Wednesday, March 17, 2004
*Dreams*--> Its been a long long time! Really miss you! I mean when i always see you, makes me think that i don't miss you that much. Its like when i havent seen you for a very long time, i feel as if im going to die. Seeing you is like part and parcel of my life. If you aren't in my life, my life would be a total wreck. Yet sometimes i feel like you would only be someone that can be with me for only a short period of time. But no one really knows how much you mean to me. You're the only one who can save me from drowning? Shelter me from the rain, console me when im under a storm. Be with me when i wanna be alone. Sometimes you're just being a gentlemen, and when i think of it, it's kinda sweet. U know sometimes when you doing something? I feel like i need you to be around. Need you to compromise? Need you to smile at me? Need you to take care of my needs?? You're really amazing..
-loves
Thursday, March 11, 2004
*Dreams*-->
I love tis poem!!
To Me, this is the most romantic poem that a guy has ever written, and now i compliment that person, Mr Ryan sutter...
Here I am, not knowing where I stand
Here I am, looking for a place to land
My heart in the palm of her hand
A boy dying to be her man
Between tomorrow and yesterday
What I really want to say
Is that I'm falling for something about her
She is to me the rainbow through the rain
She is to me the laughter through the pain
Like sugar from the cane,
directly through my veins
She's living in my dreams
She's a vision, and it seems
That I'm falling for something about her
My life has been a ship sailing sea to sea
My life has been completely set free
Moments of ecstasy, all I could hope it to be
Now with her I'd like to share
To show her how much I care
'Cause I'm falling for something about her
I'd like to say I'll love her night and day
I'd like to say I'll never turn away
Forever, come what may
By her side I'll always stay
She's every star that's in the sky
Every glimmer in my eye
And I'm falling for something about her
-loves
*Dreams*--> Did you give up for me to be happy? Did you give up to make me get out from this confusion? How i wish that i knew. Giving up? Its because of me isit? Isn't it? Don't you find it heartbreaking that i'm heartbroken. I'm heartbroken nt cause we're nt together. But because you gave up on us and will never wanto come back. Why do i feel sometimes that you love me but you don't wanto admit it. And y do i feel that you would rather give me up to someone else than to be with me? Reflections of your love have come to wither, i thought i've done my best to recognised. I just wished that this flower of ours will never wither, and that your sun will never stop shining on our world. To me, you're the sunshine after the rain, the miracle i've been waiting for, the only cure from my sicknesses and the only love of my life....
-loves
*Dreams*--> Hais.. My resultz are nt veri good. But i was educated how to do proper management and stuff! Hopefully it works out! Hees. Mmm.. Holidays are cumin'~! Yay!
-loves
Monday, March 01, 2004
*Dreams*--> today saw my friends cuming back oh! Surprised Siah! Hmm.. speech was really tense! But anyways! I'm proud of them, for everything.. Really! Congratulations! Hmmm, the speech made me realise the importance of the O lvls n im really nervous bout it! But as theyays say! "FocCUS! FoCcUs!!" ha.. Well, i know no matter what they'll give me the support and encouragement! Did i mention they are really nice? they're so called "nice-nest" makes my heart melt! Awww! **Like tiramisu melting in your mouth" WwwWee! yummy! Well.. Today my friends keep emphasizing on the way my friend says "Siah Lah, Stress Siah" OoO, n everytime they say it or when i repeat it to myself, make me imagine the way it is suppose to be. And its realli a nice memorable one! HeeeSS! Thats one example when some things happen and some actions make you think so much of a sentance. like when i walk down the street that we both once walked, it reminds me so much of him, and the memories of that veri moment cums back to me. Romantica! lols! What a amazing memory does the mind keep,yah?
