Saturday, August 27, 2005
*Dreams*--> *happy happy happy* Lalala. Next week is my 17th birthday! Tada! Kekeke. Feel like i'm so old suddenly. To the days we used to be in Secondary School. All of us are grown up now! Can't believe time flies so fast. Jas and Jenny R both 18 this year already. That's like legal age to drive already.....when there was a time we used to play with cars. Wahahaha. That's funny! Man. I love PJC to the max, can't believe that i' m actually in JC, this is really a reality check man! I'm no longer 16, i'm 17....soon..in less than a week. Gosh, teachers' Day is coming and everything's busy busy busy! Ha. I love my committee!! =O alot alot alot! Hahaha.. I love my babies in s09! =))
Yeah...
The sun is shining everyday
Clouds never get in the way for you and me
I've known you just a week or two
But baby I'm so into you,
can hardly breathe
And I'm in so totally
Wrapped up emotionally
Attracted so physically
Acting so recklessly
I need you so desperately
Sure as the sky is blue
Baby I love you
I love you
I never knew that I could feel like this
Can hardly wait till our next kiss
You're so cool
If I'm dreaming please don't wake me up'
Cause baby I can't get enough of what you do
And I'm in so electrically
Charged up kinetically
Acting erratically
Need you fanatically
You get to me magically
Sure as the sky is blue
Baby I love you
I can't believe
That this is real
The way I feel
Baby I gone head over heels
And I'm in so totally
Wrapped up emotionally
Attracted so physically
Acting so recklessly
I need you so desperately
Sure as the sky is blue, yeah
And I'm in So electrically charged up
Kinetically
Acting Erratically
Need you fanatically
You get to me magically
Sure as the sky is blue
Baby I love you
Baby I love you
Do you love me too?
Baby I love you
[Falling even more in love with you] Melmel
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*Dreams*--> Mmmmmm. I love my babies! =)) Charchar. Lolz. Wahz. Today was kinda stress.. but everything was okay after that! Thanks fer everything, Zq! Truely! =)) Heez. Tmr meeting Charchar and going to invade Seoul Garden and Swensens. Piggies! Haha =)) Chiao
-loves
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
*Dreams*--> Listening to Jie Kou. So many many old memories. Reminisce! Haha. =)) Today is super slack day~ Was kinda fun though! =)) Council Singing was Soooo Fun! Weeees! =) Econs was kinda a killer though, but luckily i knew how to do some of it! Yeay! Tmr is Differentiation Quiz! Woooo! *happy*....
[Special Some1 in my heart] Melmel
-loves
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
*Dreams*--> Going into the dreams of Econs and thinking about how Market Structure affects the economy. Argh. I'm so stressed out. Econs Essay Test tomorrow. I'm so freaking stressed out, WTH! Arh!!! Arrhhh! Arhhh.. By the way, am i over all of it? Am i really over?!! I don't know!!
Mel - in the verge of tearing away all econs notes.
-loves
Monday, August 22, 2005
*Dreams*--> Dear diary, today i would say is full of emotions. The whole day up till Chemistry Lesson, i was so happy, i spent the whole GP lesson laughing away with Mel and e rest. And then came Chemistry Lesson, REALITY CHECK! Mr. Chan was telling us about his story, the way he use to be playful, and told us that hardwork can get us to many places. Well, i believe him, he ended by saying that no matter what happens, life has to go on. And he said that he wish that everything day would be a better day for all of this. These words truely touched my heart, he was willing to give us constant revision and i really appreciate all his hardwork. I really don't want to let him down. I really am lost for words. Where has all the determination I had in Sec. 4? Where was that urge to study hard when i improved from an L1R5 of 40 to 17? Where has all of those gone to? Then there was Chinese Test, when i had to think about a story about me telling a lie. Horrible! Wth. Then Council, nonetheless fun, but...after that quite stress, cause of the stuff on T'chers' Day! Quite Stressed Out. Can't believe my birthday is actually in a weeks time! Wow. Seems like everything is going by so quickly. My birthday! I'm turning 17. Then, chatted with Shaun. Been such a long time, kinda miss him and catched up with a couple of old friends. Miss them so much!!! Life is like so short. Life is beautiful. Wish i could really wash all my problems away, then tat would really be a miracle! Don't ya agree??
[At least i know you still care!]
Mel
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*Dreams*--> Hmmm. Netball Rocks! Had gr8 fun!=)) Hmmm.. Won 2 matches and lost 2 matches! Hai. Disappointed with 2. But nvm. Nxt week is gonna be busy one. Actually i should say this week, cause it just passed 12. Hahaha. There's loads of rehearsals this coming week,and things are gonna be hectic. It's around 6 weeks to Promos, and I hope i do well. Trying my best to follow my study schedule. Hope it works out! =-))
[I probably love you for what you are, and for everything that you're not!]
Mel
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Friday, August 19, 2005
*Dreams*--> Blah.Blah. Yeay! i know how to do SPA! Weeesss! =)) Hahaha, Council Today was Fun, partied and sang songs all e way! Wooohoo! Was quite sad cause my Dad was scolding me but i guess let's not touch into that, or i might just feel really sad! Neeways, Tmr is netball, good luck to everyone who are playing Inter House Games tomorrow! Chenjie and Lixin fer Badminton, Zq for Basketball, n Eunice fer Netball!! Wahahaha.
[Baby i'm amazed by you, Baby i love you and i'll never let you go..Thanks fer everything Babys!]
Melmel
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*Dreams*--> Mmmmms! Haven't blog for quite a while =) Stress these few days. Went bonkers just now! So stress over SPA exam! Wahaha. These few days also quite Fun! Council's singing song fer teachers' day! Its gonna be great! =)) Yesterday was HL's Investiture, quite casual but quite style. Not bad indeed. Jiayou! All the best girl. Congrats Ah! Today, reached school quite early, haha, know what happen? Those two naughty guys DAO me!!! Ah! Mean mean Mean Mean mean mean mean!!! Haha, okay, i was just kidding! I'm used to it! =x Ha, Painted the banner today for Teachers' Day, Quite cool~ Den we went to eat at Macs! Chenjie was teaching Yixin Maths. And me and zq were studying! Haa, want to thank them, fer their encouragement and support and fer teaching me! Was so stressed just now i didn't even want to Study! Ah!! Hahahaha. Net ball for PE today was fun. Goal Shooter is a difficult position to play LAH! *Nervous man* Wahahahaa! Hope Saturday can win! *Pray* Hope i do well for SPA tomorrow! And hope everything goes well fer me! Friends always with everyone i love!!
-Melmel
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Sunday, August 14, 2005
*Dreams*--> Happy Birthday to Mingjie and Dasen! =)) Smiles. 6th SC Rocks.
Before i go my Daze of Alcohols in Chemistry. I better start typing this. I'm so depressed now. I mean I've been doing work ever since i came home for lunch. First Project Work which really stressed me up and then a bit of council work and then Econs, Maths and then GP which till now i have not completed because my brain is soon going to explode. I'm really stressed out! Argh. Seem like i have endless stuff to do. I really pray that i'll do well for Promos man! I really really pray for that!! Seem like there is always no time to do so many things, even though i spend so little time for myself. JC life ain't as easy as it seemed. Just wish could talk to someone bout this. But i guess forget it lahz, who am i gonna talk to anyway? Everyone's so busy nowadays! Argh!!
Mel
-loves
*Dreams*--> Hmmm. Today i woke up and thought of you. Someone once told me that the person you think about most is the one you think of when you wake up early in the morning. And probably the person you think of most is the first person you feel like talking to and that in turn is the person you love the most. I woke this morning and thought about you. And guess what, i do love you! However, i cried. Cause i guess i'll never have the courage to face up to reality and tell you honestly how much you mean to me! =''( Tears, Sorrows and Cuts in the heart, thats what love can do to you! But why fall in love then?
-loves
Saturday, August 13, 2005
*Dreams*--> Diaoz. Bored. Thurs was Fun. Pub Co meeting. Yikes. It was so much fun! =)) I love Pub Co! And played Net Ball fer PE. I was goal shooter. Diao. Dotdot. On Friday was a bit of a slack Day! Assembly was weird when we had to write comment bout everyone in de class. Hahaha. Then ran a bit with Ying. Zq and Lixin ran too with Jie and Jensen. Dot. We played Volley. So fun.. Obviously. I practiced my shooting fer Net Ball. Kiasu right? Ha. Went home at 10...after a whole night of hyper fun! =)) Mmmm.. Suddenly thought of my studies. I'm so freaking worried Lah! My Gosh! Pray fer me will yah!! Neeways, cant imagine how A's would be. Wish Jason, Jennyang, Guirong, Jennifer and 5th councillors all e best fer their A's alright? Jiayou! Kinda miss chatting with Jason a bit. He's a gr8 friend of mine! =)) Guess we're all rather busy now, but hopefully can catch up soon bah. All the best for your A's k peeps!
Kk..got loads of stuff to do. Project Working. Wish Melvin a Happy Belated birthday fer Ytd. And to my beloved Xiao Yan! Hao Peng You always! Happy 17th Birthday, sweet lil' girlz!
Neeways, Chiaoz! Loads of Love, Melz =))
-loves
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
*Dreams*--> Yesterday was sooo fun! Me and Yixin on stage pulling party poppers. So paiseh! Ma lu! Haha heard S09 cheered for me! Haha. Oooo i love S09. =)) Haha. Class outing Rocks. Sakae Sushi. dots. We had a competition which table could eat the most! Haha. Ying can reli eat! She's so cute..nice! Love her! =)) Love my Class! I think Council Rocks too. Love my commitee! =)) Yup! Was wearing Council Shirt Yesterday! It's really great!
Hmmm.. today was boring. Slept in e afternoon. Feeling kinda sick still. Tmr studying at home! Hope everything goes well. I'm worried for my Promos. So intending to study in school. Alot. Because My results really sucks. I'm so worried. Feel like crying. Wish there is someone i can confide in regarding this. But i'm really scared i will retain.
In a moment, i'm going to sleep. And guess i'll dream.. dream about...you!
Melmel
-loves
Sunday, August 07, 2005
*Dreams*-->Life ain't so perfect as it seems. Life is filled with Ups and Downs.
[Suddenly miss ya so badly yesterday! What's wrong with me? I missed ya so much i cried. And i chose that everytime I'm down, I happen to need you badly. Guess it's already a habit fer me. Is tat bad? Don't know. You're the one i know that would seriously do anything just to make me happy.]
Mmmm. National Day's in 2 days. And der is a celebration in school tomorrow. Suppose to be at the back doing a sing-along tomorrow! So paiseh! =x Hahahahaha.
[I didn't chose to give up. U did]
Melmel
-loves
Saturday, August 06, 2005
*Dreams*--> Blah. I was Sad yesterday! Argh, whywhy. Thursday i was pissed. Haha. Ap right? not apgp..but Attitude Prob right? Dunno. Mmm. Nvm. not gonna let anything spoil my happy mood today! =)) Smiles.
[Lian Ren Wei Man] Melmel
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Thursday, August 04, 2005
*Dreams*--> Hmmmm Stress Stress. Man. I think i've been really attitude! Mmmm. Don't know why! Maybe irritated with stuff and all! =)) Studied with Lynn and Mel on Tues. And with Lixin, Yinghuey, Zq and Chenjie yesterday! Funfun! Thanks guys for teaching me! =) Got my results today!....Maths..A...Chem F...Econs...O...GP....C..Chinese...D... So Sad! I'm really going to cry! Argh! Tomorrow's Friday already and there is gonna be a long long long weekend ahead cause of National Day! Happy Birthday Singapore! =) Smilies. Hehehe!! Blah Blah!
[Guess its all coming back to me now. Hughug]
Melmel
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Tuesday, August 02, 2005
*Dreams*--> Dotdot. stress stress. studied in school till late. Chemistry. Stress marn. Mmmm. Actually school's kinda fun today! Had fun studying with Lynnie and Char char! Love 'em! =) Smiles. Hahaa. Neewayz, today waz a short day. However, a SIAN day! =x
[I love my friends. Never wanna lose any of em.]
[Something tells me yer bothered with something. Hope you'll take care!] Smiles
Melmel
-loves
Monday, August 01, 2005
*Dreams*--> "Everything passes away, but i wish i could remember my love forever"....watched a moment to remember Again! Gosh. This show, i really teared alot, my jiemei say im a "siao cha bor". Seriously, it's the most touching show i have ever seen. I guess Alzheimer's disease is something i never want to die from. I love the show! Hees =))
After watching the show, thought about certain things. [ I miss ya. I miss ya. I miss ya. I miss the memories ] * I pray that no matter what you'll be happy!*
Studied abit today! Smiles =))
[1 year 7 months] Melmel...
