its STRONGER than DEATH


Friday, December 26, 2003

*Dreams*--> Ha, didnt write any on Christmas day! Ha, anyways, On Christmas Eve went over my dad's place to eat dinner, it was alright. But before that, i had this big argue with my dad! Argh! Ha, but it was fine. Ha, then on the night before Xmas, my friends came over! Ha, didnt really do much! On Christmas day! One of e happiest days! Went to church at EARLI EARLI morning with friends, after that, we went for lunch and catch SCARY MOVIE 3 (gosh! its NC-16)! Ha, but who cares! It was the funniest show ever! Haz! Loved it! Todayz, going to Thailand! Would be back on Monday! God! Its a boring place! *Trust me!* But What to do, kena forced like that! =s Kkz! Going Off soon! Going to MisS all my friends especially!! *hehehe* k! Dun wanna add any detail to that! Well! Cyaz!

-loves

Wednesday, December 24, 2003

*Dreams*--> Today's Christmas Eve. I don't understand why I'm not in the Christmas mood at all. Ha, wished I was. Maybe some listening to carols will do the help. Ha...

-loves


*Dreams*--> Ha. Sorry didn't write yesterday's blogger. Yesterday slacked at home til 2 when i went to westmall to meet a good friend of mine to do some Christmas shopping. After that, came home settled some stuff with my family then went out again to meet Jason n Jennyang. Saw Adeline by the way. We went to Centrepoint to pick up some stuff. Then went to Suntec for dinner. Did some christmas shopping and met Genevieve. Jason and Jennyang went to catch Lord Of The Rings: The Return Of the King. And me and Gen caught Sound of Colours. Quite Kewl. Ha. After that, Jason's dad sent me home. Ha. Was home pretty late like?... 1? Ha. Yeah!

-loves

Monday, December 22, 2003

*Dreams*--> Today didnt really do much. Did my stupid a mathz exam. Was late for 10 mins. Argh! Hate that. Don't know why i have to study dat stupid subject. After that , i went out with my friends of mine. Shopped around Ochard Road for quite a while. (Bored Bored De) Ha. Wel, was boring. But since my bro's back means theres now a person to pick me up and be my chaffeur. Ha. Well, came home and slack till now. Well kinda tired, signing off..

-loves

Sunday, December 21, 2003

*Dreams*--> Ha, Woke up at 6.30 and sent my friends to the door. After that, i slept till 9.30 cause my brother kept pestering me. Did i tell you that my brother came back? Yeah, he's back for a holiday. He just came back this morning at 7. Ha, he reached home at 8.30 and kept pestering me to eat breakfast with me. Then, at 9.30 i finally woke up. We went for breakfast after my shower with my dad. We went to the famous Lei Garden. And ate dim sum like crazy! Ha, was wondering if they did sell dim sum in USA, well, maybe not as good? But overall, brunch was great.Now after coming home from brunch, i gotta study! Cause i have an exam tomorrow. How? Ha. Signin off..

-loves


*Dreams*--> Today is a Sunday, yah? God, didn't know i didn't write my blogger yesterday. But there's much to write now. Yesterday, like a usual saturday. Had my piano lessons and also went for lunch with my dad. By that time, the rain was pouring heavily. And at 4+, i went to city hall to meet my friend Jason. After that, we practically walked City hall. Then, we went to meet Henglian, another friend of mine. After we finished walking in Suntec. It was already 7. Me n Jason went to catch a concert at the Esplanade Concert Hall. Oh God, it was totally grand. First time i been there, so you can imagine the first impression yah? It's a $600 million hall you know. Thats how much i was sitting on last night. The Concert, Ha. It was a "Christmas Concert" by the Singapore Symphony Orchestra. Well, it was kinda boring during the first part of the programme where me n Jason were practically joking all e way. But after the 20 mins interval, they played the theme song of the NutCraker Suite. Ha, loved it. Then after that they played carols, and there was a sing-along! Love Christmas Carols. So I did enjoy it alright. After that, we met up with a couple of friends, Levin (HL) and Jennyang. Ha. they shopped the whole night at the city hall district. Kinda fun but guess my concert was also fun right? I bought Chocolates at the Chocolate Box at Esplanade. They have beautiful chocolates you know. So, back to what i was doing. We went to Lau Pa Sat (Hawker Centre) to eat. Dunno what's their problem, but most of them ate noodles. Me? I shared the famous Sambal Stingray with them. After that Jason and Jennyang came over my house. (They were deciding to spend the night at my place). We didn't really do much but we played with the car AGAIN. Ha. Due to the fact that we were worried that the petrol was not enough. We walked to Shell Station to get petrol. But unfortunately it was a wasted trip. I mean who sells petrol in bottles ya know. Ha. Aniways, that was around 3 when we started walkin. We reached home before 4. Man, it was a long way there. Ha, Jennyang was a little bit out of his mind, don't know if its cause of the rain or what. But me and Jason just walked and walked. Ha, after that, came home to sleep till like 6.20 in the morning. Was my night/day fun?

-loves

Friday, December 19, 2003

*Dreams*--> Hmm. What did i do ytd? Wah. I went to a bbq in east coast to celebrate a friend's birthday. Ha. I'm so bored. Well. What did i do today. Not much bah. I hanged out at home. Could that be more boring? Ha. Well, what can i say? I'm a boring person..signin off..

-loves

Thursday, December 18, 2003

*Dreams*--> Who Do i love? Who Do i love? Could it be that i'm in love with two?....

-loves


*Dreams*--> Didn't write yesterday's blog. Sorrie. I was tired yesterday. I watched the show love actually yesterday. Was it nice? I think it was alright. But hmm, the front part was boring, the rest of the show? It was still nice. But i was sitting in the front seat. Could it be any nicer? Ha. Bought a polo ralph lauren shirt for my daddy yesterday. Cost me a bomb. But its worth it. I'm just so bored. Just deciding to slack slack and slack more today. Tonight would be attending a friend's barbecue. Just wanto have fun tonight...

-loves

Tuesday, December 16, 2003

*Dreams*--> I cooked. I cooked. I cooked. Ha. Anyone wondered what the results were? Ha. It was great. Although i had to do much clean up. I don't mind cooking again at all. After that, all of us slacked. And then, the danger came. Ha, my friends and I tried the car at home. "Tried" meant that we drove the car. Down the driveway and up again. Ain't that fun? After that we cleaned the car. First time in my whole life experience. I didn't drive cause I'm a coward. But the rest of my guy-friends did. Oh god, although it appeared i was scared, i wasn't really scared. Cause i have faith in them. Ha. Wondering what I am gonna do tml. Probably study. Need to study because of my exams next week. I'm scared now. Ha. Aniways, I'm gonna get going. Signing Off

-loves

Monday, December 15, 2003

*Dreams*--> Ha. Today i went out with a few of my friends to catch a movie. After that, went grocery shopping. Was totally busy. Tml i'm gonna cook for them. Oh God, I'm so nervous. Anyways. I'm tired. Signin off yah?

-loves

Sunday, December 14, 2003

*Dreams*--> wow. Today cooked food in my kitchen. Didn't burn anything dun worry. It totally rocks. Didnt know cooking could be so much fun. Anyways, They are gonna love my food when they try it. I'm happy today.But i feel that i miss some of my friends very deary. Especially him.. What should i do? I've gotta study also for my re examination but i haven't. Am i really gonna fail or what? How i wish i knew? signing off.

-loves

Saturday, December 13, 2003

*Dreams*--> today didnt do anithing much. just went over to a friend's house and slacked all e way. Was particularly happy a certain friend treated me very well. Hmm. Guess what? I have a determination to cook for my friend's next week! Well, I can make it! Aniways, i'm tired, signin off. Cya

-loves

Friday, December 12, 2003

*Dreams*--> Yesterday night was great! Friends came over my place to cook dinner for me! Ha, due to the fact that i ain't love to cook, I wasnt much of a help. I'm serious. Today was sorta my first day of freedom, i mean, my mum's not in town so i guess i can do almost everything i wants! Anyways, i just found something that interests me! Shopping!!! Oh god, though i really used to love it, but this kinda intuition is different! I can shop till i drop, and even though wad i shopping for may not be for me, it touches my heart when i get things for other people and they love it. Hmm, so guess i totally love it lots! Ha. Anyways, i went SHOPPING today for christmas, haven't really bought everything i wanted to buy, but i guess i'll succeed eh? Kays. signing off..

-loves

Thursday, December 11, 2003

*Dreams*--> What's happening to me? I think I'm going crazy. In my mind, all i can think about is him, him, him. Nothing else. Now I know how much he really means to me. And what an important role he plays in my heart. Sometimes, things are too late when you know how much the person really is to you. So my advice is, if you really love that person just say it, or the moment just passes you by. Don't be afraid to admit you feelings before it's too late. It feels terrible when you regret not telling that special someone how important he means to you. Am i regretting now?

-loves


*Dreams*--> God!~ I don't know why i'm so S.A.D! Ha, my mum's leaving for US and she'll be back before the new year today. Hmm. Guess i do have freedom. But, my dad is gonna control like hell (Sorry bout e language). But yeah, anyways, i feel guilty not going with my mum to the US when my family wants me to go. But, i'll get over it huh? Today just slacked and home, hanged out with my mum before she left. Actually she just left, i saw her off just now. Well, now probably back to more slacking. Going out for dinner with a couple of friends and should be home pretty late. But i guess i'll have fun, won't i? signing off..

-loves

Wednesday, December 10, 2003

*Dreams*--> Ok guys I do love "him"! Sorry if i can't reveal his name! Ha. Well! Why Why Why do i love him! This is becoming insane. One moment i'm asking myself if i love him! Another moment i'm actually already in love without myself knowing it! But don't the question always struck you in the mind! That question, yes, Why do you love that certain someone so much? The answer i know from the back of my mind, "Who knows? Even I don't know!" , well, why do people sacrifice their love to someone which in the end, they don't know if they will be together with them! Now, I know the answer. The answer is that when you love someone, theres no reason at all, when you are in love with someone, you follow your heart, not your mind. So following your heart, doesn't need a reason k?

-loves


*Dreams*--> Hey guys! Am i in love with "him" (that certain someone) or what? Have you ever met someone who makes your heart beat faster and slower at the same time? I've been thinking lately how to fall in love with someone which you don't even know your in love with. I'm not saying its a bad thing to fall in love or anything. But I'm just wondering how weird it is to fall in love with "him". Now, caught in the strings of whether or not i love "him", I can't stop myself from thinking about him. He seems to be on my mind 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. I have never fallen so deep in love with anyone. I have come to a conclusion that seriously, who can ever replace "him"! Oh dear god, I really am in love with him!

-loves


*Dreams*--> Today is totally B.O.R.I.N.G.. ha. I've been home all day watching tv, chatting, it seems like there's nothing to do during the holidays! Isn't that frustrating? Well. The only thing that excites me is that Christmas is coming! My favourite time of the year! Hehe. Well, I still don't know what to get for all my friends! How confusing eh?

-loves

Tuesday, December 09, 2003

*Dreams*--> Hmm. So late in the night. Actually i'm totally alright now, still living it! Ha. Well, if only that certain someone was here with me then everything would be O.K! Ha. Well, I might be going to sleep soon and I guess I'm alright. So, signin off..

-loves


*Dreams*--> Oh Great, i'm alright today. Heez. What i mean by i'm alright is that i don't feel sad or anything. Instead, I feel so...hai. I don't know what kinda feeling it is. But i just miss a certain someone so much. Its like when you can't see a person and in your head, the person's face and voice reappears everytime. Hey, if you know who you are, i really really miss you k?

-loves

Monday, December 08, 2003

*Dreams*--> Hmmm.. going to sleep soon. But before i go, everyone out there, don't miss the chance to tell someone you love them, or the moment just passes you by and you never know when you might lose them and you never get the chance to tell them how you really feel. So no matter what it is, never regret k! Don't know why, but just feel like saying that, its like me telling myself advice. Weird huh? Well, signin off..

-loves


*Dreams*--> Ha! What's with my family? They wan me to go to USA! Thats Sadden-in isn't it. Well, I don't wanna go. Well, if i go there, i think i'll feel very lonely there, without friends. Pretty Sad huh? Well, at least here in S'pore i have friends. Hmm.. Hope this year i won't experience a lonely x'mas.

-loves


*Dreams*--> Just came home, don't know how to describe my day today. Maybe i should say full of expressions, well, I was happy, sad, angry! Ha.. But i guess i'm alright now. Cause a very good friend of mine cooled me down. Sometimes i feel, whats with my parents? Do they like want to make my like miserable or what? Ha. That's probably why I don't feel very good today! Well, today went to school to hang out with e E Club (my love, ENTREPRENEURSHIP) ha, then went to City Hall, ate and then went to orchard to face the music (my parents), then went home. Don't you think that's a boring day? Well,at least get to hang out with E Club, don't you think? ha...signing off..

-loves

Sunday, December 07, 2003

*Dreams*--> I've been wondering, in what circumstance make someone lonely? When u dun have friends? Dun have family? Or do u have friends and family but just don't feel that u are happy? I have a sudden thought now that i'm lonely. But i have friends. I have family. Am i suppose to feel this way? Or is this just feeling sad cause I haven't being enjoying myself lately? Well, don't know why i am feeling this way, signing off..

-loves


*Dreams*--> Oh god! Sorry guys, have written here for the third time today! Guess i'm really that bored! Argh.. Hmm.. anione got any ideaz of what to do or anything, i probably need a break from all this man! What is there to do!! Christmas is coming, christmas shoppin anyone?

-loves


*Dreams*--> Yoz. Just come back from lunch. Pretty late for lunch huh? Guess What? i'm b.o.r.e.d..! Aint that surprising. Lemme think what i should do tonight? Definately can't go for barbecue, definately can't go out to party, definately stayin at home. Feel as if i'm grounded.. nah..i'm just tired. But no matter what it is. All i'm gonna do for e rest of my holidayz is slack slack n party man! Like hello! when will i get the time to slack next year n enjoy myself? Guess really need to enjoy myself during these holidayz due to next year's big "O"! *that gives me chills* anyways, christmas is coming soon! Ain't that great? Yeah man! Can hear carols n see lights! Btw, Christmas is my favourite festival..its like the coolest of e coolest! It rockz! Now enuff of that, signing off.

-loves


*Dreams*--> Heya! Tis is my first time writing blog. Well kinda cool.. is tis like suppose to be what i d0 today or wad? pr0bably tis blog thing is good, lets me write out my true feelin's and emotions. well, today woke up from dream-lala-land, guess wad i dreamt of a snake? weird.. aniways, i ate my breakfast n watched huan zhu ge ge (dunno why i'm so glued to the tat show!), after dat took a shower n went to pass stuff to a good friend of mine, now just came home and i'm like just wondering wad i'm gonna do for e rest of my holidays, holidaez are lyke b.o.r.i.n.g.. school rocks but studyin suck! further more next yr are my o levels, how sadden-ing is datz! Oh god.. well i shan't continue, going out for lunch soon. signing off.

-loves

PEACE-OUT





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MY LOVES


x *you
x my family
x & my loved ones!
x esp. Bestie - Henglian
x My girls, Hi 5 & Jason, Jenny
x Shopping is a given...
x Plus all my sweet memories

I WISH FOR


x friends forever
x your happiness
x my happiness
x New Gallaz Shoe
x get in 6th Sc
x New Digi Cam
x New Crumpler Bag
x 3G phone
x do well in PJC
x Driving License
x A Car - M5