Wednesday, April 27, 2005
*Dreams*--> monday was a killer, found out my votes wasn't enuff. Devastation. But it was really unfair to me! Hees. Anyway, i'm still an Elect thanks to the following: Mr Kwek, Mr Lok, Jennyang, ManJun, Mrs Menon, Mr Jason Ng. Thanks! Well. though it was quite a heavy blow, i recovered from it, thanks to my friends some i rather nt mention, others like Jennifer, Guirong, Felicia, Hema and Jieshi. so grateful for your encouragements !!! I'm starting to enjoy council, looking forward to the elects camp this Friday. yeah, my only fear would be the politics in the Council. Would peeps bitch around about me? I've gotta be on my guard at all times, JieShi is someone i know would be there for me, my WOMAN! She rocks, and so looking forward to the Elects Camp with her in it. =) Hehee.. THANK GOD!! for all these, these peeps are really angels from GOD! Last but not least, Alvin's my complement, for no particular reason, he's a great soul, great friend, my BOSS..Hugang..Haha..yeah.. Kk... Hope politics in council won't go out of hand! *pray* Thank GOD for everything. I feel so blessed. And Mr Tay Rocks too. He's ever so funny! Hahaha!! =) -Melmel
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Friday, April 22, 2005
that what you are to me.. an angel sent from GOD above. I love GOD leh,, one of the reasons is because he created you! 
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*Dreams*--> Thinking and thinking, been a long time. Yet my heart has never wavered. Still holding on loving you. I'm not falling or anything, don't get me wrong, i'm not struggling to hold on, but in fact, i love each day loving you. Finally, i know how it is to love someone. It's not something you should struggle about, it's something you love doing. Yeah, it may hurt sometimes when situations don't reach a desired outcome, but hey, things can't be as perfect as you want them to be can it? Well, i love loving you and not forgetting, i love you. I don't have to be with you, as long as you're happy, i'm happy. When you're sad, i'll be there to share your sorrow, when things just go wrong, fret not for i'll share ur burden. I just appreciate and love you for the person you are, not the person you ought to be. But at times, it just feels weird when you're not around, because i love the times when i'm with you, just enjoying ourselves. It feels weird, cause you're someone that i can never be and so it feels like you're the missing part of my puzzle world. the one i've been looking for and the one the that complete me! i know i must have said this a thousand billion times, but though we're not together, i really appreciate those sweet memories..
Dedicated to..you yeah you... hehe.. "crappy"
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*Dreams*--> Today is the start to a weekend! Can't imagine how fast college life is man. Hmm.. today was a short day. finished school at 2+ instead of 3.30 because my econs teachers had to go somewhere so the relief teacher was so kind to let us off early! Hee! Yeah, went to town to meet hl and catched a movie, "guess who" by ashton kutcher, great show, funny and touching indeed! Mmm.. bumped into ma' pals, Elis darling, My shuai ge Gerald and Jus-si-tin.. Justin! Hehe, kinda happy that i can finally de-stress! After all the thinking and mind boiling things! Ah...college life is darn freaking stress! Dun't know why. but pretty texting. Monday.. the start of a new week, also the day i find out how my college life would END UP, if i would get in council that is.
Reminiscing...i love you
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Thursday, April 21, 2005
*Dreams*--> Ouch baby, today has been such a hectic and not to mention-irritating day! I mean yeah, PE is a killer, my leg is killing me now. My dad was intending to bring the family to Bintan tomorrow, that's why i was so busy getting permission from Mrs. Menon and all. She was alright with everything but the worst thing is, we're not going anymore. My dad can be irresponsible ya know, my brother specially cleared his leave from the army to go on this trip. He was so pissed off. Today was an okay day in school except for the busy part. Today to my horror, found out horrible things bout one of the elects from council. Quite shocking Ah! Hmmm.. PE sucked, but my friend Huixian made it extra fulfilling. She my PE buddy.. aka SLACKERS! Haha.. btw, Serene loves me so much.. i think! Haha.. Ha I love her too!! Hehee! Jking. She's my friend aka classmate! 05s09 is rather Happening! Like it there. To be or not to be that is the question. Monday is the result is i get in the council...Hope i do!!! =) Kk... enuff for now..
*I love you..always..reminiscing...*
*bleh...Melz
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Wednesday, April 20, 2005
*Dreams*--> 10 things Melissa can just go CRAZY about
1. -you- ( everything about this makes me smile )
2. Christopher Michael Lee ( he rocks LAH! )
3. Butterflies ( will just smile endlessly looking at them lor! )
4. Doing tons of maths sums when the questions are so similar ( drive me MAD! )
5. Chem lessons which i don't understand a thing ( overly stressed Mel )
6. Felicia ( She makes me laugh my hat off )
7. PJC Orientation ( Let's go loud = going absolutely out of oneself)
8. Stress ( yeah, will go bonkers.. so don't mess with me when i'm stressed )
9. My mum's nagging ( i hate it! )
10. When i myself is not sure what i'm doing
-blehz-
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*Dreams*--> Jc life is fast man. It's been like a month since i've been studying in PJC. Some way or another, i love pjc. In a way, that im so blessed to get in science and come to pjc. that's why i really hope to do well. Today's election day. Big big big day for all the council nominees. we've been through alot,...interviews, briefings, question n answer sessions. These are things that we don't usually experience in my daily life. well, regardless of how much i wan2 go in, i guess the experience have nurtured me in many ways, made me "Mature"? eh? maybe i think really too much. The voting system is so cool! Hehe, saw my friends clicking my name! yay! thank ya'll peeps! Hees.
I've been thinking so much today. Don't noe if im having moodswings and all but i'm just really stressed and all. Yeah, and the cough is killing me plus the stupid flu i have! Hmmm.. tutorials are not a load, but revision is. Catching up for class is hard, catching up for 1st 3 months is even worst! -Visualising the worst state possible- and yah, not to mention that preliminary project, what's that all about man?? my ideas range from deserts to wind and to puberty LAH! Ah, handed up my draft PI. But i guess that won't be taken so much into account, but the stress level of thinking about it and yah,the submission date,is killing me! =(
Yeah back to the part where i was thinking alot today. thinking how my life has changed this two years, sec 3 days when yeah, i seriously HATED to study and seriously just didn't GIVE A DARN about this thing i called my life. My life.. AHHH...sad case.. nah, my life rocks! Hmmm.. through these years, there are many people who walk into my life and fill it with colour. these wonderful individuals are people whom i really appreciate close to my heart, my friends! Ha, those that taught me that i have to plan for my life, it's my life and it can only lie in my hands and no one others'! I've learnt to appreciate and enjoy life to the fullest, living it and just..enjoying the small details not the big ones. Small details are the sweetest. No matter what, i thank ya'll for teaching me these things, you guys really mean alot to me! You know without ya'll my life would just turn out a disaster, you guys saved me..aw..my HEROES!! Hahaha.
Still..i'm sad, i feel as if i lost one of my friends, it's not as if we don't talk, it's not as if we both are angry with each other, you'll still be close to my heart always, it's just that you may be occupied doing this and i may be occupied doing that, life doesn't seem so perfect without you in my life! Don't want the years of friendship to go down that drain of forgetful pastings. Don't wan2 lose you! - Don't want to lose contact with any of my friends - I love you guys!
Reminiscence of the past....when i used to be the happiest girl in the world, with you by my side, was not afraid of anything, you were always there to be there for me, through thick and thin, protecting me from danger, sheltering me from fear, i felt as if i was a princess! -Thank you, thanks thanks thanks!!-It's been a long road, i will never forget you...memories last a lifetime, and i hope things will get better as time passes.
I love ...PJC...Rekindling the wonderful memories in the past, looking forward to future aspects of life...you..."I can't promise forever but i can promise you as long you wan me to..and as long as...i believe in you"
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Monday, April 18, 2005
.*Dreams*--> In the midst of my mugging, i came here to write an entry to help me de-stress! Been such a stressful day! The stress level is intensifying. Today was the most painful day, i had econs lecture for one and a half hrs and tutorial, maths tutorial for one and a half hours, gp tutorial for oneand a half hrs, chinese tutorial for one and a half hrs and chemistry tutorial. Ah not forgetting the cramp breaks in the morning. My class practically starved for 4 hrs. That sucks! Ah. I went bonkers in trying to figure out Chemistry today. Peeps gave me the "Do i know you, Melissa?" Look... i practically laughed at anything that came to me. Over stress. Bit of laughing helped me to de-stress. Lol. Neways, tutorials are piling up and i have yet to catch up for 1st 3 months Chem and Econs work. Maths is still alright. Able to cope in econs but Chem is still a killer. I really love chemistry, don't get me wrong, i really do. Well i guess i have got to put extra effort nowadays. Sleeping late, hais... Stress Ah..Sialah...Stress Siah!! Hahaha... LAMES!! Neways.. Election day is on Weds, Hais.. Hope i get in council. That way i wouldnt have to go Volleyball and i know i'll enjoy and i'm able to contribute to the council positively. Hai. alright, gtg... Continue to mug liao.. -Mel...
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Sunday, April 17, 2005
I love acting retarded-! Weee!
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202 Family During Prom...when the ugly turn to swan...haha kidding-!
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Me and my bestest friend.... I love you!!! Hehehe!! Muacks! *bleh*
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Me and Zhi weiwei... I love her!! But joseph took her away from Me!! ="( Hahahaha!
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Chenjie's my good friend..but why do i just love to hit him!? *bish*
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Friends always!! Hehes!! Smiles ...Taken on Graduation Day!
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202 Family Picture..taken on Graduation Day 2004.. Miss Queensway!! =)
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my Sistas --> Xiao yan and Henglian ... and i love them so...but where's yuan ching?
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*Dreams*--> *bored* adding more photos..!!
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Me and my MI Pals...Coreen, Charmaine, Flea, Dor, Andrea
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*Dreams*--> I think i'm in love...
Love is the sweetest emotion
That springs in my heart
Love is like that tender kiss
You gave me at the start
Love is to see that special smile,
Appear on your face
Love is like a bouquet
With it's trimming and lace
Love is like sunshine
Strong and true,
Love is all that,
I feel so deeply for you
-loves
*Dreams*--> When i woke up this morning, i thought of images of the times i was planning the prom 2003 and 2004. and memories flashed back...sweet memories. I miss my busy lifestyle of studying for O levels and planning the prom. Well, i was rather busy and easily agitated at that time. But i do miss the agitated old me! Hehe...yeah..planning prom 2003 was great fun! First prom of Qss yah know? Organised by the prestigious E Club! Weee!! Haha yeah.. I miss those times...
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Saturday, April 16, 2005
*Dreams*--> Went to queensway's speech day yesterday! Great days in Qss...saw my batch of friends wearing different uniforms..made me realize time flies so fast...Shuying and Huimin was wearing SAJC uniform..Colin wearing ACJC uniform...Junkai wearing NYJC uniform...Fiona and Naseema wearing JJ uniform..me wearing PJC uniform...HL and everyone.. other peeps wearing tie and suits in collecting their prizes! It's such a memory watching everyone growing up to be adults! Going jc..some going poly..touching scene. Hmmm...I miss QSS. Almost cried yesterday. Saw Mr Lee! Haha.. he shaked my hand and congratulated me..! Hehe! He's was a great principal! Walked around the school..vividly remember every moment spent. E Club. Haha..used to be so "Da Pai" in doing all the planning and everything in school. The teachers that mean alot to me..Ms Annie Tan, Mr Wong, Mr Chai, Mr Gary Tan, Ms Soon...These teacher really touch my heart with every effort they have put in for me.. Very happy to leave the school with these memories and everything. I miss all my friends and everything and its rather sad that those days passed so fast. Remember those funny things in 404.. used to crack jokes and eat in class just to distress...Haha our class was like having buffet. Takeaway food here and there...and our class's favourite desert...Ice Jelly! Hahaha! I love everything la. Life in PJC rules too! Hehe!!! Hope i get in council..volley is really..exhausting.. and i have passion in organising! It's so fun! =) Smiles =) -Melmel
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Thursday, April 14, 2005
*Dreams*--> Hehe.. double promotion! they promoted me twice on tuesday! And now i'm in curie. kinda broke the news to the whole SCHOOL! Haha. shocker man. Then suddenly i got congrats from everyone in the SCHOOL! Hehe. thanks thanks! Yeah.. school rocks man.. know alot of peeps suddenly. Yesterday was the question and answer for the nominees. Curie and Fleming house peeps combined, ha.. Alvin and me were complements of each other lah! Yeah.. you know complements? Tennis Racket and Tennis balls? Yeah.. Economics!! Hahaha.. Anyways, it was definately fun! Enjoy school so much now cause of the people... and yeah the nominees of council! =) They rocks! Neways..got to go.. my leg is killing...volleybal trainin. ha.. Yeah. PJC rocks -Mel
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Monday, April 11, 2005
*Dreams*--> Yeah baby. Council is so fun! Know quite alot of people...Chenjie, Lixin,Celestine,Alvin,Yixin...Cheryl..Priscilla...Haha..I know that's not alot! But yeah.. they are really nice. For bellini peeps, don't see them much as competitors but as friends. Hopefully everyone gets in! =) And Chris replied me! Hehehe.. Overjoyed day!!
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*Dreams*--> Its the best day of my life! And my busiest week ever! Hmmm..I got into Science stream! Thank You God! Its been such a blessing! I feel so blessed and touched! And obviously surprised. Been busy running for council. Rather stressed =) Hope fully can get in! I'm so happy cause I don't have to think of the option about going overseas until the end of my two years in JC! =) I have always loved PJC and i feek so blessed and overjoyed that i can definately stay there for the next 1 and 1/2 years! Hehe! Being in the council will make my life in JC better. Learning more coping more and more FUN! =) Hehe. have to go liao.. Tuition.. But i'm just so happy! =) -Melmel
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Friday, April 08, 2005
*Dreams*--> I got through Council interview! Wee! Yay!
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Wednesday, April 06, 2005
*Dreams*--> went for council interview. guess who interviewed me? Jennyang!! Haiz.. so sway lah! Haha.. just kidding! Hahaa.. the interview was so funny!! Kekeke!! Haha. Hope i can get in council... don't wan2 go to australia! =( -Melz
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Tuesday, April 05, 2005
*Dreams*--> i could vividly turn back time and remember that i used to be the happiest girl in the world. But i'll leave things for now. Will leave it for now!! Don't wan2 lose you... don't wan2 lose all of you...dose precious memories i treasure.. those wonderful times...will keep them in my memories...i love all of you dearly...!!
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Monday, April 04, 2005
*Dreams*--> weird.. weird...weird-! but i shall live with it. Weird day!! =) I shall not dwell much longer in that. I wrote my council nomination form today! So buay hiao bai-! Hehehe but nevermind. I want to get in! =) Smiles.
My decision to aust may just be finalised. Need to settle loads of things, like NUS, and finding a college and everything. But i may just stay in PJC. My friends are like more concern bout my future than I am! It's scary. Most of them encourage me to go. I may just go... and stuff. They care so much bout me. I love my friends!! =) Hees. Well.. Singapore is home. I can always come back often right? To ma' friends, thanks for all the care and concern. You guys just rock!!
05A06 rocks! Haha.. cool peeps inside. Peeps that are ever so fun to hang out with. Even if i do go, i hope my stay in PJC will be a memorable one. Hope i get in student council. Hope i get in!!! Hehee. Yeah... kk.. Life still goes on.there's loads of lectures tomorrow. Sian 1/2 lah! Ha, anyway..PJC rocks!And..I love the college song!
The College Song
Here i stand
The dawning of a brand new day
As i look to the way ahead
My heart burns the fire of learning
And it shines everywhere i go
Ever fading and ever yeaning
While I live, I learn and grow
I will seek and explore
Open each and every door
Always caring and Faithful and True
To be a guiding light
Set my future shining bright
For my college and for nation too
I am a true pioneer
Crossing every new frontier
With conviction I take every turn
This passion I will hold
So that everyone may know
I believe, while I live, I learn
Yeay! Love it. And will always do!! -Mel
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Sunday, April 03, 2005
*Dreams*--> Aust may be a good place. But im am still left undecided. I am staying at PJC Arts for now, still undecided, time is limited and I'll make a decision fast. Even if my decision is to go, i'm still sticking in pjc arts for the next few months. So no matter what happens, please pray. I don't want to go somewhere unhappy, alone and aimless. when i was younger, i was scared that i would lose my friends, but now, they are supportive of me pursuing my dreams, i have narrowed down and considered my choices of going to Aust. is because its so freaking near, the internet has brought communication to a much more convenient level. MSN is always around and phones have been around for ages. The thing is, im still afraid i would not be able to adjust. I could always come back every few months. I'll still miss my friends definately! They complete me!! Not forgetting my special someone... oooo.... I'll miss u loads.. and still always love ya loads too!! =) Mel's still at her mental confusion. Argh..and so i guess the thinking goes on...
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Friday, April 01, 2005
*Dreams*--> I didnt get in. And i'm sad... and lonely..and Aimless. and just can't really take it anymore!!! -Mel
