can't stand it, they aren't even concern about me at all. Feel totally neglected, totally taken for granted. Reached home today at 7 plus, felt so relieved to be home. Like finally! I missed home so much. =)) But through all these family troubles, i'm glad that there R friends that i can really count on. Booo! to all of you, thanks for lending a listening ear whenever i need it, thanks for caring. for cheering me up and just being there. It's been gr8! =)) Heh. Bought gifts and little pressies for friends here. Qi requested for a sports car. Guess what, i got him one, a toy car! Heh, i guess he expected it lor! =)) Lame right? =)) Hope he likes it! Heees.

Happy birthday to my Babbbbbyyyyy Lynn!!!! =))


[Dearieessss -love love]

-Mel-
-loves
Thursday, November 03, 2005

*Dreams*--> Aw Man. In the airport now. Going to leave soon. I think i'm going to miss Singapore. Hees. But had gr8 fun today! Thanks to my 2 good friends...Jas n Yang! Hmmm. Thanx fer always being there for me guys! Yeah, you're right! I'm goin to miss you guys! =)) Heees. Lalala. Okays. De airport is cool. And yeah, today is a good day! Going off now! Bye!!

[I'm going to miss you...]

-Mel
-loves

*Dreams*--> Yea. I'm leaving today, thou I don't really want to go. But yeah, i'll still go! =)) Because not only for family commitment but also because I need a break. From all this stress i been going through. I don't know if i have enuff energy to do my re-exam. But trust me I'll make it through!!

[I'm gonna miss you! Really going to miss you! Muah!]

-Mel- Heeees.
-loves
Tuesday, November 01, 2005

*Dreams*--> Don't leave me here in this Cold Cold world. All alone in this darkness of confusion and troubles. I don't want be left here...It's much too sad. And in this darkness, I long for you. For every smile I see on you, I see a light of love, joy and laughter approaching me. And it seems so obvious to me the love i have for you!! I miss you! =))
-loves
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