Thursday, September 29, 2005
*Dreams*--> im so sad. disappointed. discouraged. scared.fear is covering my mind. i don't know how much longer i can take this. on e verge of giving up, letting it all go, but i just can't becos i don't wanto. save me will ya? *Supa stress- in a time for need, in the need for time* I need you now! =((
-loves
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
*Dreams*--> Yea. i finally admit im dumb. there r things that only until now i get. how dumb can i be right? Dun worry, im not stupid. i'm just dumb. So those pple who are laughing at this. I'm still not stupid. Ginko n e Chinese Sh*t so called r not working. Hrmph. I'm going to sue them! Sue Sue Sue! =)) I'm kidding. Ooo. Gp paper tmr. Hope i do well. Man.. i studied pretty hard for promos, hope everything goes well. Budden sometimes i wish i was as smart as jenny, needless to say he ain't genius, but with his IQ, i'll be damn satisfied alr lah! Mmmm.. I love my friends, n i finally feel the honesty behind a friendship is something that i guess i'll never exchange for! True friends never part, maybe in distance but never in heart! =)) Lol..there are certain people i think really mean alot in my heart so here goes:
-Hl - There's no need to say no more - fate brought us together and nothing can tear the friendship between us!
- Chenjie - Xiong Di Jie Mei always! =)) Thanx for always enlightening me! =))
- Babies - Char, Lynn, Mag, Ying, Felly - Thanx for being there for me! s09 babies rock! Love u guys! Jiayou for promos! we'll all be promoted de! Fang Xin!
- Jenny Ang - Through all the storms and weathers, friends always, go army le cannot forget me okae? That's a promise! Thanks for all the understanding and entertainment all these while, words can't express the gratitude! Wo men hui zuo yong yuan de hao peng you! =))
- Jason - Friends alwaes alrightie? Jiayou for A's! =))
- Zhiweiwei, Shan, Joseph, Yuan - Mmmm.. Alwayes gonna be there! =))
- Shaun - Haha, Crappy Pig! I'm here to say thanks! Remember my once a week phone call! I promise i will! =))
- Pub Co - Unite!
- Hi 5 - Haha, enjoyable circle of trust. Love ya guys! =))
- 6th SC - my source of fun, laughter, peace and colours of my life!
For all those whose names aren't here, i'm sorry! Takes time recalling, bud you guys do mean alot to me in my heart. To cut everything short, Mel loves each and everyone! Thanks for touching my heart in more ways than one! Hao Hao peng you Oh!!
-Mel
-loves
Monday, September 26, 2005
*Dreams*--> Booo!! Blehs. Talked with Mr. Jenny n hl until 5 in the morning. Whada right? Can't believe it. Seems like 2 years ago. Lols...My my! Lols. Ahh Today, kinda fun lah! But it made me recall smth stupid that i did earlier in the past. Well well, i guess i'm still a bit guilty!
[Jenny Jenny, wo men hui shi yong yuan de hao peng you, alright? Mel is still sorry. =x Don't get irritated alright! A promise is a promise, yao zuo yong yuan de peng you!]
Mmmmm.. Yepz. Today im still happy! Living life to e fullest!!! =))
-Melz
-loves
Friday, September 23, 2005
*Dreams*--> Boooo!!! Hehe. I mastered Wage Differential. Yay! =)) Hahahaha. =))
Chem - Nitrogen Com, Chemical Bonding, Atoms Structure + Redox
Maths - Stats, Functions
Econs - Market Structure, DD n SS, Elasticity MCQ....
Lalalala. Today was fun! Ran 3 rounds around the track. Lol. the rest ran more! Ahah. Xin must think i'm lazy! =x Hahaha. Then went to eat at teck whye central. Haha, quite fun. Fel studied wif us today. =)) Ooo. i took taxi home, well only because my mum asked me too! Is that counted breaking my resolution? Lol, Qi made me feel guilty! Argh!! Lolz, but he thinks that since its late and all, it alright, right? Wahaha. I totally agree. Sooo. yay, i didn't break anything! =PpP Its like 5 days to GP Paper and like 12 Days to Econs Paper. Oooo. Nervous! Lols. Hope i can do well for promos~ Wish everyone all the best.
Hi 5!!! 1 2 3 4 Hi 5!! Out of my lameness, allow me to be lame, hahaha, cya! =)) Chiaoz - Mel
-loves
Thursday, September 22, 2005
*Dreams*--> I really miss you. Aww...i don't know whas happening to me. But i just miss you. Can't stand it. I'm overstressed over studies ler. Yet i still miss you. Oh no! *Diao* Inside me i feel kinda confused and sad. Depressed. I'm demoralised about my studies. And i'm very worried for my Promos? I ain't gonna give up but I'm really tired over alot of things. I wish life could be much easier some times. I really wanna be promoted! God please help me! I feel as thou i'm in desperation. General Paper is in 6 days time. And the real exam, 12 Days time! Oh No! Seems sucha short period of time....=)) Mel.. u can do it! =)) Triple Motivation!!
Mel
-loves
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
*Dreams*--> Mmmmmm... bah. Muggin muggin n muggin! Argh! I don't like mugging. I don't like it at all. Blehs!! =x Hi 5 Rocks - Xin, Ying, Qi, Jie and Mel!~ =)) Hahaha... Study group Rocks. s09 rocks. s09 babies rox even more! Council Rocks.. Pub Co! Wee!!
-loves
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
*Dreams*--> Booo! Today was fun. Didnt study much thou. Haha but had loads of fun. Tootified Lunatic Bunny makes my day! He's so funny! Wahahahaha. =))
Mel
-loves
*Dreams*--> Argh! I'm over-stressed. Promos R in 2 weeks. 14 days. Ommmigosh! I'm nervous I'm nervous. U know sometimes when you are prepared but you don't know if you'l be able to do the papers. Yeah, thats how i feel everyday when i'm starting. Like..I understand, but can i apply? Hai. I really really need the courage to face up to my Promos. Me and Cj were talking and were saying about other alternatives? Hai. I don't wan those other alternatives. I wanna stay in PJC for the rest of J2 and Study hard and Play hard and Strive for my A's! So this is it, i've gotta do well. I need to. I assure myself that i've got to.
Ignore me if you don't understand this. But i'm utterly disappointed. You might not get this. But I don't know why i'm such in a bad mood thinking about so many things that has happen. Things happen for a reason. So don't tell me that everything is just a coincidence or worst something that is nothing in our hearts.
[Still do love you. . .] I don't like people to disappoint me!!!! =x
Mel
-loves
Sunday, September 18, 2005
*Dreams*--> Hmmm. watched love actually while i was doing carboxylic acids tys. Hmmm. was gonna cry. seems like i really miss christmas. I seriously do. Christmas is just gr8, i actually miss alot of things about christmas. Watching love actually made me think alot about alot of stuff. Haiz. I thought to myself that although that i seemed to be over it, am i just telling myself or is it a reality? I guess I can't tell. I always tell myself things just to make me believe, however how much I believe it is another thing! Life ain't always what it seems to be, and till now I don't know if it's because of Love Actually or whether if my heart is reacting to something i certainly miss. In actual fact, I think I'm confused...
Taking a break from studying at the moment, since i guessed that i would be studying for the next 2 weeks. Rather the next 3 weeks until Promos are finally over. I'm left with Nitrogen Com and Chem-bonding Chapter, together with Polymerisation and Mass Spec. Other than that, Maths need a bit of revision and Econs, well well well, i'm gonna chiong that for the week. Starting with Cost of Production. Hope the stuff really work out. I really wanna do well for Promos! *Pray*
Yet Still I'm confused, yet to believe that honestly All i want for Christmas...maybe you. But i find that hard to believe anymore
Mel
-loves
*Dreams*--> Booo.. *I'll keep you my dirty little secret...* Lalala. All American Rejects Rules. Oooo.Mel is confused, how? Mel is not frustrated but confused, how? How has things become the way it is? Oooo. Could it be i'm falling deeper into the pit i'm in trying to get out of, and trying very much to avoid the bottom? Hai. Mel is still confused. Mel is TOTALLY confused!
-Confused Mel signing Off..
-loves
*Dreams*--> Booo.before i start my carbonyl compounds and carboxylic acids revision. i wanna type a post. haha. well, there r many things i wan as well.. For example, the new all-american rejects CD - Move along. It's so cool. It seems to be sold out everywhere! *Sob* Hmmm.. i still have alot of wants. Learnt from Econs there there are unlimited wants, with limited resources, that's why there's scarcity. Oh well. Crap Crap! Going to study now! All-American Rejects Rock! Wooo. -Mel
-loves
Saturday, September 17, 2005
*Dreams*--> Before i go into my muggin self again. Come here to blog =)) Well.. I slept at 3am in the morning! Haha had a blast chatting with Zq! Lalala. He's a fab friend! *bleh* Okaes, Shan's over at my place now! And i'm really gonna mug alot today! I've got too! Hehehe! Anyways. Muggin now! Bye!
-loves
Friday, September 16, 2005
*Dreams*--> Today is an entertain-ing day! Dinner was so fun!! Lolz, i think this works, laughing therapy! All the talk cock sessions! Lol, Fun Fun Fun! I think with Song hoe around, i can never finish my food! =x Cause i'll laugh my head off! =)) However promos are coming! 2 weeks to go! Ommmiigosh! =)) Neeways, muggin muggin and muggin my head off! =))
-Melmel
[Reminisce - I'm gonna try to put in words an amazing feeling, I'm Feeling I can't believe i've come this far, I've been so blessed, even more blessed then I thought I could be, I thought it only be in my dreams, but to all of you who were true, Thanks for loving me! Ohh.. The will was tough, and i thought it'll be easier, there were tough times, no i can't lie, but all of you put me right through, and made me realize what i'm doing this for, what i adore, is all of you ,and i thank God for this dream come true!]
-loves
Thursday, September 15, 2005
*Dreams*--> hmmm muggin' muggin' and still muggin'. Muggin' Rocks. I'm a lover of organic chemistry. In other words, it drives me crazy! I love it. Hai, felt kinda demoralised today! But i shall not dwell on that! =)) I still hope for the best for everything! =))
[Wish to remain at that moment... however sadly it still passes u by]
-loves
*Dreams*--> am i disappointed? With what? Am i sad? With what? Maybe i'm happy but rather maybe not. - Expression Error
Mel
-loves
Sunday, September 11, 2005
*Dreams*--> Booo!! Ultimately stress out. yeah i'm doing TYS, yeah, but like huh? Don't know if it'll work out!! Hai. I'm going to touch on Econs this week! Hopefully i can do well for Promos! *Pray* God please help me!!!
Mel
-loves
*Dreams*--> Drove past SAJC and Queensway today and saw St. Teresa's. Made me reminisce about alot of things. Still can't believe time flies so fast. Hai. I miss 2 years ago..I miss Sec 4 ironically for no particular reason even though that was one of my hardest times...*Studying* Hai. Alrighties. Going to study now. Blog later. Chiaoz
Mel
-loves
Saturday, September 10, 2005
*Dreams*--> Time to let some creative juices flow and write an oh-so-long-winded blog i always write. Hahaha. Nahz, just crapping. =x I'm just so proud of myself for finishing part of my tys! Finally man! Thought the book was just left there to rot. Haha. Neeways this won't be a long-winded entry. Short and Sweet, Not long and not bitter nor salty:
To me, you are p-e-r-fect and my wasted heart will love you.
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To Jasmine, Happy 17th birthday girl. May all your dreams come true. =))
[u make me smile =)) every single day! *laugh-laugh*]
-Mel
-loves
Friday, September 09, 2005
*Dreams*--> Hmmmmm...today is a bit boring. But still gotta give it a thumbs up, cause it wasn't that bad after all. PW was a killer thou, 4 hours of it, even worst. School's starting alr. And its 3 weeks to Promos! I'm so freaking scared! Ahhhh!! =x Life sucks this way! Hahaha! Going to study now! =)) -Mel
Here's what i've gotta say to you (popping your eye on the screen) : Thanks for your sweet-ness. Thanks for being there esp. when there was no one else. Thanks for being oh-so-full-of-surprises. Thanks for being so caring, so nice, so understanding. Thanks for just making me happy with all those smiles and laughter. Thanks for being someone so great! (Nah...It's to someone else...Hahaha)
For every smile you make me wear, for every laughter you made me laugh, for every thoughtful thing, i mean for everything, I Thank You!!
To Shaun, Happy 17th Birthday Yeah?!
-loves
Thursday, September 08, 2005
*Dreams*--> Hmmmm...Ate sooo much cake today!! Jasmine's cake and ZhaoQi's cake! Hahaha.. Today is ZhaoQi's Birthday! Happy 17th Birthday man! =)) Thanks for everything kaes? Haha. alrighties. Going to study! Determined to Study! Byebye!! =))
-Melmel
-loves
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
*Dreams*--> Mmmm. Chinese Xam this morning. BORING. Waste of my time! Spent the whole time sneezing. My nose was so irritating. *Ouch!* Mmmm. After that went to do CIP in Jurong Library. Migosh, horrible!!! So boring. Efficiency is not a good thing after all..it cause your hand to hurt! *Ouch.Ouch.Ouch* after that met Jie and Qi for dinner at Nydc! Coooolss. Enjoyed dinner loads. Haha. Crapping Session, wth! =x But both of them having tummy ache, hope they're alright!! =)) Take cares yeah guys!? =)) Okokz. Have Chem tutorials tomorrow! Sian 1/2! Hais. Can't study fer tonight, did EOM. Hai. Suppose to do Nitrogen Com Mindmap. But doubt able to do it. Golly Gosh, Running tmr with Mel, then going to study den eat Sakae!! =)) Hees! We rock!! Make sure i study tomorrow! PRomise!!! =))
Mel
*Oh-Shit-I-fear-the-worst-I-better-study-more!!*
-loves
Sunday, September 04, 2005
*Dreams*--> Ah.. Frustrated. I really gotta discipline myself to study! I need the motivation and determination i had in the past. Will someone help me in that department? I'm really frustrated. I must get promoted! Must get promoted! I must!! I really must!!!
Determined Mel signing off
-loves
Ying, Me & Zhao Qi...Smiles!! Big Smiles everyone! *Diaoz* 
-loves
*Dreams*--> <3 Love : Confusion. Utter Confusion. Why do things always turn out in a way to let go or to hold on. Knowing too many things aren't sucha good thing after all. Knowing too many things would just make me think too much!! However, there is a smile on my face, a pinch of happiness in me in how sweet life is now. And i guess all i'm gonna say is Thank You, and probably say let the road decide for itself! <3
-loves
*Dreams*--> Hmmmm... Birthday Resolution:
1. Don't take Cab So Often
2. Don't whine so much
Pssss.. Had gr8 fun yesterday night man! *Smirks* Hehe. =)) 17th Birthday was gr8! Thanks for everyone, aiight? U guys rock! Thanks for remembering.
Mel
-loves
Saturday, September 03, 2005
Blehz. All Smiless..
-loves
Cheezeeee!!! They're so sweet! Hahaha
-loves
*Dreams*--> Hahaa...i'm 17 and i'm lurvin' it! Swensens Rock man!!! Thanks guys! Had a nice time!! Muah! Lols. U guys rock!! Lol. Thanks Guys!
Neeways, Councillors, thanks for singing b day song fer me! So touched! Celest and Fel for their wonderful pressies. Thanks everyone for ur very pretty pretty present!! *touched*...Thanks for remembering guys! Thanks Felly for e b-e-a-utiful cake! And all those wonderful sms-es!! And oh yah, beloved 05s09!! Tanx a loads!!
*Pray* May my wishes come True
Melissa-17 n lurvin' it!
-loves
Thursday, September 01, 2005
*Dreams*--> Last hours before i turn 17...ahem... should i feel honoured? Yeah, turning 17 tmr. Can't imagine time flies so fast, i'm going to become 17. 17 years of fun, joys, tears and sorrows.
[i love you]
Melmel
-loves
*Dreams*--> Bleh. Went to QSS yesterday and saw all e teachers! Happy Teachers' Day yeah!? Hahaha. Mr. Chai was so funny! Blah! =)) Saw loads of peeps yesterday and there was much huggin'! To Chengwei, Happy Birthday! My Birthday is tmr! Haha, is that bad? I'm going to be 17 soon! Omg! Yeah, Teachers' Day Celebration in school yesterday was a success! Wooooo! It was gr8 councillors, seriously! Guess all of us spent alot of our effort in this celebration. A gr8 thing, yeah? =)) Kkk... Going to study really hard today!! Honestly! =) And.. looking forward for tomorrow! Hopefully! Blehz! Oh yeah one more thing, Jenny, great people are born this friday okay! =x
[Thou i don't say it, i appreciate all your efforts and sweet-ness..you've really touched my heart! <3]
Melmel
