Wednesday, March 23, 2005
*Dreams*--> My life is in a whirl. I really hope things work out. I can never live another day not knowing the outcome. Can you help me? Please.I really don't know what to do. I can't stop thinking about it. I really really need it!!
-loves
*Dreams*--> Its so hard for me to say it, its coming from my heart, it's been a long time coming but it fell apart, I really want to work this out. I got into Pioneer Arts. But i really wanto do science, the result of my appeal will only come out on Monday. GOD, please help me! I thank GOD for letting me in PJC. I love PJC. But I need to get in Science, the more I am in the school the more I love it. I do not wish to leave. I want to do Science..So please please please. I'm desperate for it. I really am! I really want to pursue my dreams, if I don't, I might not even live. Please GOD! Please!!! Please...
-loves
Sunday, March 20, 2005
*Dreams*--> hmmm. today kindafun. bought my new comp. finally a dell notebook!hehe. Anyway, went to east coast. So FUN!!! Really had great fun!.. Was kinda sad from the start but thats okay la! Hmmm. came home around 10 plus. Really fun to have seen everyone after we grad! Heee.. Love Queensway. School's starting on Weds. Really hope get in PJ!! =)
-loves
*Dreams*--> finally i solved my blog. ah. what a relief. I wish i could go to Pj. hopefully. may everyone on planet earth pray for me! I might just kill myself if i don't get in!
-loves
Saturday, March 19, 2005
*Dreams*--> Jennyang's birthday today. Happy 18th birthday to him!!...=) Came home from dinner. Missed the high on life thing on tv, *sad*. Wanted so badly to see Chris. But i saw the ending part, so it wasn't too bad. Was sad mostly the whole day and went home was quite happy to catch a glimpse of Chris. Then i was pissed. Jason told me the JAE results are coming out on 22 March. instead of 23rd! I was like stunned? Den Junkai said the web site stated school starts on Weds. Ahhh.. Scared La. Fear for the worst! What if PJ don't accept me? That would be the worst day of my life. I'm going to be suicidal. Ahhhh.. I shall not think so much about it. My maid said she saw jason on high on life on tv. weird! haha.. anyway... im really nervous and scared. pray for me alright?!! Please Please Please!!!!
-loves
Friday, March 18, 2005
*Dreams*--> WTF lah. She shouldn't try to control everything. That's just invasion of privacy. WTF. *pissed*. Anyway, I guess its none of my freaking business. It may affect me too but..hope not..*Pray*...Please.I really hope not!
Yeah. Okay. Don't ask me what i just typed in the previous paragraph. I just don't wish to think about it. It's none of my business anyway. Going out. cya guys. Bye!
-loves
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
*Dreams*--> Went to Kushin Bo today. the food was great but I was soo soo sick LAH! Hmm. went to Sim Lim after that, Saw Jason! Didn't notice him till he said hi to me. Ha. WEIRD! Yeah. Hmmm.. he's my goodie goodie friend. Ah.. I'm really sick. Made my decision buying a FUJITSU! Made my decision! Hahahaa-! =) Yah- anyways. See you!
-loves
*Dreams*--> Yeh.. remember me saying dinner is gonna be weird? It wasn't. Instead it was fun filled to the end! Haha.Yeh.. This guy so cute, look like Korean/Japanese. And he's so nice to laugh with and talk with-! Shouldn't give anymore infomation who it is. *zip* Anyway, the food in the Japo restaurant was really good! The stupid thing is we were squeezed in the lift with a travelling lot of China People. Imagine? They made the lift over-load! Gosh. No common sense, nonsensical.. me sqish in there for lyk the few mins was the worst LAH! Anyways, going Kushi Bo to eat later for Lunch! Bong Bong 123 we are Kushi Bo. Okay I shall not make unnessary comments of their LAME song! Yeah.. then i wan2 go to Funan so i can finally choose the model of my computer and persuade my daddy to buy it for me. He's agreed alil but not totally. Yeah. Wel, chiao. gonna take a shower! Argh! -Melz
-loves
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
*Dreams*--> Yeh. Hi haven't taken a shower yet cause i was thinking about something. Ha. Well.. I just feel lyk writing this so bear with me for a while. I'm going to yak alot. Haha
One of the few I can trust, so use to him making decisions for me. I will always ask his advice before making any decisions that are my life's priority. For example, buying something expensive, which school to go. It seems this period of time, he's the one that I always count on. Whenever I'm sad or down, the first person i feel like talking to is him. He's the only person who can make me feel 100% alright and happy after a storm had passed. It just feels so weird if I don't have him around in my life. I would have no idea what my life would be like anymore if he wasn't here for me. I hide nothing from him and whenever i'm with him, i'm extremely happy and I feel at home. There's like nothing to hide and because we share the same interest, there's always something to talk between the two of us. Even if we don't talk, we understand each other's body language so well and so our body signs is a kind of communication for us. Don't understand why he's the only person who can make me feel this way. Even when we go out alone, we know it isn't really a date, but every moment seems so special. Every memory we have I treasure.. But...I'm not in love with him. I love him. He's my best friend. Someone I'm not in love with but someone that has taken part of my heart just being the best friend he is to me!
Yeah. My defination of my best friend! Someone that complete me. Can never imagine my life without my best friends in it! It's just something special in the heart! I love to stay on yaking but sorry! Need to go now.. I love my friends, my best friends and also.... my special "him". I love "him" for as long as i call it Eternity!
-Melz
-loves
*Dreams*--> chris1985lee@yahoo.com.sg --> Chris email address! Wahhaa! He just rocks! Will be supporting him all the wayz!!! =) Yehyeh, went for facial just now, gosh la, pain!!!! Ahh.. nevermind since i'm vain i'll just TAHAN for a while! Hehe. Anyway, yeah..some people very man sia! Lol. i'm starting to sound too singapore! Sing-lish LAH, can't blame me. I'm just overjoyed. Won't be at home today... going out for dinner with my family. That's just weird. Alrighties. I'm going to take a shower and enjoy the rest of Tuesday! Cya then! -Mel
-loves
Sunday, March 13, 2005
*Dreams*--> Yeah. Thinking about how hard i studied for my o levels. Was rather crazy. Bout what Junkai said during his speech. We would conference in the night to discuss O level Questions. Mental right? Lyk me and Junkai would go rather crazy just discussing about maths and other stuff. Studying @ Burger King @ Holland V every weekend without fail, studying @ Starbucks, my house! @ school during night study.. where Jason and Jennyang will come and help and deliver my oh-so-delicious dinner! I really miss those times.. that I would just focus on my studies. Everything else seemed nothing for the matter except E Club. For every second and Min of the day, i would always have something to do! Everything seemed planned out for every subject. From formulas to facts in geography. I really enjoyed the bonding memories i had with ma' pals during that time! Looking at my ever so messy happy House organiser. That every single day i had to finish what i've written. Seriously, I'm proud of ME!! Hahaa.. Yeahs.. I am..
I have these thoughts cause I was talking to Yongxin. She's studying for the O levels this year and everything just seems so fast and moving! Wahaha. Okay.
Had a rather rough day today with the issue of my parents again! Actually just my dad and brother! *BUGGER* Can't stand it..when they say i need to go the CJC just for networking. I mean what's that suppose to mean LAH! I'm ever so determined to go to PJC now. I'm really excited, never been ever. I can't wait for JC life.. It rocks I heard and it better! Haha! I hope I like PJC. Well.. I know I will and.. I'm following my heart and mind this time. This time, both are in agreeing on the same thing. PJC will benefit me and my Cousin Edric Agrees! I love my cousie cous of mine! He's ever so supportive of my decision. Really thank him for him support all this while!! Yeah! He's great! He's in SAJC! Haha..
Yeah.. I think my thoughts are cleared. Decision made. PJC it is. Yeah..
<3 forever! - Mel
-loves
Saturday, March 12, 2005
*Dreams*--> Friday! Heee. That was yesterday! Had a blast. Went with ma' pals to Sakae Sushi! Yumyum! Haha.. Shopped at Heeren for a while! BORING La! Haha. After that went bowling at Marina Square! They had this Oh-so-Awesome restaurant named Centre Stage @ e new Marina Square! So in love with it. Hope i can eat there soon!Hmmm. then HL came over my place for dinner..! Blastiful Day! Yay! =x Today-Saturday! Kinda sick! There's more n more pimples on my face..ew! I know.. Vainpot right? I have a flu and headache man! Ew..Can't stand it -! Meeting Shaun later at 5 for a while then Flea n Zweiwei will come over for dinner! Entertaining? Ha.. yeah..except for the part that I'm so freaking SICK la! Anyway, I'm a PJcian Wanna-Be! Hehe.. Can't wait.. i really hope will get in PJC! Haha.. Heard Jason (SAS), Elson, Qiushi and Jess will be there too! Plus so many other tons of Queenswayans are going! Cool-! =) <3...Love...Mel
-loves
Thursday, March 10, 2005
*Dreams*--> Okay My bro's POP graduation was really good! Ha! Had a blast! I mean it made me think alot.. bout how fast i've grown up! Next year my friends like Jas and all have to go in and go through BMT like my brother. How weird is that, eh? Yeah... Same sentiments eh? Was suppose to go swimming today but Shan isnt free! Sian`! Kk.. Shaun's Back.. Finally! Kinda miss him.. Yeah.. he called me and we chatted alot just now! Feels great to have him back! Mmmm.. yeah.. Kk guys. BORED. gonna find something more constructive to do! -Melz...
-loves
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
*Dreams*--> Sometimes though you hate someone so much, you still do miss them.. Ha..this sentance is kind of a heart breaking one. The greatest thing in all the world is to just to love and to be loved in return. Touching? Hmmm. it's from Moulin Rouge! The show itself is rather interesting and yes! it's all about lovey dovey stuff! Well.. u can't deny they created a great show about love! Hee.. Sometimes these love stories make you reflect on your love life too much and they just make u ponder! How i wish..Dot dots! Haha.. Watch Hitch on Monday, watched it for the 2nd time, watched it last week as well! But nonetheless i still love and enjoy watching the show! Full of humour and passion and mostly LOVE!
It's early in the morning at 11 plus now. After eating breakfast, just finish chatting with my bro, while i'm listening to the radio..Perfect 10.. wondering what a boring day it will be!Going to tekong as my bro is passing out from BMT today! Hmmm.. so proud of him! He has become a man! Hahaha.. R-E-S-P-E-C-T!
Ahh.. My bro just message me.. Crazy Sh*t! Haa.. say my Msn nick is unappropriate! Haa.. Crazy!! Silly boy! Ha.. Nth. I'm not angry la.. Just think its a bit funny!
By the way I hate pretentious people. Man.. some people i know are so hypocritical. Cons was right, can't really trust anyone from there.. some peeps are just..hypocrites! Ahh..Don't ask me about it..Please!! Ha.. I don't give a damn if u don't lyk me..just stop being some pretentious hypocritcal sh*t! Hmmm.Well..I guess we're even, but at least i didn't mention names.. U know who u are! Mmm. found out yesterday.. thanks to geraldine! Mmm. i'm alright.. feeling much more comfy typing this!
Oh well this is getting really boring just typing at my computer screen so i'm going off. Maybe laters! Oh yeh! I found this fabulous song by Jay Chou! It's so fab! An Jing and.. Jie Kou. I'm sure i mentioned An Jing here before..But not Jie Kou Bah! Haa.. -Melz- bleahz- I'll keep hanging on, not letting go-yeh! Love ya'll! Hm.. Not forgetting I love you for Eternity! =)
-loves
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
*Dreams*--> I'm so looking forward to school in PJ! Because... like i just found out loads of peeps i know is going there! Heees Hahaha.. Sooo looking forward! Heees. Hopefully i can go there. hopefully everything i hope for will come true! Life rules! =) Hahaha =) yeh!
-loves
*Dreams*--> hmmm. sian.. i love PJ so much! hahaha
-loves
Sunday, March 06, 2005
*Dreams*--> There's an inner self in everyone that no one knows about, unfortunately it's linked to ur heart. Its the one where you feel lyk you're doing the right thing. But who even knows if you're doing the right thing? Hmmm.. in my case, everytime my heart tells me to do something I just go the other way. My mind is over heart. I doubt its correct. Sometimes maybe that inner self does help..but i chose not to listen to it. Probably, I should start too!!
Everytime - Britney Spears
Notice me, take my hand
Why are we strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me
Everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you, baby
I make believe that you are here
It's the only way I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy
And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby
I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song's my sorry
At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away
And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby
Well..I guess I need you..Baby!!
-loves
Sorry..with all my heart-! 
-loves
Saturday, March 05, 2005
*Dreams*--> Hehe. btw my dad's okay with me going PJ! I'm so happy! Lalala. Over the mood! Yay!!!
-loves
*Dreams*--> Hehe! I saw ChrisyPoo on TV!! So in love with him! He's really nice to the kids and all! So sweet. Was in kids central! Haha.. He's such a darling!! Love him! =) Went to eat in this french restaurant for dinner! Yumyum!! =)
-loves
*Dreams*--> I dont understand..heart break...i dun understand..but...fine..-`!
-loves
*Dreams*--> Mmmm.. early in the morning.. at 10...what should be the most exciting thing for today? NOTHING! Haha..Saturday!? Boring. To me everyday seems like a Saturday! Thats mainly because I have no school. Not that I don't have school but because I crash schools and I just hate MI! MI is the worst place i can be. Yeh, the peeps are nice and all..Hais..To people from MI, will not forget you! Haha.. Jiayou in everything ya do yeh? -I believe Life is too short to be wasted on Sad moment..I should remember the past memories yeah? Those Till now i cannot forget. For u are in it! But still those were the wonderful memories in my life! I love you for Eternity! Hees! -Blah. Boring Man.. Thinkin about what to do today. Can a saturday be anymore boring? Yea. There's lessons later alright. Looking forward to that but I still want to have an enjoyable day. My parents aren't supportive of me going to PJ! I just pray that they would respect my decision! I want to go there and I really want nothing to stop me! Hmmm.. My heart's in PJ! Mind is in PJ! PJC here i come! =) Hee! Love PJ-! Smiles! Will never forgive myself if i don't go there. So. here it is.. I'm declaring i must go PJ or die! Whahaha! Alrighties.. I'm going to slack.. Blahs....-Melz
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go..and If i have too boy i think that you should know
All the love we made, can never be erased and I promise you that you will never be replaced!
-loves
Friday, March 04, 2005
*Dreams*--> bleahz! Hmmm.. i'm bored.. why is my family so in control! Argh! They want me to listen to them on this! No way!!! Haiz.. Checked Out blogskins just now-! Nice! The one i like is in blue.. i want pink! Pink- the way of life! Hai.. This is 2nd choice. seems like many seem to have it since there are like 600 people who have downloaded it! But at least i personalised it yeh?
-loves
*Dreams*--> Hmmm...argued with my whole Family because they want me to go to Catholic instead of Pioneer! I don't want to! Argh!! I really hope my dad accepts my explanation on Sunday! =) *Pray* Hmmm.. I'm just happy i got 17 and im eligible for JC! Hmmm...My heart's in PJ! I really hope i will go there-! Hmm.. I'm an expert crasher.. Did i tell you guys? Haha.. Therefore....
Crashing JC for 1st 3 months for DumbDumbs...
1.Don't ever be late!
2.Make sure you know where's the lecture and what lecture it is
3.Hide in the toilet during assembly, an isolated toilet if possible
4.If teachers question you why you don't have notes during lecture, just say you want to know more about the subject and that you're actually not suppose to be in the lecture.
5.Have fun and enjoy yourself!
Haha.. Follow this and you probably won't go wrong! =) Anyway..Hmmm. I'm bored.. Ahhh! I miss someone! Someone i'll love always! I promise..I love you till as long as i call it eternity! Wahahaha!!
-Melz... Just being retarded, don't mind me!
-loves
*Dreams*--> Hmmm.. I can register!! Haha! I'm So happy!! PJ Science, PJ Arts, Catholic Science, Jurong Science, Innova Science, Serangoon Science...Hehehe!!
-loves
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
*Dreams*--> Yay! I got 17 for L1R5... Yeahs!! I'm lovin` it. Had dinner with Jason & Hl..! So Fun! Haha.. Just cause maybe we're so Crappy! Hehehe!! =x
