Thursday, January 27, 2005
*Dreams*--> I really miss you...
-loves
Monday, January 24, 2005
*Dreams*--> Depression......I loved and lost....today is a terrible terrible day...I really love someone..with all my heart... Skipped school today.. you never wanto know whatever the reason. But hey, who really cares right anot? 3 mths Sh*t thing..I rather don't give a damn la.. Lalala.. Okay..Make the best out of the worst.. words from a wise man!! ... =x May tml be a better day.. A Day for all of us!
-loves
Sunday, January 23, 2005
*Dreams*--> Hmmm.. My Class 05sg is not so bad after all! Haha.. Hehee.. It Rocks. Been the 3rd week in MI! Wow.. Didnt know i could go thru it for such a long time! Going to PJ on monday! Expecting it to be a fun day! Mmmm..seeing Jas on Mon..Haven't seen him in 1 1/2 months! So... yeah..he's still my utterly great friend full of cold Jokes! Haha.. Shhh.. Nvm.. Hais... My Bro came back from BMT.. Sick like hell! Hmmm. Everyone's so sick lately.. On Tues night i went to e Hospital due to Food poisoning.. Well. blame me for being such a pig eater at times. But nonetheless, i'm fine now so need not worry pple. Hmm. My big bro just came back from HK.. Haha. He bought me a Dior Wallet! Yay! Pink! Weee! Dior in Pink is so.. "totally". Okay. I'm starting to sound bimbo -tic. Hmmm. Did i tell u guys..I bought Taufik's CD the 2nd day it came out.. It's so freaking! Wow!! hehe.. Love it especially e song "One Last", it rocks and i declare it one of my Favs. Taufik's Vocal teacher's name is Babes.. She like my mum's friend since dunno when. Hah.. n yah, Babes knows Chris too.. Babes is gonna teach me Vocal lessons next week. Hahah!! Yay! haha.. finally something that suits my interest singing! Singing is so wonderful that can just cheer me up.. Something i have passion for. Hehe.. O great..I'll stop yaking like some freaking lil innocent girl. One more thing..i used to have bushy eyebrows.. now they'll all removed!As in become thinner la.. Haha.. dunno nicer nots!! =x But what's the pt regretting eh? Actually im not regretting, i actually like it. Okok. Mel shall stop her crapiness now.. Laters she will continue.. See ya dudes! Bye!
Oh ya, one more thing.. Singapore won in Tiger Cup! I was in e national stadium! I got tic`s , great experience of e lifetime!! Singapore go! Ole! Ole` Ole`Ole`. Ole` Ole`!! Haha! Taufik was suppose to sing e National Anthem that day de.. But..due to some constraints, he couldn't! Miss a chance to see him.. Oh well.. lucky its not Chris.. Or i'l cry like hell man! I love Chris!! Chris Rocks!! =x Tata then!Will be uploading some pics.. but not so soon! So WAIT! haha.
-loves
Saturday, January 15, 2005
*Dreams*--> Hmmm.. 2 weeks in Millenia Institute.. Life's been fine, but not very enjoyable, school makes me depressed, i'm quite happy with the people there, my class rocks. Nonetheless, its quite alright for me. I'm intending to crash PJC for a few days. Maybe that will keep me better, yeah? But i can't wait for my O lvl results to come out! Its a hurdle that i passed and i put so much effort on it, i hope my hard work paid off. Today was kinda interesting.. hmmm.. "Sian" Haha.. Nah.. Well..I'm glad today..for something I didn't expect happened. Shhuush.. Lol. Kk.. I'm still forever loving you!
*Losing you has forced me to learn that we can't change the way we feel inside...the way i love you!*
"Baby i love you and i'll never let you go, but if i have to, boy i tell you, you should know, the love we made, can never be erased and i promise you that you will never be replaced"
-loves
Saturday, January 08, 2005
*Dreams*--> Og 23 Rockss! Okay..Though i don't lyk e school n all.. Like what i mentioned in my previous blogs.. But.. Og 23 Rocks!! Didn't expect us to be so close!! Hehehe! Kk.. Glad to have met my pals in Og 23...Doreen, Joshua, Gladys, Qiushi, Jess, Sarina, Sherie, ... There's More!! Hahaha.. They are so fun and funny!! Love 'em! N Sooo.. I hope my stay in a MI will be a memorable one! Ahah.. At least that's what Johan said! Johan Rocks Too..President of e Student Council eh! Lihaiz! Don't really know him that well though! ..I simply love complaining bout lectures to these peeps --> Joshua, Doreen, Qiushi..Simply cause they attend e same lectures as me..!! 3 of them are in e same Class as me too! Woohoo!! Haha.. Love to sms them during lectures when its so freaking boring! My Chem teacher Sucks Big time!! Hate my chem lesson with her. She really....Ugh! Can't stand it! =x Haha.. economics Rock!! Rock Rock Rock!!!! =x Og23 Rocks.. Millenia Institute Sucks! Sucks Sucks Big Time!! Wooo...
Thanks Pat for all e concern! Didn't reply u tat day cuz i was sleeping! But nonetheless, i appreciate the rest!! Thank you soo much dearie, keep in touch ya!
To Og 23, Thanks for e love peeps! I mean.. though e school's really bad, but hey, Life is so great there with you peeps!
To My Big bro Joel, Kor, who just went to Army Recruitment today, I love you..! Try your best, your dreams will come true, the family will be praying for you!
I suddenly Miss peeps from Queensway, I love QSS..QSS Rocks! Ahaha.. E Club does too!! E Club Exco 2004 Rocks..E Club made me get my lifelong friends which i want to have forever...Mr.Chai, Jason, Jennyang, Yuanching, Xiaoyan, HL, Thanks Guys..U know i love you guys and thanks for being there always for me! Whenever i need you..Whenever u need me, we'll be there together, alright?
-loves
Monday, January 03, 2005
*Dreams*--> I think i made a wrong choice in wantin to go to MI.. All i really wanted till now i realised was to get in to Pioneer.. Or any JC to the matter. MI is so.. I don't know how to explain. Not even worth it? The Discipline master is way cocky. He makes he's importance in the school very big for the matter and seems like we're the ones that are out to give him trouble. First 3 mths are mostly for peeps to enjoy themselves aren't they? Life.. Life is so sad. Life is like sad being there.. Orientation seems like a bore to me.. Friends seem more like a necessity more than a companion with how boring it is. Pioneer.. I always thought i didnt get accepted was kind of a blessing to prevent me from seeing the things i do not wish to see. But.. I'm jealous of all my friends from going there. Life doesnt seem right.. not going there. I could imagine how happy i may be there. With jas n everyone. At least i have faith in my orientation in PJ rather than MI knowing the Student Council Peeps. Knowing that no matter what i'll have a fun time. Today in MI made me appreciate how much my Sec School means to me.. I didnt take my Graduation for a big deal, I had a tear in my eye. Today...It wasnt a tear..But tons of buckets filled with them inside.Today's experience let me realise that.. sometimes you've got to appreciate the normality of life no matter how restless n bored you get of it. At least you are still happy having the normality. Not change..I'm not scared of change.. Just scared of losing the past with the present coming in hand.. Sms-ed my teachers today to tell them I really miss them. Yes i really do.. Life can't be so bad I thought..Until I felt so sad going to MI.. I definately don't intend to go there and don't advice anyone to. I wanto venture the challedges in others JCs. A Centralised Institute for me? Would be having a apple under the ground. Maybe i feel that at times when i'm in MI i want to be spontaneous. I want to live it to the fullest. But.. How can it be? When i don't feel it! Maybe because I don't feel in control, in Qss, i feel in control, proud of myself.. Confident and just not the way i am.. Confidence is the real me.. And being the real me is really difficult at this period of time. The Christopher Medicine didnt work for today.. Not even!! How can it be? I cried really badly. Is life really that freakin Bad?.. i Miss everyonee....
-loves
Sunday, January 02, 2005
*Dreams*--> i cant believe this!! Why he take pics with soo mani girls!! Flirt!! =x Im sooo freaking Jealous!! Ahhh!! Grrrr..!! I no i have no right to.. But.. I am!!! Ahhh... I love Chris!! =x *This was written out of jealousy and anger, no violence or killing of any sort*
-loves
*Dreams*--> Frens came over for dinner on the 31st. My mum was so into talking to them it was so funny! Due to the disasters in SEA, the nation's countdown was not televised. But still Chris gave his wishes.. He was sad too with what was happening to the world. At least i saw him. Ah! Its Jan 2 now. Happy New Year Everyone!! May 2005 be a better year for everyone!! Btw..I miss him.. A Year man! okay Im Crapping. Anyways. Schs reopening Soon ya~ Haiyo.. New School.. Mi? Hais.. Okie. Tata Peeps.Bye
