Saturday, October 29, 2005
*Dreams*--> Mmmm. Had Pw in school today. Quite fun lah. Five Factorial is quite kewl. Heh. =)) Went to Chinatown to meet Jason n Jenny for Porridge. Hahaha. I finished de whole bowl. Quite Lihai ba? Yeah...they were like "Waaaa" ... *can imagine* went to eat dessert after that. Fun Fun! I'm so full now. =x
Oh Man. I'm so worried for Monday. Bout my AO chinese paper and my "promotion status" . I don't think i can face the reality. I'm really scared. Don't want to take my results slip...Call me coward. But i really don't want!...I'm too scared to feel disappointed. God, please help me.
I really miss you. Whenever I think of the time we first met, when you seem too special to ever forget, then i see you changing my life since then, I just fall in love all over again.
-Mel-
-loves
Friday, October 28, 2005
*Dreams*--> Declaration :: Love @ first sight i would say. From the moment I met you, I felt you were special. My life changed the moment I knew you. Because you are an amazing person to be with. Someone that made me feel special and cared for me in many ways. There are times when I just feel like giving you a big hug for everything you've done. All those sweet things, I've got to say Thanks. You made me smile non-stop for the night till I'm unable to sleep. Your smile lits me up and makes me feel happy just to see you smile. I've got to say, you're someone special to me, you make me whole again. =)) I love...I love you...
Muah. Muah. Muah.
-loves
*Dreams*--> hmmm. long day. Today's the last official day of lessons. Heh. Didn't attend any lessons c0s' Mrs. Menon didn't come. Just lyk yesterday. Been slacking since then. there was a big big lizard in school ytd which made so many people saying "Wow". Jason says its a monitor lizard c0s' its supa thin and long. Eeew! It was stuck in a classroom before it was captured. It was like a Zoo! Hahahaha.
Today was Mr. Kwek's farewell assembly. Oh man, he's sucha gr8 principal. The assembly was nice, and really touching. Council put up a performance to thank him, it was made up of a video and a song composed by Weisheng. Goes a bit something like this... "One Song, to say it all, bout a man who used to be, what for, you ask me more, cause he was important to me... .... Goodbye to you, My principal, you been a friend, I'll miss you too, to live and learn, i hope you won't forget"... Ahah, my idols performed... PJC Beach Boys!! Wooooo! Sooo Cooolz! =)) Had Council Meeting today which made me think alot. Heh.
Man..Wanna thank Jason, he's a gr8 friend. Heh. Thanks.
[Writing this out of the blue, Cause I'm really unsure what to do, I really want to tell you the
truth, but i can't seem to, it seems too difficult, I feel uncertain everytime you turn away...more over I feel super sad. I guess its true that I need you...I really do]
-Mel-
-loves
Thursday, October 27, 2005
*Dreams*--> Hmmm. In school now typing an entry. Heh heh. Lalala. I'm so bored. =)) Pretty Lynn is just right beside me now. *Blehz* I'm still worried for my "promotion status"...ahhhh.. Hmmm. I miss him...
-Mel-
[When one door closes, another door opens for opportunities in the future....]
-loves
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
*Dreams*--> "Retain"...a word commonly used in JC. However, my results are Booo.. Will i be promoted? Knowing just the promos results can't do much. Monday will be the day to know my "Promotion Status". What the? Right? Hmmmm. Cried so badly on Monday bc0s of the disappointment of my results. Wanna thank everyone for their support, encouragement and consolations that day esp. Jason & Jennyang. They really know how to make my day and make me laugh! Thanks guys! =)) Monday was a sad day. On Tuesday, I felt better, however thoughts still filled my head. Went out in d afternoon...Had a blast, Fel is gr8 to talk to. After that met Qi, ha...Had soooo much fun. Xie Xie. Met Jason they all thereafter to go town. Went to this Traditional Designed Food Court named Food Republic. Tt place is Supa Coooolz!! Lol. Fun day. Today leh. Lessons were sooooo boring, Heh. After school had Council. Hahahaha.
-Mel- *Pray* ...
[Boooo.I miss you!]
-loves
Monday, October 24, 2005
*Dreams*--> Horrid. I miss you. Sad. I can't take it no more. Appreciative. bc0s of friends that i totally treasure bc0s they are just gr8. from the heart, i really thank them for at least i can live today before the end comes. demoralized. totally bad. i've never been so....*nevermind.
-loves
Sunday, October 23, 2005
*Dreams*--> Mmm. Tmr is d day. Oh man. Results coming out tomorrow. I'm supa nervous. Supa scared. Don't know if i'll be home crying or smiling. Tmr is D Day..!! Scared man! Haha.
[Miss you] [Worried!!]
Mel
-loves
*Dreams*--> Booo. =)) Hmmm. these few days have been kinda fun with the OGLs interviews and trials. Heh. Quite "happening" with all the cheers and everything... Yesterday was the 1st trial, wah, kinda cool, quite impressed with the batch of OGLs. Todays' one was kinda fun as well. The interviews were cool too! Yesterday came home around 10 plus. Had a long long long chat with Xin, Qi and Jie. =)) Man, they rock! =)) Today had PW after OGLs trials. Heh. Then met with Jason & Jenny, they came over to Steam Boat. Quite last min bah. Blehz. Quite fun, spent a whole time laughing away. Friends always guys! Remember we have our aspirations! =)) Blast man. Heees.
Mel
-loves
Thursday, October 20, 2005
*Dreams*--> Oh man. the tragic disaster in school. Lol. Let's not touch on that yeah. Well. I think i'm oversensitive. Maybe we're not ready yet yeah?? Or maybe things just will never happen. Schools' Boring now. Results not out yet, the whole school spirit is down. What de right? =(( Hai. Okaes. Going to slack now. I miss ya man. I hope i didn't paiseh. Ooops. =x Mel
-loves
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
*Dreams*--> Booo... Lalala.. Had Council, Council, Council...Hahaha. =)) Fun Fun. Some more finished @ 11am today. =) Hmmm. I'm happy... Oh no... I'm Mel.. =))
-loves
Monday, October 17, 2005
*Dreams*--> Oh man. am i a diligent worker. Did project work this afternoon. Was scolded by my dad! =(( Just finish doing project work. Heh. I had to cut away 200++ words. That was a feat. =x Hmmm. One more thing, i went to deliver cake just now. =)) I'm so sweet right? But still quite guilty cos i deprive that person from dinner. Soooo Sorry!! Hao Peng you, yeah! =) Tomorrow is gonna is gonna be a boring day!! My Class ends at 4.30. Ugh! Guess will be stuck touching up PW if mrs menon doesnt approve of our Written Report.
1. I love you
2. I love my friends & Family
3. I love PJC
Wooo! I love many many other things. =x but i'm sleepy. So yeah. Alrighties.
Mel
-loves
Sunday, October 16, 2005
*Dreams*--> hmmm. typing this blog before this feeling goes away. Happiness! Hahaha... My friends rock! Those 2 smart yah i said smart guys rock too. Haha. Today went to meet HL in the afternoon to eat Thai Express and went walk walk. Did alot of talk talk too! Hees. After that met with the 2 smart guys. Haha. Yeah La.. I know im stupid =x Everything was so funny, we wanted to eat teo chew mui. Den ended up going to Adams Road. Jenny called my mum to ask permission for me to go home late, ha, man! He can make wonders when it comes to my mum! Haha. We ate so much, Stingray...Lala and Kangkong with Rice! Yummy! =)) After that went a bit mad and crazy and took many photos with Jason's Cam. Man! I made him go home and take his Cam before coming becos we were supposed to go Esplanade, but end up we didnt need it, I made him make a wasted trip. Aww.. apologies Jas. I'm Sorry!! Man.. the photos..some people don't lemme see lah! =(( Ha, den they sent me home. My shoe rack had a cockroach. Lol. They killed it for me, Wah! the way they killed it was...Amazing i would say. One hold pesticide, one hold shoe, i was standing on a chair. I bet they can be pest control. $300 right? =x Then we chatted for quite awhile till Jason's Dad came to pick them up. Haha. Cool day huh? Fun man! =x
True friends never part, maybe in distance but never in heart. Booo! =)) -Mel
-loves
Friday, October 14, 2005
*Dreams*--> Hmmmmm.. today was quite a gr8 day. Fulfilling One....First, Had Career seminar in the morning... was quite interesting. NUS, NTU and SMU...haha. the 3 universities. The speakers were great and the talk was quite interesting.. *Hee.
Then it was farewell assembly for the J2s. Happy Graduation J2s. Gave Jason & Jenny a card and chocolate in the morning to wish them a happy Graduation! Guys, i'm proud of you always! =)) Jiayou! Friends always. I believe in you guys! U can do it! Hahaha. U guys mean loads to me, so all the best yeah? Must keep in touch! =))
The farewell assembly was so meaningful and touching that I cried. The speeches made by the representatives were very touching followed by the songs sang by the teachers...Tong Hua, Both sides now and What a wonderful world! Uhuh, and the video dedicated to the J2s, they played a moment like this, that was really nice to watch. What is the different between a Penguin and PJC? They are both white and black! Hahaha. Cute. The video showed pictures and photos of alot of events, so memorable!!! Then there was a glass panel filled with tiles, Qi and connie helped to compile it, was a bit shock to see them on screen. Lol. The panel was super nice as the finishing touch was when Jason gave Su the last tile to complete the PJC Logo! 5th + 6th Students' Council Pres' ....There was also a corrine may video - fly away. The words are really meaningful and touching. To end off everything, everyone J1s and J2s sang the college song together! [While I live, I learn]...
Man! The farewell assembly made me super sad. Thought of all the memories with my J2 friends and council seniors. Hai. I cried during the farewell assembly...guess memories can be only kept in the heart. Thought about my turn next year to leave the college. Wah, would be darn sad, because I'm so attached to PJC, i love PJC so much. Guess its with all the council stuff and all the time i spend in school. It's really a great place.
[To my J2 Seniors and Friends, All the best Guys! Jiayou! Thanks for everything ! =)) ]
After that had a great time celebrating Mag's birthday, water bombs eh? Kinda childish but ha, it was definately fun. =)) 05s09 rocks!!! Then was with Mel Mel, we did crazy things together, we always do crazy things! Hahaha. maybe because our names are Melissa. Lol. No lar. its fun to b with her! Hehehe! Better don't let her read this. =x
On the bus was thinking about the memories I have in PJC. Wah, thought about the time when SC had to plan our investiture till super late. Life then was very fun. I remembered us staying till around 12 am? That showed much of our dedication and commitment. Though we were all tired and all, i still learnt alot from it and gained alot too. I miss those days. It was kinda carefree to a certain sense. Council is still fun now and It's still enriching. Well, i love council. Also thought about the joys and tears in PJ....haha man! It's been a mere 8 months and yet i've experienced so much!... Life rocks in PJ! [True Pioneer]
[Lalala, I miss you... like CRAZY!!]
Mel
-loves
Thursday, October 13, 2005
*Dreams*--> Mmm... yeay! Glad everything is settled. *happies! But i am sad about some things... Ahh. my ring!! It was suppose to engrave Mel.. now its Mei. but aiyo. Nevermind bah. My mummy calls me meimei mah! =)) This would be special. Wahahaha. =)) Hi 5 Rocks rocks Rocks! =)) muah muah muah. Hai. Stress over PW today. Man. Written Report to be handed in on Monday, So stress!!! Mmm...
[Looking forward to each and everyday with you in it! you light up my life....!!!]
Mel
-loves
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
*Dreams*--> [I don't wanna lose a friend that mean so much to me, i'll try my best to gain back what i lost, and to make sure things go fine. No matter what, I don't wanna lose you, you're a treasure in my heart...I still wanna keep that promise that we'll be friends always...]
Mmmm.. Ytd... Enrichment day! Kinda sad the whole day but yea. The first impressions talk was very fun and enriching. Hees. Had O1 meeting to discuss on theme then went to town with Qi. He really enlightened me quite a bit. Thanks! =)) Ying, Cj n Xin came to meet us in town. Went to get the Rings! Haha. Cool... Den went to Marche to eat dinner. It was kinda fun, we kept on raising our glasses to cheers but was so paiseh. Haha. really enjoy time with them. Supa fun and Supa Nice! =)) Hees.
Today was supa short. Finish school at 11.30 but only attended a 1 hr lesson bcos Mrs. Menon didn't come. Haha. So had mostly "Break". Hees. I love my ring la. *Cherish*... Den was doing something in the council room. Heh heh and Mel, lynn, Fel and Bz came over to slack. Supa funny lah. Think i kinda luff-ed my head off. Heh. I didn't wait for Cj to go home lah, supa lonely. He went to cut hair with Qi i guess =x ... Heee.. Looking Forward to a nicer and more meaningful day ahead tmr. Hua hahahaah!!
Mel - [True enough, forgiveness and friendship is all i ask for]
-loves
Monday, October 10, 2005
*Dreams*--> NOT! I don't wanna lose a friend. Especially one i treasure. I don't wanna lose you. I'm sorry. I'm very very sorry!
-loves
*Dreams*--> It's a beautiful day! Woke up at 7 am. I'm not suppose to go to school today cos its marking day but Jason and Jennyang woke me up! Bullies. Haha. I'm kidding =x I feel that i'm sucha wonderful n sweet friend! cos I delivered Mac breakfast for them! =)) End up go there also kena bullied. Haha, but i'm sucha nice person, a promise is a promise? See i'm so nice! Blehss.. Haha, somebody will say "Eee.." reading this. I summore remembered all there orders. For eg hot tea with 4 packs of sugar and creamer! Hahaha. Melissa's delivery is so efficient, eh? Going to change now to meet my charchar? Hahaha, mushy bah? =P yeay. Blehs. Going fer dinner with Cj, xin, ying and Qi... hmmm looking forward. heh heh! =) Bleh! It's a beautiful day indeed. Heees!
Mel
[True friends never part, maybe in distance but never in heart....*blehs* friends always guys!]
-loves
Sunday, October 09, 2005
*Dreams*--> blehs. went to meet jason n jennyang to study in the afternoon today. But i didn't study! I read seventeen mag. As if the exam is gonna ask me about seventeen right? Lol. Haha. but most of the time they were playing with my com! Heh heh. Hai. Had a blast today..thou most of the time they bullied me! They are mean!!! Hahaha. but i don't know why i can't get angry with them! =)) Haha. Call me bimbo right?! I AM NOT! hai. Zhiwei, Fel and Yunshan came over and said hi just now, they joined the club and ganged up to bully me too!! So sad!! Thats what friends are for bah! =)) Neeways, had a great time today. Exams are over! Hahaha. Blehs. Cya!
-loves
Saturday, October 08, 2005
*Dreams*--> Boooo! =)) Went out today. Had a blast. however had to go home before nine. They took neoprints without me after that! Supa sad + supa jealous! =(( Hai. Miss those daes. Those were fun times! I love my friends. =)) Hees. Ha. Went to "Sketches" today. Cool place. I made my own pasta. The food there was yummy-fied! =)) Then went to walk around and went to TCC. Drinks there are just gr8! Hmmm. Time fly so fast today. Didn't know that it was already 7 after we were done with TCC! Hai. Feel so relaxed after my Promos. Finally man, a time to relax, take a breeze. Hees =)) Life rocks now. Looking forward to the coming week with more shopping...enrichment day! And council! =)) Fun fun fun! I kinda miss school thou and today for a while i was thinking to myself "Don't i need to study?" Lolz. Silly me!!
-Mel
[Oh man...my mind is filled of your images. I miss you so!]
-loves
Friday, October 07, 2005
*Dreams*--> Ha. went to Sentosa today to play! =)) Went kayaking and beach-volley- plus pool! Yeay, Pool was fun. Mmmm. Darn pissed with my mum but whatever with that? Haha. Okae. I feel exams are over. but i'm really looking forward to my results! =)) Can't wait! =)) Heees. Sentosa was fun! The beach is fun! Everything is fun. Going out tomorrow again. I'm gonna play for days man!
-Mel
[Don't get too close, i might feel like hugging you, at moments of trouble, i will scream your name! How can I? In the time of need, i need you always. I miss you.. I miss you like crazy]
-loves
Thursday, October 06, 2005
*Dreams*--> Hmmm. Promos are Over! =)) Woohoo! Yeay! =)) So happy! Mmm. however, i'm kinda neutral about it. Maybe cause i'm too used to studying and studying and even more studying. Kinda tired thou. Finally a time to relax. Ahhh. Lalalala. =)) Fel's over at my house now. She's reading mag while i'm typing thing. Gonna play fer the weekend! Wooohoo! =))
[I miss you like crazy!!! =)) ... Oh no.. I really do!!! =)) ]
-Mel
-loves
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
*Dreams*--> Lemme share a poem i wrote sometime back....
I'm sad...
the way i haven't been in a very long time.
As i reminisce every single memory in my mind,
I'm left with confusion, desperation and depression.
I didn't know your love could affect so much in me.
Emotions all over my head, not knowing what to do.
It's all coming back to me now, every single memory...
Every little tear, every moment I want us to stay in.
I thought I would forget how our love was,
I tried to let go of it all, lead my own life.
However fate stops me from doing so,
pulling me back from falling down a cliff,
A cliff i call my own.
Tell me what to do, will you?
Undeniably I know I love you.
But never will I be able to say this to you.
Because some things just can't be said when everything's left this way.
Afterall, it's been so long, words don't count anymore.
Though I'm still left in hesitation, of this love declaration,
I still want to say my confession that all these while,
I don't think I have ever forgotten about you.
Because in my heart I know there's still you....
-Mel =))
-loves
*Dreams*--> Hmmm. Tomorrow is the end of promos! Yeah.. Lol.. Repeat it with me... Tomorrow is the end of Promos! Hip hip horray!!! =)) Lalalala. I'm so glad everything is going on smooth lately. Hopefully my results will come out to become Okay.. =)) Since its gonna be the end of promos.. wanna thank loads of people.
1. Xin, Yingying, Jie, Zhaoqi, Gare Rern, Songhoe, Zhisen... and all those that I have been studying with till late nights... *Guys...it's been a blast, it's finally coming to an end, actually not really the end, but at least yeah, its the end of Promos! Wooo!! Jiayou! All the best for e results! =))
2. Mellie, Lynn, Fel, Mag n all the babies - Mmm..nice to study together, skip lesson together and all the fun we've had...we're always gonna be here for each other!
3. 05s09 - hope our class can be promoted together! remember its our class, our rules!
4. 6th SC - you guys have been part of my motivation to do well for Promos! We'll all be promoted together, don't worry! =)) 6th Council 2006 here we go! =))
5. Jenny Ang aka Jennyang - Thanks for teaching me! I can be very difficult sometimes! Heh heh! U've been a great help and encouragement to me! Hao peng you always! =))
6. Henglian - Thanks for just being there! =)) U understand what i mean! =))
Ahhhh.. Life's journey really takes you places. Thinking about how much time has passed, life is really meaningful now, with everything... Council, friends, Fun fun fun! JC life is really enriching. Love it! =))
[I don't know what to do anymore but to have faith in everything. That includes U!]
Mel =)) i'm happy...
-loves
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
*Dreams*--> Boooo....I woke up late. wanted to wake up at 7.30. woke up one hr later. sucha piggie rights? =x lol. going to school later to study and have consultation. Hmmm. i hope i do well for promos! =)) ahhhh. im gonna b alone later!!!! =x Maybe Qi will pei me have lunch thou..but that's if he Happenssss to be early! =x Blehz I bored. But needa do loads of stuff today! I wanna do well. Wait lemme repeat myself. I'm gonna do well! =))
Mel
-loves
Monday, October 03, 2005
*Dreams*--> Blehs. Econs Over. Left with Chem and Maths! Yeay, hehe, can't wait for Promos to be over. Hmmm.. Wanna thank Jenny for teaching me Redox e other day. I'm so sorry im sucha blunder! =x Apologies. And thanks alot, i owe u like ALOT! I mean Aaa....loooottt!! Lalala, going to school tomorrow for consultation! Lalala. Chem in 2 days. Scared. I hope i can do well! =)) I think i'm falling into it all over again! =x
Mel
-loves
Sunday, October 02, 2005
*Dreams*--> Mmmm.. Life - Full of ups and Downs. Filled with many wonders, surprises and changes! =)) Sometimes you find that life ain't worth living, whereas sometimes there are moments that you want to stay in. I wish to be left in that moment with you. Unforgettable and will stay forever in me! =)) Mmm.. Lol. What's that suppose to mean. That was a weird way in typing a blog. Hmmm officially 24 hours to promos! Ooommiigosh! Im so scared. Hopefully i do well. I would, would i? Hmmm. Nervousness is polluting my mind. My worst fear is that there may be a mind block during my exam! =x Don't worry, I won't!!
[Sometimes the saddest thing is when the one you love, turns away and walks away, right in front of you and life just doesn't seem worth living]
-Scribbles of Mel
-loves
Saturday, October 01, 2005
*Dreams*--> Neeways, happy children's day!! =)) Happy 17th birthday Weilei! =))
-loves
*Dreams*--> *Boo...!!*... i think i'm feeling better!! =)) Muah Muah Muah. Feeling better. Countdown : 2 more days! =)) I will do well! =))
[Fallin' even more with you]
-Mel
